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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. I'm here.....wanna start one? 
Think you're a bit too far away. |
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It seems only myself is keeping me down. I think I should just b!tch slap some sense into me.  Mothers day was essentially a bad day.
You are such a smart cookie. Your son is the reason you are a mother, just remember that look in his eyes. I'm sorry it was a bad day, but you are blessed to be a mother. 
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On my mind today...and I suppose in my heart as well: I realized this morning that my heart is broken. It feels really broken. And it's not that anyone did anything. It's simply that I really want to love somebody. So I have that Queen song running through my head...Somebody to Love. I miss loving someone. I miss feeling loved too, but I miss loving more. I know what you mean. I really miss having someone in my life to share things with. |
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On my mind today...and I suppose in my heart as well: I realized this morning that my heart is broken. It feels really broken. And it's not that anyone did anything. It's simply that I really want to love somebody. So I have that Queen song running through my head...Somebody to Love. I miss loving someone. I miss feeling loved too, but I miss loving more. I feel you sister....I have tried and to no avail. I have tried with three women and the last 10 years.....I dunno. I give everything and get hurt always. I don't get it either but I still find the strength to move on and be who I really am no matter how many hurt me. My rewards will be found in the end and I believe in God and believe that he will know when the right time is and who she is. Until then....Iamme....who R U?
Yep, and I am WHOIAM!  Wouldn't have it any other way, but dang, it's tough! I hope it gets better for you too.
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. I'm here.....wanna start one?
Think you're a bit too far away. <<shaking head>> see? LOL |
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On my mind today...and I suppose in my heart as well: I realized this morning that my heart is broken. It feels really broken. And it's not that anyone did anything. It's simply that I really want to love somebody. So I have that Queen song running through my head...Somebody to Love. I miss loving someone. I miss feeling loved too, but I miss loving more. I feel you sister....I have tried and to no avail. I have tried with three women and the last 10 years.....I dunno. I give everything and get hurt always. I don't get it either but I still find the strength to move on and be who I really am no matter how many hurt me. My rewards will be found in the end and I believe in God and believe that he will know when the right time is and who she is. Until then....Iamme....who R U?
Yep, and I am WHOIAM! Wouldn't have it any other way, but dang, it's tough! I hope it gets better for you too.
thanx sweetie....you too for sure!
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? |
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Honestly? I woke up bummed this morning because I miss someone more than he misses me. I don't see him very often anymore.
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Honestly? I woke up bummed this morning because I miss someone more than he misses me. I don't see him very often anymore.  
Sorry ......  
Happy dance with me.....you'll feel better!
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Edited by
hellkitten54
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Mon 05/12/08 08:29 AM
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It seems only myself is keeping me down. I think I should just b!tch slap some sense into me. Mothers day was essentially a bad day.
You are such a smart cookie. Your son is the reason you are a mother, just remember that look in his eyes. I'm sorry it was a bad day, but you are blessed to be a mother.
I loved spending the day with my son, but being alone gets tiring. No phone calls, no flowers. Got sick of seeing all the familys together yesterday.  But at the end of the day, I know Austin is a gift. And I don't mean not having a BF, just being alone from everyone I know.
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I know what you mean about having a bad day. Well today hasn't been a bad day in the sense that something bad as happened. The last week I've just been mopey. Yesterday my boyfriend said something and I'm not sure if he was joking or if he was serious. But it made sense.
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? you know...I think I've asked myself this same question...and I think that we feel like we are ready but I wonder if he knows something we don't and that's why we haven't been givn it yet. I dunno...just food fer thought I guess. |
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I made the mistake of thinking someone I was with was not be honest with me .I called them on and have not heard from them since.Kinda makes me think I was very right . Well, if you were right, then was it a mistake? I'm sure it hurts, but is it better to know or is it that you still feel that you don't know? What I don,t know is if I was right to call him on it , maybe I should have left things alone ..but I am not the the type of person than can do that if I thing I am being lied to . Well, if you know that you don't want to be lied to and your gut was telling you that you were, then how could it be wrong to call him on it? How does your gut feel about it now? Are you questioning it in your head or your gut? |
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? Yep, same for me last night and, like you, I'll suck it up again, bury it , put it behind me. You go everyday thinking about it. |
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I woke up this morning feeling like i am the most unlovable, unattractive, not the least bit intelligent, person on the planet. If that wasn't bad enough my ex wouldn't let me see or talk to my kids for mothers day. Not because I'm a bad mom, but because he's a jerk. I spent the whole day and night crying.
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Last night I was realizing how much I miss being in a relationship. There's so much to it. I've been blocking it out so as to not think about it. It really hit home last night. {{{Shoes}}} I think this is exactly what I'm going through too. It just hits sometimes and it can be overwhelming when the realization is right there in your face. For me, it will go away again and I'll suck it up and I'll keep going until the next time the feeling hits. But it hit me this morning and I just started crying. I just want to love someone! Why is that so hard??? Yep, same for me last night and, like you, I'll suck it up again, bury it , put it behind me. You go everyday thinking about it. Shoes.....I can tell that it really does anger you and frustrates you alot....I'm sorry.
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Happiness is a choice...just chose it.
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Honestly? I woke up bummed this morning because I miss someone more than he misses me. I don't see him very often anymore. Yeah, that sucks. Have you talked to him about it? |
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all these women feeling this way for no reason...I feel so sad for all of you. I wish I could love you all.
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I loved spending the day with my son, but being alone gets tiring. No phone calls, no flowers. Got sick of seeing all the familys together yesterday. But at the end of the day, I know Austin is a gift. And I don't mean not having a BF, just being alone from everyone I know.
I hear you, I am all alone in Ohio too. I made my phone calls, but it would have been nice to get some that weren't returns. I did talk to a couple great friends on the phone, which was a help. And when Austin gets older, it will get easier. I promise. |
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