That Christmas, many years ago, was a particularly blessed Christmas season with more than enough to go around. That year I prayed for God to show me the magic of Christmas so that it would not be lost on all the material "things".

A series of events unfolded that could only be God working at His best.

First, somehow I had bought one too many of the small stuff, such as coloring book, crayons, small toys, candy etc. than I needed. I just thought to myself, wow Mary, you must be loosing it to miscount like that! Then came Christmas Eve when my grand-daughter opened her present ( a MUCH sought after doll of that year) to only find out that she had already gotten one. I told her not to worry that G'ma would take it back and get something else.

The next day, for SOME reason, (well WE know who sent us) we received a phone call from a VERY impoverished second cousin of my husband's. He said that he just felt he wanted to reconnect and invited us over. We happily went to their modest home to find a tiny Christmas tree and a meager amount of food that they INSISTED that we share with them. Their little daughter, around 4 years of age, showed us the little doll that she got from Santa. ( It probably cost only a couple of bucks and would break within days if not hours). She said she liked her dolly, but what she REALLY wanted was, you guessed it, the doll that I had at home. She had NOT got any other presents that year.

My husband and I looked at each other and we just KNEW what we HAD to do. We made up an excuse that we had to run home for something and would be right back. We hurried home giddy with excitement as we lovingly wrapped that special doll in special Santa paper, as well as all of those extra toys, trinkets, and candy that I had no idea WHY I had bought, all the while, thanking God for our Christmas miracle!!

When we got back, we laid out the pile of presents on their porch and told them as we went in that Santa must not have been able to get in their house last night because he had left a bunch of stuff on the porch....well she ran out of the front door so fast we barely saw her!!!!

It still brings tears to my eyes at the sight of that small child's Christmas joy and having her faith restored, if only for that year.

Years have passed and we lost contact with that family once again, but the awe and wonder of how God works through us still warms my heart to this day.

May you all find that special miracle this Christmas and may God's special love bestowed upon you!

Because women just want sex, I'm tired of putting out every time I go out on a date with a girl, I'm more than just a penis!

Truly,,,,,,,,
To feel the touch, compassions, the giving and wanting, the all about me, that look deep into my eyes-glaze, that transends a self fulfilling knowledge, that I am loved,,,in her heart, mind, and soul

Just once. To be one lady's man,,,,who she can't help her self but to show-it, in everyway, everyday....for our lives to only GROW.

Even IF,,,,,that, was my last day here.



I know,,,,,IT WILL HAPPEN,wink,,,, someday,,,,,wink

You can have class ...

and still be naked.

Menopause is a natural aging process....as with other processes it comes to an end....sooner for some, longer for others..
If you left your wife because she was going through menopause...that doesn't say much for you.....Maybe the menopause was just an excuse. Just my opinin of course. If more men wuld be understanding of mother natue, there would be less stress in a marriage. That young woman you are seeking will also go thru this process in time..what then? Another younger woman? How long can you keep this up? You will also age, maybe have High Blood Pressure, and some other things that will slow you down and maybe even have E.D...How are you going to feel when that younger woman starts looking for a younger more active man? I have been "impaired" as you so eloquently put it, and it's now over....so I do know what I'm talking about.

I hope YOU find someone to share that, friendship with,,as I to, have not felt,,,loved,,,good luck here,,,