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Happiness is a choice...just chose it. sometimes misery chooses you though Lilly |
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I know what you mean about having a bad day. Well today hasn't been a bad day in the sense that something bad as happened. The last week I've just been mopey. Yesterday my boyfriend said something and I'm not sure if he was joking or if he was serious. But it made sense. Feel free to dump it here! Most of my bad days aren't when something bad happens. They just feel crappy. I've been in a funky place for a few weeks now and I'm just battling to get out. |
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Happiness is a choice...just chose it. sometimes misery chooses you though Lilly If I could slap you upside the head for that I would.  The was just so wrong, and I hope that was a joke. The only thing misery chooses is company. 
You control your actions and behaviors, as well as to be positive or negative. |
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I feel like the only sausage link at the breakfast table.................
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? Yep, same for me last night and, like you, I'll suck it up again, bury it , put it behind me. You go everyday thinking about it. Shoes.....I can tell that it really does anger you and frustrates you alot....I'm sorry. 
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Edited by
IamMewhoRU
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Mon 05/12/08 08:37 AM
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Happiness is a choice...just chose it. sometimes misery chooses you though Lilly If I could slap you upside the head for that I would. The was just so wrong, and I hope that was a joke. The only thing misery chooses is company.
You control your actions and behaviors, as well as to be positive or negative. sometimes it gets so deep and hard Lil...you don't have a choice trust me...been there.....done it |
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I made the mistake of thinking someone I was with was not be honest with me .I called them on and have not heard from them since.Kinda makes me think I was very right . Well, if you were right, then was it a mistake? I'm sure it hurts, but is it better to know or is it that you still feel that you don't know? What I don,t know is if I was right to call him on it , maybe I should have left things alone ..but I am not the the type of person than can do that if I thing I am being lied to . Well, if you know that you don't want to be lied to and your gut was telling you that you were, then how could it be wrong to call him on it? How does your gut feel about it now? Are you questioning it in your head or your gut? What I am finding the hardest is to get my head and heart to agree with each other! But I do believe in my head that if he wasn,t lying to me he would have agreed to talk it over with me instead of just taking off. |
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sometimes it gets so deeo and hard Lil...you don't have a choice trust me...been there.....done it Me too, and I chose to look within and use my strength and knowledge. It was a choice. Nothing can drag me down unless I choose to allow it. Nothing. I understand deep pain. |
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Honestly? I woke up bummed this morning because I miss someone more than he misses me. I don't see him very often anymore. Yeah, that sucks. Have you talked to him about it? Yeah, we've talked about it. He promised to make more time for me. We'll see. |
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? Yep, same for me last night and, like you, I'll suck it up again, bury it , put it behind me. You go everyday thinking about it. Shoes.....I can tell that it really does anger you and frustrates you alot....I'm sorry.
I might be able to help. Feel free to e-mail if you like to talk Privately about it. I will try to help my best.
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? you know...I think I've asked myself this same question...and I think that we feel like we are ready but I wonder if he knows something we don't and that's why we haven't been givn it yet. I dunno...just food fer thought I guess. So the universe needs for me to suffer some more? Dang! You know, I'm ok with that, really. I've had to deal with so much sh!t in my life and that's all fine and dandy. But I really have this abundance of good stuff and love and I just want to share the positivity with the world and maybe with someone really special who would freaking GET IT and understand it and appreciate it. But maybe it's just not time for me to let it flow? <I really need a wider selection of emoticons for my complex emotional phases!  >
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im very good at hidng how i feel...dont find it easy..i m usually yeh i feel great nothing bothers me blah blah and deep down i look in the mirror and know i need to loose weight, wish i was the girl i was ten years ago..guess we all have those moments..okay im hiding again said enough
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sometimes it gets so deeo and hard Lil...you don't have a choice trust me...been there.....done it Me too, and I chose to look within and use my strength and knowledge. It was a choice. Nothing can drag me down unless I choose to allow it. Nothing. I understand deep pain.
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? Yep, same for me last night and, like you, I'll suck it up again, bury it , put it behind me. You go everyday thinking about it. Yeah, bury it. But only in a shallow grave. 
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sometimes it gets so deeo and hard Lil...you don't have a choice trust me...been there.....done it Me too, and I chose to look within and use my strength and knowledge. It was a choice. Nothing can drag me down unless I choose to allow it. Nothing. I understand deep pain.
We should start an inspirational talk tour.... 
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? you know...I think I've asked myself this same question...and I think that we feel like we are ready but I wonder if he knows something we don't and that's why we haven't been givn it yet. I dunno...just food fer thought I guess. So the universe needs for me to suffer some more? Dang! You know, I'm ok with that, really. I've had to deal with so much sh!t in my life and that's all fine and dandy. But I really have this abundance of good stuff and love and I just want to share the positivity with the world and maybe with someone really special who would freaking GET IT and understand it and appreciate it. But maybe it's just not time for me to let it flow? <I really need a wider selection of emoticons for my complex emotional phases! >
they're playing with our emotions! LOL..... I understand fully what you wrote and it sounds like you do have a lot to offer a man and I don't know what their problem is then.
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Happiness is a choice...just chose it. I choose it.... But...with so many life changes... So many days I don't feel like I know were i really belong... The lossed, feeling to me is worse than many other emotions I have experienced thru out life... The feeling ppl have after a tornado...thats what I feel like...were do u even begin to rebuild... No sooner does something get built..something else gets ripped down...and they are not of my doing or lack of doing..they just happen... I want that smooth paved road,with the little bumps again... My best to all of you who feel so down...as we do all know..things eventually do get better... 
just have to ride it out... Going to the beach soon..not a beach day..but I am still going... 
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I woke up this morning feeling like i am the most unlovable, unattractive, not the least bit intelligent, person on the planet. If that wasn't bad enough my ex wouldn't let me see or talk to my kids for mothers day. Not because I'm a bad mom, but because he's a jerk. I spent the whole day and night crying. I hate jerk exes! I have to deal with that too. Please don't let the jerk affect how YOU feel about YOU. He's just a jerk and he's trying to make you feel like crap. You don't have to let him have that power. But I know that sucks and I know that feeling too.
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? Yep, same for me last night and, like you, I'll suck it up again, bury it , put it behind me. You go everyday thinking about it. Shoes.....I can tell that it really does anger you and frustrates you alot....I'm sorry.
I might be able to help. Feel free to e-mail if you like to talk Privately about it. I will try to help my best.
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Edited by
IamMewhoRU
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Mon 05/12/08 08:44 AM
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im very good at hidng how i feel...dont find it easy..i m usually yeh i feel great nothing bothers me blah blah and deep down i look in the mirror and know i need to loose weight, wish i was the girl i was ten years ago..guess we all have those moments..okay im hiding again said enough you come out here and stand in front of that mirror and be proud and hold your head up high ! 
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