I'm actually there too. I've had fun the past year. I'm hanging out with a 20yo still. We talk and watch movies and shoot zombies. We go out and explore nature and dig for rocks. He gets me. And we get along. And sometimes it gets sexual, but sometimes it doesn't. But we were able to define it at least. And when the time comes that one of us finds the real thing, we'll have no problem removing that sexual part of our relationship. And we'll still hang out.

I dunno. I know he's not going to stay around til the end with me. I wouldn't want that with him anyway. He annoys me after about five days, sometimes less. And he needs training on putting the lid back on the ice cream before returning it to the freezer. And yeah, closing things in general. Oh, and leaving a two chicken pieces out of a bag of 50. And that is all his boyishness. I know he's a boy. But I'm just a girl too. And he can ffff too. We have fun. So for now, it works for what it is. And if we remember that it just is what it is, neither of us is stressed about it and there's nothing heavy to it. It's actually quite sweet. He's coming to hang out tomorrow night. Last time he came to hang out, it was five days before he left. LOL

I don't know. I'm babbling tonight. I just think it's good if it works. It doesn't matter what it is.