sorry that happened to you mate, i usually don't pick up hints or signals very well and sort of bulldoze through things, ironic sense i am very intelligent but i usually say what i mean/ whats on my mind and expects others to the same. the park sounds like a good idea, i hope she turns up.

"it will try to try to trick us and it will mix lies with the truth, it's attack is psychological and powerful... so don't listen" Father Merrin, the exorcist

"see that proves it, setties treasure has to be beneath this sand!" "no these are a dessert people they value water not gold" - Brendan Frasier, the mummy

" you know theres something wrong with the world, what you know you can't explain but it's there like a splinter in your mind, it is this question that has brought you to us"- laurence fishbourne, The Matrix

"my peanut!" jack sparrow PotC at worlds end.

yeah that is ironically sad that it happens sometimes in relationships. i remember a quote in the movie hellboy that basically said " we like people for their strength but love them for their faults" it's sad that it can be turned around.
I agree with you that the dream dictionary is a bit one sided and i am glad you founjd something better. what is the name of the book?

I also had a dream where i was eaten by a spider, I was trapt in a sticky web in dark cave and this giant tarantula started walking towards me slowly, it tung me and started swallowing me whole and when it came to my shoulders i woke up. the funny-scary part was that it was winter time and i had a couple of thick blankets over my shoulder and it felt like 9i was still in the dream. i shook out of my bed like crazy

thanks yayya

i don't quite get that... are you mocking that my profile is unattractive or my post is or both? why? please explain in detail.
I admit that what i said might not be understood but i don't know why it went in the direction that it did.

do you have the courage and fortitude to rate my profile? all men second braces! i want this deck clean! scurry! i want movement you scaverous dogs! look an undead moneky...top that!

not too bad the boat pics are nice

i defintly agree with you btw blaze.

yep people have debated about frued and whether or not he was crazy. i think the whole mother business definitely is. but there are a few things he brought that makes sense.

blaze i am sorry that you had a terrible dream like that. i had a dream kind of like that where it was my responsibility to save the world, the world was on my shoulders and i was supposed to keep running to some place. it was bit like lord of the rings (carrying the world was like carrying the ring was for frodo) it was such a terrible weight and i kept running on but that wasn't the hardest part. The hardest part was that along the way people kept coming up to me saying terrible things to me like "you mean nothing to us!" "nobody cares about you!" "you're no hero, you're a sack of *hit!" I kept running, even though they started spitting at me and the words hurt, i still cared about them, stilled cared about the world and i kept running "you deserve nothing, you are nothing!" "you're common, you're not special!" "if you die no one will be crying or missing you" i kept running, kept running, crying and gradually my muscles were on fire,started spazzing out and became numb. i kept running all of my force my thought was bent on it, my legs felt like clouds, clouds that would melt and everything i ever cared about would crumble into flames. i kept running for what seemed to be agonizing hours and i fell into darkness. then it seemed i awoke in a small hospital room, i was in a bed and a crowd of people and animals were around me. namely I saw my family, friends and loads of guinea pigs, rabbits and dogs were on the floor and the room had a dark tint of blue around it. for awhile there was a strong, uncomfortable silence and then they all spoke after another in echoes " "you have failed us lawrence" "you have failed us lawrence" " you have failed us all" " were all to die in agonizing ways and you did nothing to stop it! your efforts count for nothing!" Nothing!" nothing!" their bodies and faces then began to contort into hideous shapes and suddenly they caught on fire and all was ash.

I woke up soaked and crying and continued to cry for awhile and i kept saying to myself in mind and aloud " i am sorry i've failed you, i've failed you all" after awhile i stopped crying but sometimes i still feel sad about it.

i've had a lot of weird and vivid dreams too. i thought i was really one of the few to have and i am glad to hear that you're having them too (although i am sorry that they're disturbing for you. )

I used to have a recurring dream when i was little that this huge meat cleaver was floating over me, chasing me and i had to run, otherwise it would fall and chop me in half. i would run and run and run and no matter how fast or how far i ran it would keep following me and i would get tired and it would eventually chop me in half.
one of the cool dreams i have had was that i was a werewolf and i was running through the streets on all fours at midnight. the streets were empty and the wind was blowing through my fur and it smelled like vanilla.
one of my recurring nightmares is Micheal Myers running after me and for some strange reason i am not usually scared or freaked out but rather fascinated like i am watching a movie.
I also have a lot of flying dreams and in the latest one i flew over a huge tidal waves a followed it, it must have been five-hundred feet high, i watched it consumed everything and afterwards i stood on the peak of a high mountain.

people have debated on the meaning of dreams for a long time, some think it's a portal to another world or dimension, some believe it represents your sub-conscious and others believe that it's just jumbled up thoughts and memories. there's also another theory that since we use only 2% potential of or brain our sub-conscious unlocks interal and external mysteries and our sleep. i believe it a combination of all of these.

your dream might mean different things, i am curious do you ever have any resentment or questions about your quirks? does anybody close to you have concerns about them? if you're in doubt or questioning where they come from your subconscious might be telling you that you were born with them and that they are a strong part of you. your subconscious might be telling you that your quirks came from something that happened during the pregnancy or the birth or from your parents.do you feel restrained or uncomfortable with yourself or these quirks? what parts of the dream bothered you the most? you might want to go a library or bookstore and checkout a dream dictionary, freud and carl jung were two of the main psychologists that worked on dream interpretation.

hope this helps.

thats a great one

i would act on the momment depending on the circumstances i would probably go up to them make a genuine comppliemnt or comment and start a conversation.

to change the world any way i wanted

thats exactly why i watch it is for the story, i admit that it can be a bit repetitive and cheesy sometimes but i get really bored without it. I don't want people to really be hurt so i am glad that it's fake because it reduces the injuries they would have if it wasn't.

I am a scorpio in western astrology and a rabbit in eastern. i Usually fit both descriptions pretty well. here are two from a website:

Scorpio:

You are intense. You tend to take everything seriously, even
having fun. To you, life is serious, how could it not be? You
have this approach to all aspects of your life. You have intense
likes and dislikes, or you simply don't care. When you have an
opinion its firm, but if it doesn't concern you, then why waste
energy? You probably have few true friends but those
friendships you hold dear and nobody is more loyal and
trustworthy than you.
However, in the same token, if you make enemies, you can be
cruel, going to extremes for revenge. Nobody wrongs you. You
take everything personally because you are so emotional. You
tend to regard others suspiciously and they must win your
respect. You have doubts to the greatness of human nature,
but its only because you recognize the potential of the negative
qualities in yourself and assume everyone else has them. You
respect self control, strong opinions, and anything you
associate with power because these are qualities you
recognize within yourself.
Most descriptions of Scorpio categorize you as sexually
obsessed. While it might be true that sex has a greater hold
over you than others, its is more about the recognition of the
power it holds and the longing to be complete absorbed into
another person. You are very firmly your own person and
probably wouldn't change a thing about yourself, yet you have
an overwhelming need to completely emerge with another
person. To love so deeply and intensely that you are one
person. Often times this need within yourself is ignored,
because you consider it to romantic or even silly, but especially
because it lacks control, and you are all about control.
When you do love it tends to be strong and long lasting. You do
have a tendency to become obsessed, especially in love
matters. You hate superficial things, being more concerned
with the deeper aspects of life, like sex, love and death. You
have a great ability to change yourself, to act like one of the
symbols of your sign, the Phoenix, and rise above. This is the
lesson of Scorpio, to disregard obsessions, recognize revenge
as the boomerang it is, respect the will of others, and learn
forgiveness, for others and yourself- to rise above. When this
potential within you is recognized you have a tremendous
ability to help and heal others.

nice imagery and story with the blood and innocent sacrifice, like a butterfly being crushed by a rock.

good job!

that is funny i never thought of it that way before. i tried to make it look more sad or a bit down than bloated.

The night creeps in with the cold.
The candles light up your face like an elf.
A fire egnites the coals.
You sing me a slow noel.
The sound rings in my ear.
A godsend that draws near
It won’t be a slient night.
Your jiggle bells will rock
You’re my christmas present.
I want you wrapped in my arms
Your gingerbread lips
Crannberry hair.
Eyes of coal and finger tips of snow
You mean so much to me.
Like a christmas morning. With a lit up tree. .
Colors all round changing and shining.
With hidden presents underneath.
Christmas comes but once a year.
But I want you here every night.
Hold you close and gaze into your eyes.
Making a new christmas song.
With our hearts beating along.
You are the one, my eternal present