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Thu 11/26/09 11:55 PM

I dont want to be hung upside down naked in the middle of the desert and have Russian dissidents burn my nipples with a magnifying glass.





ROFLMAOrofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl rofl

OUCH tho...that would really hurt!surprised scared tears

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Thu 11/26/09 11:30 PM
Edited by sweetsimplesassy on Thu 11/26/09 11:33 PM
What is something that you are thinking about that you DON'T want to be thinking about?

for me it's my older two kids not being here

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Thu 11/26/09 11:25 PM
whos being stuffed?

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Thu 11/26/09 11:12 PM
A new day, sun is up,
existing.
Walk the sidewalks, shoppers scurring with bags,
existing.
The clock ticks on..minute to hour,
existing.
Days weeks months,
existing.
purpose failed
existing.
save me
from
existing.

11-27-09

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Thu 11/26/09 11:03 PM
can't see,
still there,
can't feel,
dirty,
unwanted,
thrown out,
hidden,
worthless,
waiting.


11-27-09

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Thu 11/26/09 10:50 PM

a beautiful dedication from mother to offspring, what is sad about the title is that many GIVE life yet fail to sustain the quality or enhance it further, I.e, dead beat dads, neglecting mothers what have you. People often wonder what is wrong with the children of today, when they are but a reflection of their parents.....question answered.



TY...

that is so true..I have thought that many times myself....
but thank goodness we are only reflections and not carbon copies(although I have seen a few)
Thank goodness if chosen, we can break that mold and be who we NEED to be and not be our parents, yet keep the qualities we want to share and have...its knowing the difference and choosing

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Thu 11/26/09 10:44 PM

yeah, i see the candied yams with the roasted marshmallows on top and i miss my cat. i made the candied yams this year to commemorate the loss of my beloved Luke. he was a big white marshmallow cat with toasted marshmallow points on his ears, cappuccino stains on his back and a caramel swirl tail.

yeah, the holidays suck. i don't have a job. i hate my life.


hey, I'm sorry maaan....dont know if to take you serious or not...lol
you definately are a food man tho...lol

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Thu 11/26/09 10:41 PM

bras are so constrictive....all in favor of "free boobing"....




do that most of the time anyways(unless I am in my scrub attire), thank goodness for tshirts and tank tops to wear under .....

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Thu 11/26/09 10:36 PM
giving life
trust and hope
insecurities gone
loving words
hugs
whispers

reaching out
friends
taking steps
looking back
still there

wondering
seeking
doing
not knowing
not needing
still here
loving
waiting


11-27-09

For Rach and Matthew, FOREVER and ALWAYS!!!
<3, Mom xoxo

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Thu 11/26/09 10:26 PM

Beyond the scope

ah love
unimaginable
tangled emotions
a lifelong quest

unconditional bliss
silken petals
smooth ribbons
comfort thy heart

raging waters
occasional storms
cease to exist
with compassionate words

lilies sprout
o'er majestic fields
intoxicating scent
drunken stupor

tearfully caressed
upon a bossom
drowning in hope
beyond the scope.






flowerforyou
I'm imagining in reading this a love, romantic, sexfilled relationship of two people who so are in love, yet have the trials and still work things out and are inseperable to each other.

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Thu 11/26/09 10:17 PM

life itself provides the best education, but there is no education greater than that of self.....thanks for the comments.

"If I told you my reality, you'd
say I have a great imagination,
If I told you my imagination, you'd
say I've lost touch with reality"-Bob Shank



"If I told you my reality, you'd
say I have a great imagination,
If I told you my imagination, you'd
say I've lost touch with reality"-Bob Shank


Damned if you do, damned if you dont...can never win.... ;)







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Thu 11/26/09 10:12 PM

1/2 the time i dont know what mood im in any way an the holidays oh ya real fun i might be bipoler or some thing laugh :cry: love explode :banana: devil scared slaphead :thumbsup: flowerforyou never know what your going to get



well hey, at least it wouldnt be boring...lol ;)
btw, I think many people have such a wrong view of people who are bipolar...in working in the healthcare field for many yrs, i can say that there are many levels and aspects to it, but it doesnt neccessarily make a person "crazy, unstable and weird"....more people have this illness more than we think and manage very well and live very "normal" lives....its stepping up and treating it with whatever options are needed, like medication, counceling ect.....being bipolar is no different than treating high blood pressure, cancer or any other illness....depression, bipolar and so many other mental illnesses are looked at with such a stigma that is so wrong

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Thu 11/26/09 10:05 PM

wouldn't we all, it's something many of us crave, yearn, burn for, but it can be very dangerous when consumed by it because you might end up settling, think with the mind as well as with your emotions, it will work out a lot better for you. The roads we travel in life are never gold paved or halo'ed by rainbows, however there is bliss with patience, understanding ones self and communicating those needs to another. The best advice I could ever give anyone is "never accept anything less then what you yourself are willing to give".....Have a happy holiday season, and who knows, santa may bring you what you want or he may get stuck in your chimney and you'll have to settle...lol

****I'm not sorry nor do I regret my past, it has molded me into who I am.




you sound like an amazing man!

Oh, I wont settle.....never again.....that is why I have been single for so many yrs....my son's dad left when i was 7 1/2 mo preg(he is now 5) ..dated one man since and that was almost 2 yrs ago and lasted less than a yr. so, no....settling isnt an option...i would rather be alone forever, than unhappy again in a relationship.....been in abusive ones(two) and never again...so, no desperation here..... ;)
maybe Santa will send me someone...lol I have been good, well...kinda..lol

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Thu 11/26/09 09:59 PM
Edited by sweetsimplesassy on Thu 11/26/09 10:00 PM

Betrayal

such a very dark word
throughout the history of man
an action, swirling in deceit
running amuck with deception
there's no protection
for those vulnerable to such

the world is an abyss
a pit hiding rattlers
when we descend
we are bitten
and then express shock

buzzards circle
to witness the death
of unbreakable bondings
you'd think even they would learn
from the stench of bitterness
yet they feast upon the decay

only the bones remain
piled, like a memorial for scars
DNA for further transgressions
the science of hurt and pain
and one day we shall learn
mirrors make the best microscopes......





WOW! such deepness! Can almost smell and feel the coldness as this is read....your wording and description is amazing....what a true gift in writing. What a sad thing to know such depth and detail on the subject, ...so true tho....I can relate.

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Thu 11/26/09 09:54 PM

arms wide open



awwwwwwww.....sweet!flowerforyou

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Thu 11/26/09 09:53 PM

ha, I'm old fashioned, I'll wash you dry...lol


thats the fun way to do it....lol
It is weird not having so many dishes to do by hand, not that just me and my 5 yr old have a lot anyways, but...
well shoot......we'll do the dishes by hand and run the washer just to hear the "whir" of it...lol (just for good measure...lol)

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Thu 11/26/09 09:50 PM
wanting to snuggle in safe, loving warm arms

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Thu 11/26/09 09:48 PM
Edited by sweetsimplesassy on Thu 11/26/09 09:49 PM

echoes of Poe, alone...nicely done

wish I had a dishwasher, then I wouldn't feel so "alone"...lol


TY!
I actually just moved into this place Friday(hence the blank walls, ect in the poem) Havent had a dishwasher in 4ever...lol (literally yrs)
I appreciate your comments. :)
ps...you can come over and we can sit and listen to the dishwasher together LMAO

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Thu 11/26/09 09:41 PM
Edited by sweetsimplesassy on Thu 11/26/09 09:42 PM

sadly I'm not into family oriented holidays, usually ride the bike through the mountainside or sleep all day. I do however enjoy Christmas eve seeing the anticipation on the neighborhood children's faces, but christmas day I like being alone with my dogs. When one grows up in an alcoholic family environment, the holidays lose their effect, and they become a built in time of depression, so yeah, you're not alone, there are many people who actually dread the holidays, and lately it has gotten worse as the family units throughout society become more and more divided.


I'm sorry you had to deal with that growing up.
I have been single now for yrs and I want someone "special" in my life to create our own memories and traditions and base it on what WE want. I am blessed to have my kids. BUT I am really now starting to feel an ache to be with a signifigant other. My older two kids are not here and its just me and my 5 yr old now. I am not desperate for a man nor need one, but would like a good loving relationship.

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Thu 11/26/09 07:34 PM
my kids

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