I wrote this one a long time ago. i am in a relationship now though.



Wicker torches and bamboo floors.
Crashing waves and raining dreams.
Tiki heads asleep with snores.
A ocean forest lush with green.

In these hands I hold the key.
To a door opening in paradise.
In your heart, mind and eyes.
I can breathe,I can live.
I can see and I will give.
My heart, that spark in life.
In the night, holding you.
A blanket of warm light.
Radiating and penetrating my mind and soul.

I knew you long ago.
I was Lost on an island.
Marooned without hope.
You grabbed my hand and pulled me up on your boat.
With a compass, we sailed the world and seas.
But it was only a dream.

I’ve been searching with no compass.
I’ve kept a weather eye on the horizon.
For the tresure and gold contained in your soul.
One day a ship will come to this island.
It’s seems to go on forever but I know.
You will come some day and take my hand to hold.

Show them.
bring it to life.
Capture the essence.
The day and the night.
The subtly, sweeping power.
Vivid, epic, and grand.
Every minute in my head.
Every hour on the hour.

Will life measure up?
Unlike a grain of sand.
To the visions in my mind.
Will it be enough.
To truly feel alive?
Conversed, insipid, lands.

I’ll always be waiting in the wings
Abstract, no contact.
Except electricity.
Alive but not alive.
Reaching but not touching.
Asphyxiation with breathing.
Tactile fantasies.

There is hope.
A fool can fathom
A twisted rope
of pyrite fashion.
That I am clinging to.
Life without purpose, is meaningless.
Survival instinct, a boring truth.

kat i think you'll really like this one:


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SUNmLuNdiL8&feature=related

if the link doesn't work you can look it up on youtube:

Probably the Funniest Cat Video You'll Ever See


it's a bunch of great cat videos compiled together. I think the one you're talking about happens around 1:22.

hope you enjoy. : )

thanks guys.

thank you kat.

being human does not automatically qualify sympathy or respect. if it was we would be crying for hitler, stalin, and saddam.

good point, i definitely remember that the parents were shady. : )

I am not saying he's guilty or not gulity for sure. i think there is definitely too much speculation and evidence for him to be given a clean slate again. like it was when he was in the 80's. if I was MJ and was innocent i would have volunteered for the polygraph or would of at least written an autobiography to prove i was.

it an example that law is faliable and just because someone is not found guilty doesn't mean that they are not. most people i've met or talked to believed that OJ and MJ were both guilty. the comparison is bit unfair to mj because OJ was later arrested so it's much more likely that he was guilty. unfortunately it's the only popular case of people believing non-guilty defendants are guilty that i can think of.



the similarites are:

they were both hyped cases in the media and had a lot of buzz afterwards.

a considerable amount of people believed they were both guilty.

few people know for certain whether they were guilty.

people were angry about it.

i agree with later half thatwhy i am kind of frustrated with all the media hype about it.

nobody yet.? hmmmmm.

so was OJ the first time. i think it's possible for him to be guilty or not guilty.

i don' think he should really be mourned because if he was a pedophile i definitely don't think he should get that much sympathy. if he wasn't a pedophile then it's sort of a disgrace to show him this much love now instead of when he was alive and needed it. his death is a good thing because he longer has to suffer ridicule.

I think the real tradedgy is people won't really know whether he was a pedophile or not. there probably won't be any closure for that. it might forever be in myth and speculation; much like the JFK assassination.

each post must contain just one video that either scared you or really made you laugh.
after someone else posts you can post another video and so on so forth. hope you guys are ready.

i think mine is really funny but others might find it a bit scary.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6P_BvrtuxAI&feature=related

i keep watching it over and over.

Favourite animal- passionate, free, eternal, flight
Favourite colour vivid, deep, different, mysterious,

Wearing blue and entered a white room: matrix, intriguing, puzzle, powerful

When surrounded by water drown, death, overwhelmed, faint

I wrote this couple years ago, I hope you enjoy.

You can’t win them all but you will win the war.
You’ve had bad days before and have risen from the ashes.
It’s just a passing thing,
The clouds of tomorrow have a silver lining.
Your time will come, keep fighting

It won’t matter when you’re gone.
The world keeps going on with out you.
You won’t make a difference because no one cares or listens.
The world is controlled by the herd mentality.
The Shepard’s mind has turned into a butcher’s personality.

There is potential in everyone and everything.
Nothing is written in stone.
No one knows what the future holds.
Your mind and heart are like silver and gold.
Some day you will be recognized and achieve your goals.

What makes you so special?
Thousands die and are born everyday.
You’re like everyone else, fighting a war you can’t win.
Why should you hold happiness and glory?
You’re just a pawn in a world of fate.

You alone will shape your destiny.
Someday someone will love and hold you.
You will make the world a better place.
Don’t give up you will be happy.
Just hold on to what you love..

thanks guys

I looked through the window
Escher dreamed of better things.
Bells, melodic sound.
Instead of atrophy.
Reality torn askew.
Blurring fantasy.
Contorted, distorted deja-vu’s
Stairs and walls moving.
Inside, inside outside,
Revolving, becoming.

Inertia and vertigo.
Too much!
I turned to an eye.
above
Massive, glaring.
Is it real?
I poked it and it screamed.
Quickly Tumbling after me.
Faint and dizzy I began to feel.

In this weird diminsion.
Lost….
Beyond redemption.
For dreaming these vivid dreams.
I looked behind, still there.
Tick, tick, tock,
Time slowed a beat
Quickly dodged and hit a jaberwock.
Inconsolably angry.
A rush to the head,
So very faint……darkness.

I woke up at a desk.
It’s raining.
Beautiful rain.
The Dali clock reads 6am.
Just dreaming again.
just dreaming.

thanks guys.

thank you angellight for your thoughts/complements.

i like how poems and songs can have different meanings depending on the person reading them.

when i wrote it i was mostly inspired by the movie the Truman show, FRIENDS- the tv show and angels. angels are "the watchers" it's also about some conflicts i have.

really good idea abra.

this is going to be fun.


Crazy, cupid, crossbows
Rabid, ramming, rhinos
Always, adventurous.
Zealous,zodiacs
You're yearning.

Mimic, magic
Inspire, invent
Never negotiate
Go, green
Love, lead
Enchanting, eve

Prophets, pee
Old, otters
Eventually, eat.
Tofu, time and tea.




a very Merry unbirthday to you.

more of song than a poem, hope you enjoy.




We are waiting at the mall.
We are the one’s that know everything about you.
We are beyond the mortal wall.
We have been watching you.
We know everything you want.
We will join you soon.

(I am the patron saint of broken hearts.
I care for everyone
Yet i am set apart from everything.
And wish i could heal every pain.
And not feel like i do today.
But I don’t think it can really change
I haven’t made a difference anyway.)

When the whole world comes crashing down.
We’ll be there for you.
And make it go round again.
we’ll watch and listen.
Ever, faithful friends.

We are waiting at the mall.
We are the one’s that you don’t know
We are material and yet unknown.
We have been watching you.
We see you’re alone.
We won’t meet you.

When the whole world comes crashing down.
We’ll be there for you.
And make it go round again.
we’ll watch and listen.
Ever, faithful friends.

(I am the patron saint of broken hearts.
I care for everyone
Yet i am set apart from everything.
And wish i could heal every pain.
And not feel like i do today.
But I don’t think it can really change
I haven’t made a difference anyway.)

We are waiting at the mall.
We are the one’s that know everything about you.
We are beyond the mortal wall.
We have been watching you.
We know everything you want.
We will join you soon.

i am really sorry you feel sad and lonely.

i've felt like that many times before and i also have a habit of listening to the same songs over and over. a lot of people on here have given good advice. i suppose the best thing that i could add would be that there are at least nearly three pages worth of people here that care about you. you're not alone there are people here that understand and empathize with you.