Mine was years ago, I think 04 or 05. we got together for an all-nighter of RPGplaying. Star Wars.
Don't even remember the mission all that well, all I could remember is that I wa ssurrounded by people who made me laugh and we were trading jokes, eating pizza, chugging soda til 5am, and we slept over til the weekend afternoon. I spent the day after with a sore ribs, but I'll always remember how that felt.
I got back together with the same friends recently last month, and it's so amazing how whenever we get together, it's always fun, and it's like no time has passed even though for some of us it's been literally years in between game nights.

Like it? I do!

Fave character? Mine's Melinda May.
Oh, and i have to admit a bit of a crush on Simmons.

so are you my dear!

Thanks, glad you enjoyed it!

You are such a delight, milady!

I come awake in bed

tired and yawning,

i can't get up.

not yet.

I need to just lay here

wondering

what my life has become.

Since you left it.

There are good days

there are less than good ones too.

I'm waiting for change

patiently, patiently awaiting it,

and therein lies my trap.

I WAIT.

Blinking I get up from bed, slowly,

glancing outside my window.

the skies are grayed

devoid of life

devoid of hope

devoid of happiness.

Impossibly my heart sinks

lower and lower

to depths unheard of.

Part of me needs this,

I know.

This emotional guantlet running

as it were, to come out the other side

as....

what, exactly?

I do not know.

I lay back down again and look

to the cloudy sky

thinking of you

I look to the cold space beside me

where your warm body used to reside

for many a night

and now no longer

Heart caves in

face contorts

chest heaves

Tears flow

I need this

I need to run this gauntlet of pain

this anguished feeling

this inconsolable empty expanse within me

Minutes pass

my heart is exhausted

my eyes are puffy

I blink away the tears

I am lonely

I am tired of being so alone

I long for you....or do I?

Is it you, or is it the promise of someone/something

more fulfilling?

One who is braver?

More mature?

More compassionate?

I am still in pain.

And yet...the thought of you

fills me with something else now.

Something different.

Not hatred.

Not an indefinable numbness

I whisper what Im feeling to the clouds above me,

"Fare thee well."

Hours later, I am taking delight in

the simplest of pleasures.

Eating, drinking, trying to live again.

I longed for you.

Now I long for more than you.

It still gets lonely

emotionally painful, even.

But I always come through it.

With a strength that rivals that of

the brave warriors I read the long-forgotten

exploits of, the samurai.

Not only wil I survive this longing,

I will thrive.

for I know there is someplace

where a warm hand waits for mine to take it,

and it will not let go.



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I'll supply the drinks and the music. I don't smoke. Never have never will.
Thanks, Leigh.

My strange fruit

this obsession

my aural obsession

waits for me

at a place whose exterior

is brick and mortar

and whose interior

is warm sounds

of clarinet

and upright bass

full of the easy smiles

of scarved, jacketed ladies

who enjoy the comforts of brandy

and the cool demeanors of other

laid back cats who smell

of sweet cigs and distilled wine

as the smoke wafts thru the air

and the atmosphere

gets a positive buzz

a charge

of electrons

that sizzle

and swerve

as sounds melodic

and ethereal

and enchantingly organic

fill the space

and the crowd gazes to the stage

with rapt attention

The players play,

the ladies sway,

I look away,

transfixed and mesmerized

by the sweetest one in the room

your smile and sense of cool

permeating my heart and being with

so much innumerable possibility

for the night

or for the long haul, I ask myself.

Then you put your hand over mine, and

only the music are paid any mind

as we smile

and just become captivated

once again by the sound!

Oh the sound!

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No, you don't have to rate my profile or anything like that. I'm here because I want to ask you a genuine and conversation-worthy question:

when was the last time you laughed really hard it left your chest sore the day after?

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JRonin

hilariously good one!

Favorite me if my profile wins your favor.

I'll be around, ladies.

Have a great week.

birthday went better than expected and i still had the best time ever! Made a few new friends. Life is good!
Now if I can just save enough money over the next few months I can move out of where I am and into a new apartment, and then throw a proper birthday there someday!
Thanks for all your words of encouragement, you're all going in my friends list....well, if you want to!
add me later! Thanks guys!

BYE!

and happy birthday to you too jersey!

Fireball hot

MANIFESTO for 2014:
Trying to see how far I can go creatively. Sloughing off older trains of thought and tired fears in order to grow braver.
Making new friends, while holding on to the ones that were always there.
Being better about communicating with friends, and more often, since a lot of them give good advice, make me smile, and don't have to convince me that they really do have my best interests at heart. (THANK YOU)
Communicating with family members as well, who've NEVER doubted me, yet never failed to ground me if i got too egocentric (THANK YOU!).
Taking more chances, trying not to overthink things too much. Being more decisive.
Creating more artistic and creative content, which hopefully make people smile at the least and affect them emotionally at the most.
Doing more for my body and mind to benefit my overall health.
Being the flame that draws the moths to it.
Smiling through pain, but not spending too much time in depressive states.
Getting a decent apartment.
And maybe after all that.....look into finding a woman i can share my life with.

So, at the end of the year if people ask me if I had a good year, and I've done some, most, or (possibly) ALL of the above, I can say "Yes!"

very sweet flai

tell your friends, i could use the praise to boost my ego

The pleasure is mine, as well. always good to share my words with the world and get positive feedback.

Post-coital euphoria hits

we lay on our backs staring at the ceiling

flushed

perspiring

replete

and desiring more

I turn my head to you

our eyes lock as we catch our breath

your leg is wrapped in mine

my arm touches your back

fingers playing on your slender spinal column

making you tingle slightly

you couldnt keep the smile

off your face

if you tried

and you don't want to.

You close your eyes and breathe

taking in my manly scent

as i take in your matted hair

covered in sweat

your exquisite body glistening.

you have never looked more radiant

in the coming sunrise of the morning

the minutes tick by and we stay in this position

wordless and quiet

yet no words need be spoken

until you move your mouth to mine

kiss my lips in a fervent soft passion

making me breathless once again,

and utter the phrase

"do it all over again."

we spend the time following your excellent advice

as the morning suns shines in the sky

as your moans of ecstacy heighten with

every kiss, every breath, every stroke of my fingertips

tingling on your nude skin

soon you are unable to keep still

shaking

trembling

quivering

eyes squeezed shut

mouth parted and gasping every few seconds

your glowing again

heaven has arived and you greet it with

a sensual fervor that

curls your toes,

tenses every muscle

and warms you to the core

vibrating you for what seems to go on for

minutes on end!

This is the time we spend together

and just when you think you've had enough

I lay you on your back

and duck under the blankets

and work at parts below

making your eyes widen,

making you fist the sheets again

and reminding you

of that divine place where

only sensual angels tread and float.

Among the attraction,

among two people,

among the sheets

I take you.

And for just this night and morning, your dreams are made real

for however long you dare to stay with me tonight.


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