Looking deeply into your eyes as you sigh after kissing me
Realizing that you care for me more than you dare to acknowledge
That the feelings you have each time we make love are greater and stronger than ever felt before
To know that you are not for me

The unspoken words of love that will never escape from your lips
The torture of knowing you do love me but pride and circumstances won't allow you to tell me
Your indecision, why you keep me around when you aren't sure if it's really me who you want to be with
The love I feel for you and all the sorrow i endure every time i see your pictures realizing you aren't here with me

What hurts the most within my heart is to admit that I don't know how to let you go
Even thou I try, I just don't know how to let you go
So I go on living, and only in writing i find the comfort and the release to show my feelings
I do what I have to do, even thou going on without you it's a steep road to take

I am strong in life against all odds, but when I am with you i am as weak and fragil as a newborn
I tremble, hiding between your arms as a helpless lost child

You dared ask "What are you going to do with me?"
Baby i could only tell you, you aren't mine to decide what to do with you
But how I do wish that you were only for me, that I wouldn't have to share you
Baby how i wish for you to take me into your arms carrying me far away from here

So knowing how I feel for you, fearing the worst, I dare ask "What are you going to do with me?"

Marina.
F.M.L.H.

nice one

A very sad tale.. circumstances shouldn't prevent true love from happening, but it does seem that it's you, that loves the most.. I believe if it were me, I would reevaluate if this situation is really for you.. the heart is not something people should play with, sadly though it happens..

Thx. TxsGal

2Btrue, you are right, I am the one that loves the most. Advise very well said and taken into consideration. Thanks.

thats a beautiful piece of narrarative poetry

nice, i see you write honestly from your , it's a gift, most of us when we go inside, fiction comes out with truth, keep writing young lady.

peace
jimmy

lizardking, thanks

Jimmy, always a pleasure to see your comments.

MsTeddy, thanks.

superb and beautiful
what hurts the most
he knows you know
and this love never dies

"i like that"
and am looking forward to more
much more
of you

sitting quietly by the fire waiting for the next installment ...

s1owhand, thanks for your words

ArtGurl, thank you much


This love I have for you will never die, it will never end.
You need to live me without fears, wheter for a life time or just an hour.
Live me without shame, even thou the whole world is against us
Feel what I feel for you inside my heart, leaving all obstacles behind.

Marina.

H

You are welcome, life is to short to waste it on something that has no chance of happening.. I know what it's like to hurt, and be in a situation where there is indecision.. not a good feeling, especially when I know what I want, been in them before where I waited for an answer, and in the end be told or find out there is no future..

All the time I wasted trying to put something together that never had a chance from the beginnimg, but was strung along making me think there was a chance... never again, usually if there is a mutual attraction, both people want to persue a possible relationship..

My mind set now is... either you like me or you don't, it's that simple, no inbetween.. when and if the right one comes along for me, it will be then that I will stop and see, but it will have to be real, or it's a waste of my time to wait on uncertianty.. Kinda blunt I know, but it's a way of getting the players out of the way..

Ohhhhhhh how do I agree with you 2Btrue!

After mapping out your life, deciding that this person does fit in it, to find out that he is not sure or willing to be part of it, that is what hurts the most!

All we can do is keep on going.

I know it hurts, and now it feels like there is no tomarrow, but there is, unfortunately it will take time for the pain to subside.. God knows how much time it took me to stop hurting, I honestly didn't think I would survive, but God gave me his strength, and a very few of the true friends I had that stood by me..

My heart was so broken, that in itself could have killed me.. If you need to you can take rest on my shoulder, I will help you get throught this, One thing I did learn from my experience is that I gained wisdom from it so I could avoid letting it happen to me again.. I an here for you if you need me..

hugs
Daniel

Awww, so sweet, thanks so much Daniel Thanks for your words, for your support, and for sharing, even thou it's hard.

I can't tell you how much I appreciate your words and I will take you up on your offer!

I do mean them, I hate to see anyone hurt, I somehow always share in their pain, I know it's hard to understand, but I hurt right along with them..

Daniel, here is a dozen flowers for you

awww thank you sweetie, that was very nice of you, I will give back equally what I have recieved..