Thx. TxsGal

2Btrue, you are right, I am the one that loves the most. Advise very well said and taken into consideration. Thanks.

Looking deeply into your eyes as you sigh after kissing me
Realizing that you care for me more than you dare to acknowledge
That the feelings you have each time we make love are greater and stronger than ever felt before
To know that you are not for me

The unspoken words of love that will never escape from your lips
The torture of knowing you do love me but pride and circumstances won't allow you to tell me
Your indecision, why you keep me around when you aren't sure if it's really me who you want to be with
The love I feel for you and all the sorrow i endure every time i see your pictures realizing you aren't here with me

What hurts the most within my heart is to admit that I don't know how to let you go
Even thou I try, I just don't know how to let you go
So I go on living, and only in writing i find the comfort and the release to show my feelings
I do what I have to do, even thou going on without you it's a steep road to take

I am strong in life against all odds, but when I am with you i am as weak and fragil as a newborn
I tremble, hiding between your arms as a helpless lost child

You dared ask "What are you going to do with me?"
Baby i could only tell you, you aren't mine to decide what to do with you
But how I do wish that you were only for me, that I wouldn't have to share you
Baby how i wish for you to take me into your arms carrying me far away from here

So knowing how I feel for you, fearing the worst, I dare ask "What are you going to do with me?"

Marina.
F.M.L.H.

Thanks KC

Fadedspirit thank you much.

Every beginning must have an end but we can only hope for the start of a new dawn.

Great job KC

It brought me some memories of the dreams that will be. Thanks

Thanks Jimmy

Thank you all


And so I will seek the truth within my heart to find maybe some day soon, that the only person I need to worry about hurting or making happy is my own self. Thanks again.

So, so true. Awesome write. All we can do is just keep on living. Thanks for reminding me

I want to know what you are thinking every time you look at me,
I want to know what you feel, to see if it’s the same I feel
Close your eyes and touch me so you’ll see that I am the angel of your dreams
The woman that could share your fantasies, a space in your existence


Look at me, I breathe, I bleed, I am real…
I long to feel the endless love that you have dreamed of
I stand before you with nothing but this woman in front of you
I own nothing, I have nothing, except for the need to be loved, to feel loved…


I am closer than you think, just reach your hand and I’ll be there
See me thru the looking glass of my soul and you’ll find me
I’ve waited thru oceans of heartache for someone to love
I’ve been cast away of loneliness and sorrow just waiting for a new horizon


Waiting for someone to wake my heart from the deep sleep of uncertainty
I am afraid to love you, I am afraid to admit these feelings that keep growing stronger
I am afraid to love you, of hoping for a kiss, a sincere caress and receive nothing
I am afraid to love you, afraid of showing all the love I could give and close my hands and hold nothing…


But still I want to know, what do you feel about me…



For my love H
Marina.

Very nice writen. I identified with every single word.

Me voy

Julieta Venegas

Thanks for the review jimz, I really appreciate your input and the time you take into reading this

wzrunner, thanks for your words

misty_57, those were the best friendships weren't they? Thanks.

Bonny, you are so right, those days will never return by it's oh so nice to reminisce every once in a while and wonder of what it would have been. Thanks.

Let's walk barefoot up to pebble creek
Where we'll spend all day, what a sweet retreat
Fishing poles holding one hand
Sweet smell of honeysuckle in the air

Us by the shore, awaiting the first bite
While running around in the early morn light

We've grown together like wild flowers
Best friends forever in all our endeavours
I never ever want to be apart
From you, my sweet ten year old counterpart

I've made you a crown of flowers
Made with different types and many colors
Your blue eyes twinkle laughing all the while
As you push me backwards, playful sweet child

Laid on the grass staring up at clouds
Wondering if they look back at us
Times are-a-changing the grown ups say
The day is coming where you and I will no longer play

Far from here they'll take you from me
Your daddy's new job inside a new big city
No longer will I have you as a partner
To cry, laugh, and play as growing up gets harder

The freckles on your nose, make you look funny
You tell me I'm too thin, and kinda scrawny
We stare into each other, strange feelings known by no other
First sweet kiss of innocence that will never be forgotten

Blushing and smiling we pull back together
This will be our secret from now 'til forever
Standing, that boyish look on your face
Run up to the water, dive in with no shame

I will stay here,
Will you wait for me?

The day will come when I'll be older
Taller and maybe much, much stronger

Until I can find you again
I will come back to this, our secret place
Hoping to see you waiting for me
To have us a simpler life, sweet as can be

Noden

TxsGal

MsTeddy


And to all!

Thank you, and God bless you too

Thank you ladies

Come to me spirits of the dark
Carry me into an endless night
So that he'll never have to leave
So that he'll have to spend eternity with me

He has my heart, he makes me whole
Deep in our space we share our love
Holding tightly onto my being
Surrenders himself as if there is no end

Come to me spirits of love
Show him that there is no other one
That can give him all of thee
Sure as I, every night and day

Let him see he lives in my thoughts
Unshared from the world and all it's about
Explain that all I can see
Are his beautiful eyes and the dreams that will be

Waiting for the moment in where we will be one
Husband and wife under the great divine
So that I will only give myself to him
As I do now, reaching from the space within

As I lay between your arms looking deeply into your eyes
My heart skipped a beat as you came closer to me
My whole self screaming silently for you to be near
While inside my heart kept repeating please don't hurt me

I have loved you in the past, deeply, madly
I have loved you unconditionally, wholeheartedly
And when you left my heart was left empty, loveless
Now that you are back I am very afraid of falling

This fear of giving you all of me again
This fear that you will disappear from me
But I need your love, I need you near
Because I love you with everything I have

As I watched you sleep that night
Looking so serene, like an angel from above
I hid away my tears wondering it this was real
When morning came and you were laying there asleep
My heart kept repeating silently, please don't hurt me