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seems a pattern to me...... and perhaps they are selfish... and dont want you to do better than they... ever think of that? to keep you lower? if i were you id show em!!!! I'm not sure about that. My dad has worked hard I will say that, works 2 jobs in fact right now, and has done what he can to raise me in spite of living on the other side of town. As for my mom's side, I think they don't want to let me go, being that I'm the only child here and all. I do admit though, I've been put down in the past, called stupid and things like that, or just like my dad (not in a positive way either). My dad has done that too sometimes, he always had a short temper. Like he'd call the way I tied my shoes pathetic for example, or yell at me for not holding the canoe paddle right or whatever when we go canoeing up north. It takes all the fun out of it. Suppose it's a little wonder I don't get along with my family that great given all these things. ALL THE MORE REASON TO BECOME YOUR OWN MAN SWEETIE!!! Get away from the EMOTIONAL ABUSE that you have become accustomed to! |
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kleisto, can you see why i cant work now??? Yes you got so much going on worrying about yourself let alone others. Sorry you're dealing with so much, hope it gets better someday somehow (hugs). |
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kleisto, can you see why i cant work now??? Yes you got so much going on worrying about yourself let alone others. Sorry you're dealing with so much, hope it gets better someday somehow (hugs). it wont get better, the doctors cant do anymore for me. but i still do everything i possibly can, like babysitting my neice, taking her out. i have to push myself all the time, but i have to, else id sink into even deeper depression. i would much rather work, and NOT be in severe pain all the time. |
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So tonight, my mom and I go out to this little hole in the wall Mexican restaurant for a late dinner. She orders a chimichanga and I ordered a big California burrito. Well we finish dinner, and she didn't end up finishing hers (nor did I). I wanted to take it home, since she didn't, but she wouldn't let me! She gets all upset, saying you don't do that and all this, and even kicking me under the table a couple of times when I refused to drop the matter. Then I told the waitress to box it up anyway, and she tells her to throw it out, several times over before getting up to pay, and then walking out of the restaurant leaving me there by myself, forcing me to apologize to the waitress for what had happened, and making me walk home alone. We had walked there anyway but that's beside the point. I don't get what the hell the big deal is about this! It's just food for crying out loud, it's not poison, or got cooties! This isn't the first time we've gotten into an argument over this either. There's never any peace around here I swear! Her and I always clash over something, be it this or something else. My grandma is the same way too. Just constant bickering!
Live with em both in the same house. |
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mainly he should get a job, and provide for himself, rarther than relying on his mom for money.
it just annoys me so much when people can work and they wont. 
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hey debbie i cant imagine yours is way worse than mine is... im fine the rest of the month mostly... sometimes i get cramps like a week ahead mild ones and nothing to go with it... for a couple of days on and off.... but i basically cant work on the days its happening... its hard for me to find a right job.... the one i have is only part time and i schedule the work... so i can unschedule sometimes and put it for the following week to take the days off.... and my job i can go into the restroom whenever i want to.... and i need that!!!!
 i wish it were full time... not the best money but i enjoy it... and have all those options that i need....lots of people dont understand... but i cant go 2 hours like a lot of jobs to use the restroom sometimes i need to go there 4 times a hour! no one understands that...
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LIFE LESSON HERE...............................
GROW UP AND OWN UP!!! nuff said! 
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hey debbie i cant imagine yours is way worse than mine is... im fine the rest of the month mostly... sometimes i get cramps like a week ahead mild ones and nothing to go with it... for a couple of days on and off.... but i basically cant work on the days its happening... its hard for me to find a right job.... the one i have is only part time and i schedule the work... so i can unschedule sometimes and put it for the following week to take the days off.... and my job i can go into the restroom whenever i want to.... and i need that!!!! i wish it were full time... not the best money but i enjoy it... and have all those options that i need....lots of people dont understand... but i cant go 2 hours like a lot of jobs to use the restroom sometimes i need to go there 4 times a hour! no one understands that...
im NOT saying yours is worse than mine, im saying because i have bladder problems, and the endo has spread to my bladder and bowells, and because i have a load of scar tissue from all the surgery im in chronic pain everyday. the doctors have done everything they possibly can for me, and theres no more they can do. my bowells are twisted, and i loose a lot of blood from my bowells to. i cant work mainly because the pain relief i have knocks me out, i have demerol and df18, also i cant walk for long periods, i have to lie down a lot, and sometimes i cant get out of bed, so it would be impossible for me to work, and if i tried i would be sacked in the first week. also all the doctors have said i cant work. |
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hey debbie i cant imagine yours is way worse than mine is... im fine the rest of the month mostly... sometimes i get cramps like a week ahead mild ones and nothing to go with it... for a couple of days on and off.... but i basically cant work on the days its happening... its hard for me to find a right job.... the one i have is only part time and i schedule the work... so i can unschedule sometimes and put it for the following week to take the days off.... and my job i can go into the restroom whenever i want to.... and i need that!!!! i wish it were full time... not the best money but i enjoy it... and have all those options that i need....lots of people dont understand... but i cant go 2 hours like a lot of jobs to use the restroom sometimes i need to go there 4 times a hour! no one understands that...
im NOT saying yours is worse than mine, im saying because i have bladder problems, and the endo has spread to my bladder and bowells, and because i have a load of scar tissue from all the surgery im in chronic pain everyday. the doctors have done everything they possibly can for me, and theres no more they can do. my bowells are twisted, and i loose a lot of blood from my bowells to. i cant work mainly because the pain relief i have knocks me out, i have demerol and df18, also i cant walk for long periods, i have to lie down a lot, and sometimes i cant get out of bed, so it would be impossible for me to work, and if i tried i would be sacked in the first week. also all the doctors have said i cant work. |
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hey debbie i cant imagine yours is way worse than mine is... im fine the rest of the month mostly... sometimes i get cramps like a week ahead mild ones and nothing to go with it... for a couple of days on and off.... but i basically cant work on the days its happening... its hard for me to find a right job.... the one i have is only part time and i schedule the work... so i can unschedule sometimes and put it for the following week to take the days off.... and my job i can go into the restroom whenever i want to.... and i need that!!!! i wish it were full time... not the best money but i enjoy it... and have all those options that i need....lots of people dont understand... but i cant go 2 hours like a lot of jobs to use the restroom sometimes i need to go there 4 times a hour! no one understands that...
im NOT saying yours is worse than mine, im saying because i have bladder problems, and the endo has spread to my bladder and bowells, and because i have a load of scar tissue from all the surgery im in chronic pain everyday. the doctors have done everything they possibly can for me, and theres no more they can do. my bowells are twisted, and i loose a lot of blood from my bowells to. i cant work mainly because the pain relief i have knocks me out, i have demerol and df18, also i cant walk for long periods, i have to lie down a lot, and sometimes i cant get out of bed, so it would be impossible for me to work, and if i tried i would be sacked in the first week. also all the doctors have said i cant work. im so, sorry, you said, i cant imagine yours is worse than mine, i do apologise |
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Edited by
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hey debbie i cant imagine yours is way worse than mine is... im fine the rest of the month mostly... sometimes i get cramps like a week ahead mild ones and nothing to go with it... for a couple of days on and off.... but i basically cant work on the days its happening... its hard for me to find a right job.... the one i have is only part time and i schedule the work... so i can unschedule sometimes and put it for the following week to take the days off.... and my job i can go into the restroom whenever i want to.... and i need that!!!! i wish it were full time... not the best money but i enjoy it... and have all those options that i need....lots of people dont understand... but i cant go 2 hours like a lot of jobs to use the restroom sometimes i need to go there 4 times a hour! no one understands that...
im NOT saying yours is worse than mine, im saying because i have bladder problems, and the endo has spread to my bladder and bowells, and because i have a load of scar tissue from all the surgery im in chronic pain everyday. the doctors have done everything they possibly can for me, and theres no more they can do. my bowells are twisted, and i loose a lot of blood from my bowells to. i cant work mainly because the pain relief i have knocks me out, i have demerol and df18, also i cant walk for long periods, i have to lie down a lot, and sometimes i cant get out of bed, so it would be impossible for me to work, and if i tried i would be sacked in the first week. also all the doctors have said i cant work. i will pray yours doesnt get as bad as mine once i had a huge mass, and they thought i had cancer, they operated a week later, and it was a huge choclate cyst from the endo. if im cleaning my room, im doubled over with back pain and abdo pain. the demerol and df118 dont help much, so every day im in severe pain and every day is a battle. they said i was plastered in it, my bladder, my bowells everywhere. i dont know how much more i can take of it, im seeing pain mnagement soon and i will have to start injecting myself. thats why i cant work 
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im waiting for surgery on my bladder at the moment.
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Edited by
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Aww .. I understand how you guys feel.. Have dealt with the endo, and poly cyst. ovarian synd. scar tissue was so bad that had to cut away a little of of it just to do a csection, told me the scar tissue will continue to get worse along with everything else.. it did, the pain was horrible.. somedays i thought i was dying and other i was wishing i would.... long story short i ended up almost bleeding to death passed out on the bathroom floor and ended up in surgery...
God Bless you guys.. Its awful to live with pain like that |
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Aww .. I understand how you guys feel.. Have dealt with the endo, and poly cyst. ovarian synd. scar tissue was so bad that had to cut away a little of of it just to do a csection, told me the scar tissue will continue to get worse along with everything else.. it did, the pain was horrible.. somedays i thought i was dying and other i was wishing i would.... long story short i ended up bleeding to death passed out on the bathroom floor and ended up in surgery... God Bless you guys.. Its awful to live with pain like that same here, because they have done so much surgery ive got a load os scar tissue, and the last op they had great difficulty getting in because of the scar tissue and adhesions, the more they go in, the more scar tissue i will get,thats why theres no more they can do for me. they have had to stop my periods, because i would hemorage, and end up in hospital some months on drips because of the blood loss, and my bllod pressure was very dangerous. so they have totally stopped mine now. |
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Aww .. I understand how you guys feel.. Have dealt with the endo, and poly cyst. ovarian synd. scar tissue was so bad that had to cut away a little of of it just to do a csection, told me the scar tissue will continue to get worse along with everything else.. it did, the pain was horrible.. somedays i thought i was dying and other i was wishing i would.... long story short i ended up bleeding to death passed out on the bathroom floor and ended up in surgery... God Bless you guys.. Its awful to live with pain like that god bless you to, the pain is a everyday battle. i understand sweetie, 
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Aww .. I understand how you guys feel.. Have dealt with the endo, and poly cyst. ovarian synd. scar tissue was so bad that had to cut away a little of of it just to do a csection, told me the scar tissue will continue to get worse along with everything else.. it did, the pain was horrible.. somedays i thought i was dying and other i was wishing i would.... long story short i ended up bleeding to death passed out on the bathroom floor and ended up in surgery... God Bless you guys.. Its awful to live with pain like that same here, because they have done so much surgery ive got a load os scar tissue, and the last op they had great difficulty getting in because of the scar tissue and adhesions, the more they go in, the more scar tissue i will get,thats why theres no more they can do for me. they have had to stop my periods, because i would hemorage, and end up in hospital some months on drips because of the blood loss, and my bllod pressure was very dangerous. so they have totally stopped mine now. Yep, had the whole blood loss issue too , and the surgeries for making the scar tissue better making more so they gave up onthat did a complete hysterectomy for dysfunctional uterine bleeding and found out on top of everything else i had cervical cancer that spread to my uterus.. told me if they hadnt taken it all out it would of went to my ovaries and I would have died within 18 months.. I understand the daily pain Debbie love and I truly keep you in my prayers.. Its awful to deal with it everyday of your life |
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Aww .. I understand how you guys feel.. Have dealt with the endo, and poly cyst. ovarian synd. scar tissue was so bad that had to cut away a little of of it just to do a csection, told me the scar tissue will continue to get worse along with everything else.. it did, the pain was horrible.. somedays i thought i was dying and other i was wishing i would.... long story short i ended up bleeding to death passed out on the bathroom floor and ended up in surgery... God Bless you guys.. Its awful to live with pain like that same here, because they have done so much surgery ive got a load os scar tissue, and the last op they had great difficulty getting in because of the scar tissue and adhesions, the more they go in, the more scar tissue i will get,thats why theres no more they can do for me. they have had to stop my periods, because i would hemorage, and end up in hospital some months on drips because of the blood loss, and my bllod pressure was very dangerous. so they have totally stopped mine now. Yep, had the whole blood loss issue too , and the surgeries for making the scar tissue better making more so they gave up onthat did a complete hysterectomy for dysfunctional uterine bleeding and found out on top of everything else i had cervical cancer that spread to my uterus.. told me if they hadnt taken it all out it would of went to my ovaries and I would have died within 18 months.. I understand the daily pain Debbie love and I truly keep you in my prayers.. Its awful to deal with it everyday of your life im so sorry to hear that, and im so glad your ok.
i would loose what looked like lumps of liver, or even a fetus, once i thought it was miscarriage because it looked like a tiny baby, but it happened again and again, and it turned out i was loosing chunks o endo, but seriously they looked like big lumps of liver. and when i got up in the morning i would stand up and the blood would gush out all on the floor, its horrible. im glad i have no periods now. |
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Aww .. I understand how you guys feel.. Have dealt with the endo, and poly cyst. ovarian synd. scar tissue was so bad that had to cut away a little of of it just to do a csection, told me the scar tissue will continue to get worse along with everything else.. it did, the pain was horrible.. somedays i thought i was dying and other i was wishing i would.... long story short i ended up bleeding to death passed out on the bathroom floor and ended up in surgery... God Bless you guys.. Its awful to live with pain like that same here, because they have done so much surgery ive got a load os scar tissue, and the last op they had great difficulty getting in because of the scar tissue and adhesions, the more they go in, the more scar tissue i will get,thats why theres no more they can do for me. they have had to stop my periods, because i would hemorage, and end up in hospital some months on drips because of the blood loss, and my bllod pressure was very dangerous. so they have totally stopped mine now. Yep, had the whole blood loss issue too , and the surgeries for making the scar tissue better making more so they gave up onthat did a complete hysterectomy for dysfunctional uterine bleeding and found out on top of everything else i had cervical cancer that spread to my uterus.. told me if they hadnt taken it all out it would of went to my ovaries and I would have died within 18 months.. I understand the daily pain Debbie love and I truly keep you in my prayers.. Its awful to deal with it everyday of your life im so sorry to hear that, and im so glad your ok.
i would loose what looked like lumps of liver, or even a fetus, once i thought it was miscarriage because it looked like a tiny baby, but it happened again and again, and it turned out i was loosing chunks o endo, but seriously they looked like big lumps of liver. and when i got up in the morning i would stand up and the blood would gush out all on the floor, its horrible. im glad i have no periods now. EXACTLY what would happen to me.. its very scary |
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Aww .. I understand how you guys feel.. Have dealt with the endo, and poly cyst. ovarian synd. scar tissue was so bad that had to cut away a little of of it just to do a csection, told me the scar tissue will continue to get worse along with everything else.. it did, the pain was horrible.. somedays i thought i was dying and other i was wishing i would.... long story short i ended up bleeding to death passed out on the bathroom floor and ended up in surgery... God Bless you guys.. Its awful to live with pain like that same here, because they have done so much surgery ive got a load os scar tissue, and the last op they had great difficulty getting in because of the scar tissue and adhesions, the more they go in, the more scar tissue i will get,thats why theres no more they can do for me. they have had to stop my periods, because i would hemorage, and end up in hospital some months on drips because of the blood loss, and my bllod pressure was very dangerous. so they have totally stopped mine now. Yep, had the whole blood loss issue too , and the surgeries for making the scar tissue better making more so they gave up onthat did a complete hysterectomy for dysfunctional uterine bleeding and found out on top of everything else i had cervical cancer that spread to my uterus.. told me if they hadnt taken it all out it would of went to my ovaries and I would have died within 18 months.. I understand the daily pain Debbie love and I truly keep you in my prayers.. Its awful to deal with it everyday of your life im so sorry to hear that, and im so glad your ok.
i would loose what looked like lumps of liver, or even a fetus, once i thought it was miscarriage because it looked like a tiny baby, but it happened again and again, and it turned out i was loosing chunks o endo, but seriously they looked like big lumps of liver. and when i got up in the morning i would stand up and the blood would gush out all on the floor, its horrible. im glad i have no periods now. EXACTLY what would happen to me.. its very scary yes it is, and when i saw what looked like a fetus, it really shook me up, because it could have been a miscarriage. they never really found out. after that i just lost lumps of liver, but i sware that was a fetus,icould see the veins and stuff, it was awful |
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and once i was out shopping and the blood gushed out of me, all on my legs and stuff, thats when they had to stop my periods.
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