Karen

Ok, my intuition is right. My assholedar when off and I didn't think. As usual. Guess Im getting old enough to know better, so the handy man ain't so handy, lol........shoulda known with him being from NY and all the "how yoo dooin?" crap, pffttt!!!!!!!

OOPSIE.......now I feel bad. He showed up and not only fixed the gate, but the fence, talked to the landlord and got the ok for Charlie to stay, & to put in an air conditioner and ceiling fan in my house for summer time coming up here quick.

Oh, and He Wants Me hahahahah....aint gonna happen unless he gets down on one knee hahahaa.

(wonder if he would do it?) pfffft! LOL

uh oh! maybe he will............lol

i'm feeling tons better, but my jaw is still very sore.....still can hardly open my mouth.....

Sorry you're hurting Hon but after all is healed you will feel terrific! Won't it be nice to be able to rest and or go about your day without pain?

Oh, and uh, no. He won't do it. LOLOLOL I doubt I will hear from him again for months or until I need something else done around here. If Im lucky he will take me to an art hop. I didnt even know he went. He said he would take me to get a giant cheese burger and take me to some art hops, but that was in conversation, not like a real asking me out kinda thing........we'll see. I'm not holding my breath.

yeah i wouldn't either

Chirp Chirp

yeah it's gotten real quiet in here the past couple of days

Hell, if they are out in the forums having fun then I guess it's ok.......or do I have B.O. again

Been a while since I checked in I guess, so I thought I better drop a line and give an update. Well I can say my meds seem to have helped a little. I guess my recent problems is that one of my roomates is moving out (less money for me), I'm pinching pennys cause I just helped fix my friends car and used some of my money, my ex is talking to me again but ignoring alot of what I say and just blowing them off (pretty frustrating), my ex is causing me a ton of stress and aside from that I'm really exhausted. I've been going none stop since my last post trying to keep my mind off of things. I think I'm going to take a long long break from the dating game for a while, not to be rude to all the women here or out there but you guys can do some serious damage to a man lol. Anywho that should some it up, I'm more or less trying to stay a friend with my ex but I don't want her as a close friend right now ether (after all she did do a significant amount of damage on me) so I'm trying not to be rude or mean but distance her at the same time. Hope your all well, I'm afraid I've still got a long bumpy road ahead of me.

Hi, well sounds like you have a good head on your shoulders and are doing the right things. SOrry to hear about your money problems. I really indentify with that one living on SSI. I dont qualify for any other aid so live on 9000 a year. Tough to pinch pennies, and believe me when I say any ex, man or woman can inflict serious damage. Thats why my profile say friends. have to get to really know someone before you get to the dating stage. Jumping ahead just causes sexual tention and that is no way to start out. If your ex gets on your neverves, just stay away. Simple as that. Just make yourself unavailable, but keep it civil when you have to seal with her. Soemtimes we can't always be the nice guy. It goes both ways and just know you arent alone. Im hitting the sack. Have school tomorrow ao early come early ya know? nite nite and good luck. Check in anytime

82260 sometimes you have to love from a distance.It's good you realize this with the ex.I tried being friends with my son's father but he is way to much of an a-hole.
You sound like a great friend and pinching pennies is my life so i feel ya there.
The dating thing is so scary that I just want to start with coffee and go from there.I'm glad your meds are helping.
Good luck in school Karen,i have to take my son to get blood work.
sucks.
have a wonderful day everyone and take your meds!!

Swallowed my sanity a little while ago Jax. Pinching pennies as we speak but wish I were pinching some cute guys ass. As for school, ugh. Huggers and good morning everyone.

pennies??? what are those????? lol, it sucks not to have any money at all

Got out of school early, and had to check up on Charlie. He has a runny nose and eye boogers and a little sniffle. I won't take a chance so I have an appt with the vet tomorrow. I will miss some class time and they are pouring bronze tomorrow too .....I love to participate in the pours. It is amazing to see the molten metal glowing and pouring into the molds. Dangerous but so damned exciting. I have missed the last two ....This is the last one for the year.

poor charlie....

Don't feel bad Amber. I got impulsive and bougth Charlie now I'm totally broke. The only reason I can take him to the vet is because they offer a free re-evaluation visit if they get sick or you think they need it. I'm aireing on the side of caution. Have lost a couple of pups from Parvo and Peanut isn't up on her shots, so I can't take the chance. So yeah, I'm pinching every pennie I can reach. Have everything I need for the animals and no food for me hahahaha. Ramen noodles again. Yeah Jax.......I hope I'm just being over cautious and he is ok. I still have to take him back in a week to get his second set of shots and check up. OMG! He just puked and now his whole face is swelled up....gotta run.

damn..something he ate?

I don't blame you at all. As a matter of fact I think it shows wisdom on your part. I wish I could have said the same thing about myself but I wasn't that smart. I remarried her. The divorce was working fine. I was going through the pain of being without her in my life. I was reflecting on how maybe it was just me. I was learning how to live the single lifestyle. I was making friends that didn't include her since I was in treatment. The counselors were doing the best they could to try to make me sane, again. Looking back I could only imagine the trouble and difficult time they had with that. At one time I know it had gotten very frustrating for them because the job wasn't enough for just one counselor so I had a session with five of them at one time. After what seemed a long time I was finally able to have my first moment of clarity. It was like a flash and didn't last too long. Kind of like a spark more than anything. I began to get better from that moment on. Still very much in denial but atleast there was hope. The divorce last for five beautiful years but then we got remarried. I went through another 13 years of marriage with her. All that work the counselors did and I remarried her.