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sometimes it gets so deeo and hard Lil...you don't have a choice trust me...been there.....done it Me too, and I chose to look within and use my strength and knowledge. It was a choice. Nothing can drag me down unless I choose to allow it. Nothing. I understand deep pain. 
We should start an inspirational talk tour.... 
you start the room and I'll be there
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Happiness is a choice...just chose it. sometimes misery chooses you though Lilly Attitude is 10% what happens to you and 90% what you do with it. |
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im very good at hidng how i feel...dont find it easy..i m usually yeh i feel great nothing bothers me blah blah and deep down i look in the mirror and know i need to loose weight, wish i was the girl i was ten years ago..guess we all have those moments..okay im hiding again said enough you come out here and stand in fron of that mirror and be proud and hold your head up high !  
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I woke up this morning feeling like i am the most unlovable, unattractive, not the least bit intelligent, person on the planet. If that wasn't bad enough my ex wouldn't let me see or talk to my kids for mothers day. Not because I'm a bad mom, but because he's a jerk. I spent the whole day and night crying. Where you live there are plenty of men that would love to make you happy, and skin your ex for being a dumba$$. I would NEVER keep my son from his mom. I lost my mom 9 years ago. |
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im very good at hidng how i feel...dont find it easy..i m usually yeh i feel great nothing bothers me blah blah and deep down i look in the mirror and know i need to loose weight, wish i was the girl i was ten years ago..guess we all have those moments..okay im hiding again said enough you come out here and stand in fron of that mirror and be proud and hold your head up high !
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Edited by
IamMewhoRU
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Mon 05/12/08 08:49 AM
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I woke up this morning feeling like i am the most unlovable, unattractive, not the least bit intelligent, person on the planet. If that wasn't bad enough my ex wouldn't let me see or talk to my kids for mothers day. Not because I'm a bad mom, but because he's a jerk. I spent the whole day and night crying. Where you live there are plenty of men that would love to make you happy, and skin your ex for being a dumba$$. I would NEVER keep my son from his mom. I lost my mom 9 years ago. I say we skin the guy and then celebrate with tequila slammers   more salt anyone? LOL
can we skin him with a belt sander? oooooh come onnnnnnnn! Pleeeease????? LOL |
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I do have a man that I've been chatting with and talking to. He seem's upstanding and rather pleasant. Of course, he live's a distance from me. Who know's, maybe we will be able to meet some day.
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I woke up this morning feeling like i am the most unlovable, unattractive, not the least bit intelligent, person on the planet. If that wasn't bad enough my ex wouldn't let me see or talk to my kids for mothers day. Not because I'm a bad mom, but because he's a jerk. I spent the whole day and night crying. I do believe that is a violation of a court order and grounds to file contempt charges. IamMe... I meant live in person touring! 
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Happiness is a choice...just chose it. You know, I do believe that. Generally speaking, I do choose to be happy. I've been around too many people who simply choose to be miserable. I am not choosing to be miserable, but sometimes the miserableness is thrust upon me and it takes some time to recover. 
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thanks guys, your great. My ex is a judge...so i am sooo screwed and it sucks.
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? Yep, same for me last night and, like you, I'll suck it up again, bury it , put it behind me. You go everyday thinking about it. Shoes.....I can tell that it really does anger you and frustrates you alot....I'm sorry.
Wow, I know that feeling too. 
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I made the mistake of thinking someone I was with was not be honest with me .I called them on and have not heard from them since.Kinda makes me think I was very right . Well, if you were right, then was it a mistake? I'm sure it hurts, but is it better to know or is it that you still feel that you don't know? What I don,t know is if I was right to call him on it , maybe I should have left things alone ..but I am not the the type of person than can do that if I thing I am being lied to . Well, if you know that you don't want to be lied to and your gut was telling you that you were, then how could it be wrong to call him on it? How does your gut feel about it now? Are you questioning it in your head or your gut? What I am finding the hardest is to get my head and heart to agree with each other! But I do believe in my head that if he wasn,t lying to me he would have agreed to talk it over with me instead of just taking off. That sounds like a reasonable assumption. I understand the head/heart battle all too well too.
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Honestly? I woke up bummed this morning because I miss someone more than he misses me. I don't see him very often anymore. Yeah, that sucks. Have you talked to him about it? Yeah, we've talked about it. He promised to make more time for me. We'll see. Sounds like he's receptive at least!
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At work on my second half of a 36 hour straight shift. Time to reflect and I am feeling pretty alone today.
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im very good at hidng how i feel...dont find it easy..i m usually yeh i feel great nothing bothers me blah blah and deep down i look in the mirror and know i need to loose weight, wish i was the girl i was ten years ago..guess we all have those moments..okay im hiding again said enough Awwww. I hear all that too. Why hide from it though? Isn't everything just a part of who you are?
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? you know...I think I've asked myself this same question...and I think that we feel like we are ready but I wonder if he knows something we don't and that's why we haven't been givn it yet. I dunno...just food fer thought I guess. So the universe needs for me to suffer some more? Dang! You know, I'm ok with that, really. I've had to deal with so much sh!t in my life and that's all fine and dandy. But I really have this abundance of good stuff and love and I just want to share the positivity with the world and maybe with someone really special who would freaking GET IT and understand it and appreciate it. But maybe it's just not time for me to let it flow?  <I really need a wider selection of emoticons for my complex emotional phases!  >
they're playing with our emotions! LOL..... I understand fully what you wrote and it sounds like you do have a lot to offer a man and I don't know what their problem is then.
me either.
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At work on my second half of a 36 hour straight shift. Time to reflect and I am feeling pretty alone today.
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Happiness is a choice...just chose it. I choose it.... But...with so many life changes... So many days I don't feel like I know were i really belong... The lossed, feeling to me is worse than many other emotions I have experienced thru out life... The feeling ppl have after a tornado...thats what I feel like...were do u even begin to rebuild... No sooner does something get built..something else gets ripped down...and they are not of my doing or lack of doing..they just happen... I want that smooth paved road,with the little bumps again... My best to all of you who feel so down...as we do all know..things eventually do get better...
just have to ride it out... Going to the beach soon..not a beach day..but I am still going...
Wow, I could feel that post. I wish I could go to the beach too. Beach day or not.
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sounds great
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i've had similar thoughts....but i can't find "someday" on my calendar???
I do have a man that I've been chatting with and talking to. He seem's upstanding and rather pleasant. Of course, he live's a distance from me. Who know's, maybe we will be able to meet some day. |
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