aye, it would be nice to say no, but in all truth who wants to sit by
and watch a killer mock everyone with their presense still being around.
I vote for rambill, i think that method would work nice, hey rambill do
you plan on running in the next election? you got my vote.

heh D.P i would like to say i think its wrong to have the state say its
ok to kill someone and when its not ok to kill someone, As i have little
trust in the system ( lets say i was in his/her seat but not guilty.) if
they killed me, i would be one very angry soul. let them be juged by the
divine! ( if there is such a thing.) That and not to be cold but we are
in need of a way to keep down the human population, nature is in its
self choatic and cruel, the binds of a socity thats as large as ours
cant be controlled by a mer hundredish people. human socities where
never ment to reach such a large scale, so of course people killing
people is bound to happen. there are no true laws of nature nor a
approved kill or disapproved kill. if it was in cold blood or not taking
the life of a person is still taking a life of a person. by killing them
we only sink to the same level, true peace can not be achieved by such a
method. however to be fare if it was someone i cared for that was killed
i would do the ****** in myself.

very nice poem

Shine On
Always something missing no matter what I do or where I go, the
emptiness. I feel so lost. Left alone in the dark. A place somehow I
have felt I was raised, never to see the light of life. Cast down often
when feeling alive. No matter if this is the path, perhaps that was
chosen for me… or maybe I chose for myself.
Everyone time to time I am sure has felt the same isolation. Living in a
place with out faith… but you can choose to sink deeper into self sorrow
or you can choose to create a shell, a shell to protect yourself from
the sickness and pain. To shield yourself from others to prevent any
future pain and yet myself and so many others seem to live a life like
this and I wonder why? Why must I feel that I am alone in my troubles,
wandering the vast plains? Walking randomly, blind, and stumbling only
wishing at times I had someone to help me up. You can, I know…you
can…maybe pull yourself out but it’s so hard, so hard when you don’t
always have faith in yourself, not sure of what may happen. Perhaps it’s
for the best to be alone in such a place.
You can always just trust yourself right? Get things done on your own
don’t need anyone or anything…but why? But why? What does it change? It
doesn’t feel easier, just harder… to do things…alone…
Sometimes though, time to time during the wandering in the dark, the
stumbling and falling… something so strange, something so alien from the
reality…something that doesn’t seem to belong in the cold existence I
walk time to time… A bright light, an orb dancing in the distance, so
strange, so alluring… makes no sense… but it… It… It’s uplifting… It
gives warmth in a place you did not dream you could find, such a
feeling, just dancing and spinning… no negative thoughts, no worries.
It just seems to care only about that moment, the moment where it
purpose goes beyond to just simply exist. And when you get close to the
sounds of what would seem to be joy so faint and beautiful. It stops and
turns its radiance your way almost speaking to you to come out and play.
To forget what is around you and what has always been. To just stop,
listen and bask in the light it shines your way. Unlike anything you
ever thought could be. Something that one would think just does not
belong. Yet it is there… it leaves you… dazed…and speechless…
So you walk to it without a care… No worries, all misfortune aside. What
is important is that moment where you feel loved, safe, and warm inside.
But sometimes when you get to close it fades… just dims out and it’s
then that you have never felt more alone and in pain.
But once you have seen such a miracle it never leaves your thoughts it
is always there. And it’s at that point you really begin to wonder what
if…what if…there is something more. What if there is a place away from
here a place where joy is real…or maybe… what if that place can be… is…
where you are now… and as one wanders in the dark stumbling and falling
getting cut and bruised time to time… it doesn’t affect you as much as
it did before that first uplifting because now there’s something you
never thought you would have… perhaps never as strong, perhaps so dim
it’s almost like it’s not even there… but it is… just waiting… hope.
Hope that maybe you could join it where ever it may have come from. And
as you wander, time to time you will meet up with the miracle once
again, sometimes faint and dim other times stronger then ever thought
possible…
It is then that I see you standing there so bright… with radiance like I
have never witnessed before. I try to escape into the darkness of my
shell a place I have grown so familiar but don’t wish to be any longer.
Even in that dark place you still shine through. I can’t help but want
to come out. To bask in the warmth I feel all around me… It’s in your
eyes, your smile, your movements, and your voice. It can’t be ignored.
The light that shines from you lifts me up, gives me strength I never
knew I had, it heals wounds I never thought could be healed. And it
leaves me scared.
I don’t know if you pushed me away maybe because you don’t care for me
as I do for you. Perhaps you do but didn’t know if I did too. Are you
out to right what is wrong before moving on? I am falling in love with
you but all that I know what is left for me to say and do is just…
“Shine on” and I’ll be here waiting for you.
-KM

“The path that has no road”
We speak a different dialect of the same language.
Food for thought;
It’s all but a real paradox;
No one true being / entity will ever be all knowing.
For to be all knowing would be that of a computer.
Computers hold no curiosity, and thus shall have no reason,
Or need to learn anymore then what is forced on to them.
A all knowing being will never know if it is truly all knowing for it
would reach a state of which curiosity no longer plays a role.
(Because it’s "all knowing").
And because of this it sets a boundary to its limits of reaching "true"
understanding.
Like that of a computer;
Everything and anything is only defined by the definitions that are
given to it.
The concept of the "yin-yang" intriguingly seems to be the only
foundation that will forever hold true,
Yet it is a solid color.
In order to honestly understand you must be able to accept.
To tolerate is to mask the matter at hand and thus you achieve nothing
by it.
To fear or feel threatened,
You only set yourselves further back from where you started and thus
achieve nothing by it.
By accepting you inevitably agree.
But to agree does not mean it must hold true to you.
By following a path to seek understanding you,
Also set yourself a boundary,
A limit to that of which you allow yourself to ever learn.
For to ever come to an understanding you must give a decision which is
based on your own path that is followed,
This inevitably may become “one-sided”.
You will not learn anything beyond that of which is presented before
you;
It is because of this order will never be a true teacher;
A true teacher is that of chaos;
For to truly open your mind you must welcome Conflict,
And through conflict you start to learn,
Through conflict you learn what it is to be hypocritical.
Only by being hypocritical can you really come to a point of
understanding;
Again we are all born naked and we shall all die naked,
There is nothing that you or anyone else can do about it.
But it does not mean that being naked is a bad thing.
Nothing is inherently positive or negative.
It only becomes bound by the label we give it.
To give things no label is to be able to understand what it truly is;
Life’s teachings are a paradox;
What I say now,
Have said before,
And say from this point on will be and has always been a lie,
And thus I tell the truth;
To welcome conflict is to welcome knowledge,
To welcome curiosity is to welcome learning,
By embodying order we incase ourselves.
By becoming attached to any one ideal is to limit ourselves.
And because of this we become hypocritical.
To step off our original path set before us,
To step off our boundary,
To jump from our foundation and let our self freefall,
We must first become curious,
And to do so we embrace conflict,
For we now walk a path that is set by wherever we wander,
A path that has no direction other then the direction we give it.
It is now because of this we walk with an open mind and no longer bind
ourselves to one way of thinking.
It is within this mindset we again become hypocritical.
To leave a way of thinking is never to forget the concepts and ideals.
And thus while we wander we will cross other paths of thinking. But to
avoid such paths we again set a boundary as to how far we can go.
Thus the only way to learn is to embrace the new concepts and ideals and
more often then not this will cause conflict with the concepts and
ideals you brought with you.
But in order to learn, you enter conflict,
And through conflict you start to understand.
And once you understand this new path you walk,
You must never agree and hold true to both old and new.
To become hypocritical you again are able to "step" off and walk in
chaos again and so it continues with out end,
It becomes more conflicting each encounter,
Thus forcing you to become more hypocritical.
Perfection can never be reached for perfection sets boundaries. It is by
conflict and becoming hypocritical is there a chance to reach balance.
The “foundation of the yin –yang” is that of balance.
Because it becomes conflicting and hypocritical to all other ideas.
Because of this no one path,
Be it set before you,
Or chosen by you,
Will never bring you what you seek other then the knowledge you take
with you.
As we all know, no one way of thinking we help us learn;
Thus what I speak of is conflicting and hypocritical.
Life teachings are that of a paradox,
Because of this we may never understand what we seek.
To fall down too far down the rabbit hole we not only see and learn new
things,
But at the same time never know peace.
For we are left in chaos,
And through chaos we can never take the time to learn.
To overly seek "inner beauty" is to seek the same vanity in achieving
"outer beauty".
To become too set on a path will only bring fear of conflicting ideals.
To become too set on a path will only make us more judgmental. To become
too set on a path will only bring us ignorance.
To attain balance one must always allow conflict and become
Hypocritical.
Its all about cause and effect,
To mix science and spirituality,
To cause chaos and conflict,
And by doing so we find a balance.
The meaning of life is to pass on our “gene's” to become the dominate
species.
Be it of Plant,
Animal,
Microorganism,
Etcetera,
This is our basic purpose we all share.
But the purpose of my life,
Of your life,
Of their life.
Is that of what we give it.
It only becomes that of which we label.
It is defined by the definition given.
Live life as you see fit.
Live happy or die trying.
Never be reckless and jump head first,
Yet,
Never be too scared to let go.
For no matter how you look at the big picture of things....
The answer is always simple.
In closing.... I leave you with one word....
Because some words while although they look the same,
Can carry a different meaning,
Thus it’s up to you to decide what you wish for it to mean.
"duck"
-KM

lol opps didnt notice my uncles account was still logged into the
computer well anyway hope ya all enjoy it =)

thanks bro

I close my eyes and look deep inside for what is true,
I imagine who it might be that one day may stand beside me,
I know her eyes would be crystal blue,
And as I walk closer to her,
The person I see is you.
I can taste you on my lips,
And sense you in my dreams.
My love for you is pure and true,
All I seek from you,
Is to love me…like I love you.
I want to express my affection without this oppression
To hold you close is what I would adore the most
To listen to your heartbeat and the way you breathe
Your essence… sustains me,
For with out it I would never feed.
I believe that you can set my spirit free,
It is you and only you that I shall ever need.
If only I could wrap my arms around you
Or perhaps even lay down beside you.
My weakness, my strength,
You are my damnation,
As well as all of my admiration.
If only I was able to feel the warmth of your skin
And know the taste of your lips,
I can not help but wonder the way that you would kiss.
If only it could be,
If only it could be,
Like the way I see you in my dreams,
A world in which you also love me.
-KM