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Thu 11/12/09 12:03 AM
I lay alone in silence and dark
a tear off my cheek,
wondering where went the spark?
His words cut deep, as he gives me
a stare...
But nothing loving, only a hard cold
glare.
His hands make me flinch, as he
shows me a fist
as I close my eyes,thinking...
I'll get through this.
He leaves me alone for days at a time
but I know he's with another,
I thought forever he would be mine.
I ache for his love, yet wanting to
be free
Trying hard to remember what it's like
just to be me.
I have my kids, my blessings,
my life
but I also wanted to be his true love
and wife.
Time goes by and I seem to exist
how many more years
can I take of this?
My kids are my focus, they bring me
a smile,
but soon they will be grown
on their own in a short while.
I put on a mask, fake and unreal
trying hard to hold on
being as tough as steal.
The final day he left,
I was set free,
but still searching for pieces
to be the real me.

11-12-09






sweetsimplesassy's photo
Wed 11/11/09 11:20 PM
Edited by sweetsimplesassy on Wed 11/11/09 11:41 PM
I sit and cry a silent tear,
as I sit by her bed
wanting to be near.
Listening for every breathe,
every sign of life,
fearing she may be close to death.

I make the food
and dish it up,
but can't make her eat
or drink from her cup.
I watch my baby girl waste away,
on the floor excersising every single
day.

I take the steps to make her survive,
All I want is for my Baby Girl to be happy
and alive.
I hear "I hate you" and "you're
making me fat"..
If only she knew, it was so much more
than that.

I love my Baby Girl and FOREVER will
and no matter what happens, for you I
will be here still.

Love your Mom
11-12-09


sweetsimplesassy's photo
Wed 11/11/09 11:03 PM
flowerforyou

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Wed 11/11/09 10:59 PM

hurting!:cry:


**HUGS**flowerforyou

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Wed 11/11/09 10:58 PM
still single

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Wed 11/11/09 10:03 PM

Every now & then you hear that someone died and had it in their will to euthanize their pet to go with them. I think this is not fair but wondered what y'all thought.



I think its unfair. I understand that an older animal who has had one owner forever will probibly miss ya and may be depressed and sad, but what right do we have to kill that animal just because we died? They may go on to another great home and be just fine....ya never know.

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Wed 11/11/09 09:59 PM

I've got a german shepard I love him to death. But I've also got a corn snake(corncob 10yr) a ball python(charlie 9yr) a king snake(hershy 1yr) a bearded dragon(drake 3yr) a savannah monitor(monty 1.5yr) and 2 sugar gliders(skitz 2yr and gizmo 4yr) and some fish lol all probably close to 2yrs since I've had them. I'm attached to all of them. I know most people say eww to reptiles but you wouldn't believe the personalities they have. Your probably thinking personalities yea right but they really do.




I agree, its amazing how smart and human like some animals are.
I had rats and most people hate them, but thay are such lovable sweet animals....

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Tue 11/10/09 09:45 PM
yes, my youngest son <3

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Tue 11/10/09 09:38 PM

GREAT TOPIC !
We do love our pets in the USA and spend big bucks....
"They are worth it"! Unconditional LOVE :heart:

Check my picture of 'Bo' in my profile... ( I don't know how to upload on topics...frustrated
I have 2 dogs Momma 'Shelby'(13) and one of her pups 'Bo'...turned 6 yrs. old this year I might add.
Also have 2 female cats,Tink & Callie (no pics) :cry:



GREAT PICS!!!! What a beautiful dog!!! :)

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Tue 11/10/09 09:35 PM

I like my dogs better than I like most people!!!:banana:


I hear ya on that one!!!drinker

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Tue 11/10/09 09:34 PM

thank you so much for information about DM. i will let you know what i find out. i know it is very common in GS dogs.
however, we did not do extensive tests. the dog was unable to walk, and incontinent, and so he was put to sleep. this was after an hour of consultation. there was anexoria involved, but the dog's coat was beautiful. just severe weight loss. it could have been cancer.

i will never know if this was the right thing to do, but the pain and suffering is over.
Tony, if you are reading this, rest in Peace.



as your beloved pets owner, only you know what was best as only you and him lived and experienced what was going on....no one judges you and shouldnt....obviously you loved yout sweet dog!
I am so sorry for your loss!

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Mon 11/09/09 09:53 PM






still so single, that I thought I would change my pic to my dog and see if I had any better luck...lol


I just perved ya.laugh laugh laugh



AND????? LOL


I was making sure that you didn't morph into a dog.laugh laugh







Thank you for the concern lolflowerforyou



You are welcome. I liked your profile. Especially the part that your last "Knight in shining armor" turned out to be wrapped in aluminum foil (or something like that, lol).




Oh lol,, yea, well.......you know, could have been a great bbq.....but.....

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Mon 11/09/09 09:53 PM






still so single, that I thought I would change my pic to my dog and see if I had any better luck...lol


I just perved ya.laugh laugh laugh



AND????? LOL


I was making sure that you didn't morph into a dog.laugh laugh







Thank you for the concern lolflowerforyou



You are welcome. I liked your profile. Especially the part that your last "Knight in shining armor" turned out to be wrapped in aluminum foil (or something like that, lol).




Oh lol,, yea, well.......you know, could have been a great bbq.....but.....

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Mon 11/09/09 09:51 PM
make sure my family knows I love them, especially my kids

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Mon 11/09/09 09:47 PM




still so single, that I thought I would change my pic to my dog and see if I had any better luck...lol


I just perved ya.laugh laugh laugh



AND????? LOL


I was making sure that you didn't morph into a dog.laugh laugh







Thank you for the concern lolflowerforyou

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Mon 11/09/09 09:44 PM


still so single, that I thought I would change my pic to my dog and see if I had any better luck...lol


I just perved ya.laugh laugh laugh



AND????? LOL

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Mon 11/09/09 09:42 PM
God, my kids and my dogs

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Mon 11/09/09 09:37 PM
still so single, that I thought I would change my pic to my dog and see if I had any better luck...lol

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Mon 11/09/09 09:36 PM
still so single, that I thought I would change my pic to my dog and see if I had any better luck...lol

sweetsimplesassy's photo
Mon 11/09/09 09:36 PM
still so single, that I thought I would change my pic to my dog and see if I had any better luck...lol

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