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Tue 06/02/09 10:14 PM
Edited by scttrbrain on Tue 06/02/09 10:15 PM


I still have peole come up to me when they see me and say things like "I truly thought you would be dead by now."
Kat


Nice to hear stuff like that, huh? As much as I feel like hitting those people (since most of them were just as bad off), they're right. I should be dead.




It used to bother me; it doesn't now. I just feel good about myself and know they are right. It brings me back to the sad reality that I was really really bad. I used for more than twenty years. One speed freak to another....good ta see ya. Glad you are around. I have lost a lot of friends.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 10:02 PM
And the sexual orientation will outrun any political news.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 09:58 PM
Edited by scttrbrain on Tue 06/02/09 09:59 PM







The open sores are from picking at themselves. I understand that they sometimes feel like bugs are crawling on them and will pick at themselves.


Where the hell did you hear that from? What you understand is wrong. I used to be a meth junkie and in turn hung out with a lot like me. Nobody I ever knew thought there were bugs crawling on 'em. It's met, not a bad acid trip. Their faces look like that because the meth causes them to break out with acne. They get obsessed with popping these zits to the point they begin to scab over, then become obsessed with picking at the scabs and just making them worse and worse over time. I've known a couple of people who have done this to themselves, and always for the same reasons, never because they were trippin' and though bugs were crawling on them.



2. Meth can mess with your skin.
Sores and scabs are common among meth users who methodically pick at their skin because they feel compelled to do so, or scratch it because they think there are bugs crawling underneath it.

http://www.drugfree.org/Portal/DrugIssue/MethResources/10_ways.html



I still don't believe it. That's from a biased website.


It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. I was a meth user for years. I have no problem telling you it IS REAL...REAL...REAL....These faces with sores and holes and teeth that are rotting is REAL!!!!! The face tells all. I was lucky...I went to the dentist...I still have most of my teeth. I have scars from the meth.

Kat


I know the faces are real. I have experienced and seen it first hand. You evidently didn't read my whole post. I said I have seen some of my friends pick their faces apart; I too had some scabs on my face. Fortunately I quit doing meth before I destroyed it. But it was not because we thought bugs were under our skin.


When I first started doing it they were called speed bugs. That was what it was called. That was in the mid to late 70's.
I am so glad you quit. It is a hard life, miserable, and sick.

I still have peole come up to me when they see me and say things like "I truly thought you would be dead by now."
Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 09:55 PM

don't forget paint thinner!!!

Meth makes you speed but after being awake for so many days you don't wanna move...so you pick.


Yeah....after a few days you just moan and groan and say how you want to sleep and dont even want anymore...til...you hear someone has some good sh!t and off you go. Or it comes to you.

It sure isn't the same as it was in the old days. But....the old days is where I came from. Slid right into the bad stuff. I never want to see that carp again as long as I live. I still know people that do it. I see people on it everyday.
You are right about the paint thinner...as I also forgot about a couple of other ones. I have seen it made and smelled the toxic
sh!t. I have seen how it affects the people making it. They are wired for sound. They do get sores from handling it. The fingers are raw and red as is their skin.
Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 09:16 PM


Why is it that people see ministers as some kind of perfect human? They are not. They are people with hearts and needs as well as should have the opportunity to have a partner. Just sayin....

Who gives a crap if she is lesbian or not. Does that have anything to do with her job?

Kat

flowerforyou A Foreign minister or an education minister is a goverment diplomat and not a religious office hunflowerforyou


I know. I was actually talking to the one that thought this was a minister. Then I went on a rant. lol

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Tue 06/02/09 09:13 PM
Edited by scttrbrain on Tue 06/02/09 09:14 PM

we used to call it crank. was a legit drug in the 70 s. no sores. no missing teeth. who knew?


We called it meth and speed til it started being carried in by crankshaft in trucks. Then it became crank.
It was a much cleaner drug then. But it later on became junk. it is made with the most poisonous and dangerous substances. Anhydrous, sulfur and red phosphorus,drain cleaner,iodine, battery acid, lithium and it has windex, rat poison,bleach,acid used in brick cleaning.It all has to come out somewhere. The poison comes out through your skin and it does feel like something on you,and sometimes you see it jump out of your skin. Most begin by looking in a mirror and seeing whitehead type things and start by squeezing and squeezing much like a pimple. I have never seen it cause acne, it just looks like that is what it is after one gets started picking. It dosn' t just affect the face. One gets sores on the arms and chest and the legs if they get that far. You may pick out your eyebrows, your hair, and cut skin off your self in various places trying to get rid of a something... nothing. It gives you horrendous breath and a foul smelling body odor.

I once had a friend that thought he had ringworms under his skin...he had nothing. We kept telling him to stop that nothing was there. Trying to stop a picker is very hard to do. They know what is happening but, can't help it.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 07:58 PM





The open sores are from picking at themselves. I understand that they sometimes feel like bugs are crawling on them and will pick at themselves.


Where the hell did you hear that from? What you understand is wrong. I used to be a meth junkie and in turn hung out with a lot like me. Nobody I ever knew thought there were bugs crawling on 'em. It's met, not a bad acid trip. Their faces look like that because the meth causes them to break out with acne. They get obsessed with popping these zits to the point they begin to scab over, then become obsessed with picking at the scabs and just making them worse and worse over time. I've known a couple of people who have done this to themselves, and always for the same reasons, never because they were trippin' and though bugs were crawling on them.



2. Meth can mess with your skin.
Sores and scabs are common among meth users who methodically pick at their skin because they feel compelled to do so, or scratch it because they think there are bugs crawling underneath it.

http://www.drugfree.org/Portal/DrugIssue/MethResources/10_ways.html



I still don't believe it. That's from a biased website.


It doesn't matter whether you believe it or not. I was a meth user for years. I have no problem telling you it IS REAL...REAL...REAL....These faces with sores and holes and teeth that are rotting is REAL!!!!! The face tells all. I was lucky...I went to the dentist...I still have most of my teeth. I have scars from the meth.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 06:24 PM
It isn't like I was thinking. It is different. Tree huggers and whatever....just you wait...it is going going ......and almost gone. What will we tell our kids about our ignorance? Grandkids.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 06:18 PM
Edited by scttrbrain on Tue 06/02/09 06:22 PM


The trailers are lucky, out of their misery,
look what they do to their faces.

http://www.drugfree.org/Portal/DrugIssue/MethResources/faces/index.html


After clicking through to the link that you provided and studying the pictures, one question comes to mind. Why do they all have open sores on their face?
Sadly enough to say I know quite a few people who use on a regular basis, and they don't look like they've been in a fight.


Trust me....it is real and it goes on daily and nightly. I have never met a meth addict that didn't have those sores. It is VERY REAL!! It happens even ,more now than it did when I was using. It depletes the body of potassium and minerals and moisture. The sore come from that and picking. It is a nervous thing.

I see meth people daily where work. They are so obvious. Their faces tell it all.

Not to mention their mouth. The teeth are ruined and they also get sores in their mouths.

They do sometimes feel like things are on or under their skin. They itch and scratch and pick until they are a mess.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 06:15 PM




God made weed.......

Man made speed......

Who do you trust more?


It was the Nazis that gave us meth. Nuff said.

The US AIRFORCE used to feed it to their pilots to keep them awake.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 06:13 PM



God made weed.......

Man made speed......

Who do you trust more?


The weed God made was not as the weed of today. It has been farmed to be a potent drug. It used to be made only for rope and such.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 06:11 PM
Is anyone watching it? ABC.

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 04:39 PM
Why is it that people see ministers as some kind of perfect human? They are not. They are people with hearts and needs as well as should have the opportunity to have a partner. Just sayin....

Who gives a crap if she is lesbian or not. Does that have anything to do with her job?

Kat

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Tue 06/02/09 08:44 AM
Edited by scttrbrain on Tue 06/02/09 08:44 AM
I was just about to read the money thread. Damn...and I was going to send some.......................not. I need money....

How many gals got a mail from him? Any???
Kat

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Mon 06/01/09 08:21 PM
I think it can only be as common as we as a people will allow. How many of these has to happen before we say "enough"? When do we apply the law to be strong and fruitful? Making it such a crime as to deter it? The most these parents will get right now is a couple of years or most likely probation. This is premeditated murder. On both these cases.

When these things become "not news", then we as a nation are truly in hell. When an athlete makes front page news for smoking pot or scum on an interns dress is big news for how long, and a child left to die is buried somewhere in between?

Kat

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Mon 06/01/09 06:58 PM
I wonder what we are going to find out about him?

Kat

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Mon 06/01/09 06:57 PM
I saw this on the news today. I was shocked. In front of a recruiting station, of all places. What the hell?? He shot three and one died. That is shamless. These guys weren't even through with basic yet, I don't think.

Kat

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Mon 06/01/09 05:51 PM
Edited by scttrbrain on Mon 06/01/09 05:52 PM
Personally... I think they just did him a favor. He has around the clock care, catered too and someone to bathe him.

Now as for has he been through enough? Hmmmmm. me thinks not. He was about to release a lot of drugs on the street for more killing and abuse.

If you get caught here manufacturing...they will try to give you life. Conspiracy will get ya five to ten..that usually means you are in with someone else doing the work or together. Depends on the evidence. They say it may be homicidal intent.

Kat

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Mon 06/01/09 05:46 PM
It will never quit shocking me. If it does...I am in real trouble. I never want to be insensitive to such things. Children are my heart.

Kat

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Mon 06/01/09 05:43 PM
Besides; terrorists strike everyday here in the good ole usa. Drive by's, home envasions, robberies, cop killers, lady killers....the list is loooong.

Will killing this man that killed this Dr., going to make it right? Is it an eye for an eye? Ironic, isn't it?

Kat