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Fri 08/21/09 08:59 AM

1 degree
above
Absolute Zero...

Do you see
my absent love,
my tainted hero....?

Absolute Zero?
all atomic motion
STOPS.

Absolute Zero?
all molecules frozen
like a dead clock.

I grew like this
Black Ice,
cold and trecherous.

I grew like this
Black Frost,
hard and amiss.

Absolute Zero,
all my blood frozen
like a burgundy rock.

Absolute Zero,
all my heart's motion
DROPS.

Do you believe
my absent love,
my absent hero

You can't warm me
anything above
1 degree past Absolute Zero?



::sigh:: it's perfect

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Fri 08/21/09 05:46 AM
i love your stuff...amazingflowerforyou

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Thu 08/13/09 08:45 AM
amazing write..but then again you're a poet..hehelaugh flowerforyou

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Wed 08/12/09 09:59 PM
awesomedrinker

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Wed 08/12/09 09:09 PM

:cry: i'm very sorry for your lose. i really don't know anything i could say to consoul you.... very sorry


9 years ago...one day at a time...

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Wed 08/12/09 09:01 PM

:heart:

thanks, but can i ask why you post so many poems everyday that are just random thoughts and nothing more? If i were you, and you are more than welcome to tell me to go to hell, but why not wait til you have something great to post, every thought you have does not need to be posted. flowerforyou

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Wed 08/12/09 08:57 PM

oh man...and you said you couldnt imagine...


:heart: flowerforyou :heart:


what you wrote was amazing kev..couldnt let that be passed up...

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Wed 08/12/09 08:51 PM
Pain forever
In just a few words
The sands of my future plans
Slip from underneath me
I have two children
One I see and love every day
The other I have never held
I saw her once and I named her
A fetus only six months old
Emma Grace
Her tiny hands waved inside me
I smiled as the Dr informed me
Of the medical prognosis
Too lost in her movements
To listen
I knew she was a girl
Just how I knew Austin was a boy
I just knew
She didn't force me to eat all kinds of sweets
Only a girl could be that understanding of vanity
We played games
Her and I
She kicked me
In the same spot I had just pushed at her
At night I held my belly so tightly
I thought I was protecting her
Seems I never had that ability
Everyday I continue on
Smiling and laughing
Crying and hurting
Yet, I never really continue on
How can you live
Without closure
How can I ever move on
When my child
Never lived a day

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Wed 08/12/09 08:38 PM
muah muah muah:heart: :heart: :heart:

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Wed 08/12/09 08:37 PM
Edited by maleah on Wed 08/12/09 09:11 PM
flowerforyou flowerforyou flowerforyou beautiful--and i can accept now..sorry

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Wed 08/12/09 09:33 AM

You are not just a pretty face are you. that was quite good.


thank you:smile:

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Wed 08/12/09 09:13 AM

To Me

I am implicit in nature.
I do not wish to walk around here
stark naked, for scrutiny
to evaluate my outer covering.
Is it necessary for you to know
my scars, measure them,
compare them to hers, yours.
Is it vital to see the freckles and decide
if they are true or age spots
Will you be able to determine whether
I am able to kiss as well as "so and so"?
Can you not see that life has lived,
pumped through my veins and death
has been enough for now?
What would you know that
I have not already shown you?
Shall I say again, I love you completely?
Where are you now, to hear me ,
to listen to..me..to me?

Raine Les 8/12/2009


hit me right in the:heart:

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Wed 08/12/09 09:11 AM
The walls seem to speak to me
As I watch the shadows move with the headlamps of the passing cars
Their light shines through the curtained windows
Of the opulent jail cell
In which I lay incarcerated
For the crimes of past choices

Headlamps light only the paths of their owners
Even if the streets seem a little lighter
For their having been there

Thoughts run through my tired mind
Electric shocks of painful memories
Helpless in their consistency

Their waves run and keep me at bay
So that I may offer my total surrender
To the hopelessness they circulate

With the aid of my Doctor dosed escapes
The sparks dim to allow my tired eyes sleep
Within the last moments of wake
I beg
That a dream will not occupy the newfound blackness
And masquerade with its fruitless possibilities

Cruel is the night that offers a hope that more exists
As more than this
There is nothing

I see a light within my dark filled mind
And I follow the streams of its purity
Once under its spell
I cannot wake from the passage it illuminates

My eyes absorb the rays and emit their own
Strong beams like those that guide the cars
That still pass by
Swerving to splash my naked skin
With the pain that lingers in the curb side puddles
Of time passed

No longer able to afford a vehicle
My legs force a much needed rest
So I lay upon the hardened streets
That my fate has paved before me

Within the last moments of wake
I pray
That a dream shall find its way to my desperate sleep
To offer a short but necessary view
Of the life I somehow
Someday
Will make my own


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Tue 08/11/09 11:25 PM


Cupid's arrow seems to be broken
Its aim is off on who it is poking

He promised that loves truth was ahead
Took out his weapon and aimed at my head

I closed my eyes and giggled in glee
Finally love was to happen to me

Directions must have been misread
It seems my dog was shot instead!

Once she was pierced, her loyalties shifted
Now onto the partner that cupid pre-gifted

She used to run around with mutts
Now with my man that b-i-t-c-h struts

My baby's been shot
And he cannot see
His partner's a dog

It's supposed to be me!

Today he walked her down my street
Her tail in the air
She walked with conceit

I screamed out the window
As the two walked below
"She's not what she seems,
She's just a missed bow!

I waited a lifetime for you to pursue
She'll never love you the way that I do"
There was no catching my sweetheart's ear
Obsessed with my pet since shot by loves spear


Though cupid's intentions did come from his heart
He forgot to pre-test his component part


Love's truth was promised and did lie ahead
But my cage is empty and so is my bed






Well, bless my boots. We have here a raw and ingenious talent. My dear, I believe you ARE, in fact, an honest to goodness poet. And a good one to boot.


shocked Wow thank you

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Tue 08/11/09 08:55 PM
Edited by maleah on Tue 08/11/09 08:55 PM
if you go to the pharmacy they have this pain killer..not sure of the name but near the ambesol ect...it has a red cross on it...works like a miracle...relieves the pain for hours at a time...has alot of benzocaine in it which will numb it..costs about 6-7 bucks...

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Tue 08/11/09 08:45 PM
:heart: flowerforyou

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Tue 08/11/09 08:34 PM
smooched I LOVE YOU...

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Mon 08/10/09 08:56 PM
<---not crushing

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Mon 08/10/09 08:46 PM
Do you whisper sweet "nothings" in her ear too?

Was that sweet talk reserved just for me?

"Our bubble" we used to call it
I spoke to you as you slept
"My Knight in shining armor"
Lancelot, capturing me from a world of fire breathing dragons

Our first kiss consumed me with truth
Knowledge it was to be my last first kiss


A feeling so pure couldn't mislead

Pills slipped to me daily
Cruelty released in milligrams

Dosage increased as dependency grew


Pills were heart shaped, inscribed with comments

"What's wrong with you"?
"Tell mommy she's nuts"
"What are you stupid"?
"I married you to make you a better person"
"No one else will want you, you're used property"

Immunity to your drug grew
Dosage increased, caused overdose

The heat of dragons again consumes
Within a castle built on hope


Do you feed her the same pills?
Sugar to lure in the bait
An ever increasing after taste of bitterness

Perhaps she's the princess you were meant to rescue
The conversation hearts offered me etched with only the truth

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Sun 08/09/09 07:29 PM







very nice writ...little one

:heart: flowers


writ---there you go again...i knew you couldn't spell hahah
laugh smooched




oh crap!....here i owe you this...."e"



it's no secret...we all already knew that...

such a dork...haha




yup...thats me...a big dork...whoa





thanks honey...everyone else at least kept this from me and let me feel like one of the crowd...ohwell



sorry gorgeous, but someone had to tell ya

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