i hate you

everytime

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

there was a time
when you were never
on me
in me
on this mind
and body

not having you
made me happier

I'd ask why

"why" me

I wish
I was lucky enough
to pray you away
and keep you
that way

to where?
not here

where you go
I don't care

the best gift
I could receive
most times is if
you would leave me be

or atleast answer me

when I ask you
why me

I wish you
could

get off me!

I pray
you would

leave me be!

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

why am I hating
you

because you are
breaking me

so weak i must obey
when you want me

you use me

hump me

dump me

leave your mark

usually starting
when it gets dark

and cold

no thanks to you
I can't sleep

when I should

its no joke

no bueno

no good

the lumps on me

i wish you
didn't want me

my blood boiling
you bubbling

I know you
don't love me

the pain you
cause

keeps me
away from me

the healthier
man
I want to be

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

I try to ignore you
but you are that one
who loves to;

attack me
and take me
away from me

it is no wonder
you are the reason
I am not happy
enough to have
a SHE

you never let me
be who I wanna BE!

the healhier side
of humanty

damaging me

you are a pain
in my ego

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

I tried to ask
"please"
let go

but now I am
pist

get off me *****

let me go

I don't need this

everytime
you come around
you dumb me down

wearing gloves
to fight this

arthritus

out of water
a dry fish

breathing

being unhappy

thank you
arthritus

everytime you
crap on me

I realize
how precious
this life is
without you

one day
I will give up

you will win when
I no longer have
the strength
to fight you

maybe then
I will have a goodnight

without you

something
to look forward
too

when your gone

I will be
cool

until then

keep playing
me as a fool

Danger is as danger was
as danger is as dangerous

I walk this line
white line

not coke
not speed
not extacy

I walk this one line
back and froth

a penguin

Charlie Chaplin
(in stereo)

waddling
like an anorexic duck

impressed by the
way she flips her
hair back

a sexy little fling

wine n dine line
after the bar

a white line

a fine line
of age

I pluck

no luck
no bucks

smelling my underarms
ripe?

probably not as much as
they were last night



I love this smell

all over me



a place where
no oil will ever be

the smell of me
and only me
and how it
no longer smells
like she





she





the bottle
they tried to take
from me





the genie
in my dreams



strawberry face
&
WHIPS
&
SCREAMS

Great Write Jimz!

they love to hate

hate to love


abusing using
their hands
on drugs

lost in love

four eyes

too denied

bugged

lust lasting

misery's grudge

if I run ~
how can I be,
dashing?

if I walk ~
would I still,
be crashing?

these black
shades hide

cool hands
move slowly
when applied

the black lenses
tint me from
me from you

more than you
from I

the hazel
covers the
blue

inside

deep down

underwater

mouth open
screaming

kinda
feeling

gargling
swallowing
poison

I know
EXACT-ly
what I am
doodling

screwing
this bolt here

and that bolt
there

voila!

I am your
frankenstein!

doing

whatever you
want me to do

uuuUUuugGhh
Hhuugh
uuuUUUGH

Invisible friends. I remember those days. It was so much easier to entertain myself when I had those friends that listened.

Great Write

the game of Life

COOL!
great story!

This is one of your best!

Oh my goodness! This is greatness!

You use

me

I use

It

the
music

goes
through

happy times
gone tissues

accompanies me

and my issues

you don't
trust me

i ear
you


DEEP-ly

you sweet
thing of
nightmares
sleeping

rusty town
creaking

misconstrued
by a miss
I used

I missused
these ears
miss you's

repeatively

repeatedly


[more of
what it
is with
out you]


saddens him
if, me

mad in
his miss

fortune

net

worth

while

a gone-ER
agonzing
over her
as i do

waitsing

as he, I

alone waltzing

along a long way

over
even
over
and
under

i plunder

netting

knitting

nothing

hearing
crummy

feelings
ache achy

drumming
up the

sound
of hate

through the same
music I used
to escape

this invades me

as my own
hostage
situation
negotiation
deflating

from hot air baloon
consumes air

I sit here
in shock

in this
otherwise

empty chair

with an
otherwise

empty plot

Do I compasitate you?

Make you smile?
Make you cry?

question everything?
even when I know whY

know this is
an
uncetain healthy

pertaining to
a
certain stealthy

Let us

wrapped

shall we

see that smile
watch you cry

Play with your face
Poke you in the eye

eat a rectangle meal
where brocolli hides

in a napkin
what happen
now it sits
on the side

I like peanut butter
but your hair
I have viewed better

remember the pigtails

that was youthsome

nowadays
the way
it lays
seems minorly
less much more
majorly gruesome

when the snow is yellow
so is the milk

and the sandpaper
feels greater
then silk

I built a house
made of corn

syrup
on buttermilk
pancakes

for heavens sake
the white sugar
on top isn't
really white
sugar

and candy
still is
a thing
of the future

Sex isn't
what it used to be
for me

Now
its a job of catch
and release

a prop
in need

the bad

dull
brings

deadend dreams

a mouse trapped
by a wire

savoring the
cheese

oh please
dont stop

release this
NOT

so good she
squeezes the sheets
she is hot

back arched

her arms clock
3 to 9

meek from weak

it is no treat
to repeat

the hurt
reverts
the bleak
so distinct

DASH

transitive verb

to throw so as to break; smash
to strike with violence
to throw, knock, or thrust: with away, down, against, etc.
to splash or spatter (liquid) on (someone or something)
to mix with a little of another substance
to destroy; frustrate to dash one's hopes
to depress; discourage
to put to shame; abash

intransitive verb

to strike violently (against or on)
to move swiftly or impetuously; rush
noun

the effect or sound of smashing or splashing
a bit of something added a dash of salt
a sudden, swift movement; rush
☆ a short, fast run or race
spirited quality; vigor; verve
striking or showy appearance or display
dashboard (sense )
a hasty stroke with pen or brush
either of two marks (— or –), used in printing and writing to indicate a break in sentence structure, a parenthetical element, or to connect numbers showing a range of dates, times, etc.
Telegraphy a long sound or signal, as in Morse code



[[DEFINITION FOR THE WORD DASH STOLEN FROM YOURDICTIONARYDOTCOM]]




THE
DASH

MY MIND
DRIVEN

ON THE
DASH

MAKING A - FOR IT

CATCHING IT AS IT FALLS
OFF THE - BOARD

LOOKING - ING

- DASH! -

-ING!

TOTAL ORGANIC

RAVISHING

RAVE DANCING

A NOPROVERBIAL
RAD-ING


SAD-THING


E/POPPERS


NEXT DAY
HEAD LAY
ON - BOARDS

MIND SPINNING
CHOPPER BLADE

BATTLING
THE MADDENINGS

CUT A -

DAZZLING

Jesus didn't rise
by himself

He was lifted by
something else

thinks
1's self

not all
of us fall
by ourselves

some stall

some ball

some crawl
need help

from each
others felt

a life given by
a father

bore by a
mother

is this ours?

bestest consensus
under attack

somber?
defenseless?

i strive
to be alive

in the end;

kaput

finsihed

Where jesus was
a carpenter

I feel more
like a chemist

mixing and matching
add and subtracting

feeling that look
of pain of my face

reacting

massaging my face
with middle fingers

relaxing

I am offspring

unlaced

a pawn
fallen

cough in
hacking

spitting
grinning

lost as won

the odds
of winning

prolonged
by 1

Great Write Fear and Loathing

Excellent Hook!

People are insecure. All of us. There is no security in things that are temporary. If someone is secure in life; I question their eternity, and certainty.

Excellent LaMom

they looked up
to it - unsure - exactly what it was
in their pedalish/pedalized faces
walled it around pollen different
shades us gracious - it looked
amazed - placed grand amongst
them - however when - when
it was insight they see
see not they swayed
hi bye the winds
-
stem
-
sway
stems
-
of
it
all
families
and
friends
-
they just couldn't
believe it
-
and yet
the yet
of it
allowed
them to
believe
-
it
-
that
-
this
was
not
one
of
them
-
amongst
them
maybe somethin
greater viewed
from
down
here
hear
spying
up the
flowers
moved
by its
living
powers
-
thorny by nature
-
protection
from its
creator
-
grounded
-
richly soiled
the flowers
nicewhile
-
around
a castle
-
could
see
one
big
sign
meanwhile
-
amongst
familes
friends
-
whoever
however
-
whenever
whyever?
-
whatevers
-
BRIGHTER
-
a
sun
-
the
sun
-
seeing
one
that
kills
-
the
shinning
-
too much
to see
-
the sun
-
down
on
the
flowers
shined
-
seems
less
seamless
-
so when
it does
shine
-
it
shines
-
57
classy
clean
chevy
rims
SHINE
-
uuw
aah
-
ooh
-
an
old
wine
-
un
cork
-
duh
-
well
-
sore
-
duh
-
does
the
less
-
bright
-
moon
shine
-
HERE
-
hear!
-
amongst
a castle
it has
no idea
what it
does
-
the
flowers
-
for the
flowers
-
grow up
next to
a castle
-
living
-
unsure exactly what
it
is
-
in
all
its
greatness
-
the
sun
-
the
rain
-
the
flowers
-
they'll
soak it
up n in
-
in any
ways
they
can

he sits
and waits
for nothing


as if something
is just going to
pop out from
nothing


the makings
of a mocking



a yesthing



a morething



the onlything
is anything
is a fewthings
of something



had something
done nothing

not everything
would be allthings

when she explains it
she paints it

frames it

hangs it

on the inner wall
of my skull
I save it

her colorful words
merge on my canvas
as it is seen fit

wonder

full of greatness

her words
paint this

the bristles
of her brushes
calming touches
aesthetics painted


pigments pertaining
the colors she is waving

it feels the same
looking different
when the texture
is measured in colors
she paints

her words
beautifully framed

a link
tenderly chained

free of cuffs
she paints
with love

the frame
wrapped in a hug

so careful
so evident

her eloquence
so elegant

Excellent Queene!