Community > Posts By > lizethmarina
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Just Pondering
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Sitting alone, surrounded by the unseen crowd
Feeling the soft ocean breeze of memories Deep down in my soul, asking where did everything go Pain in this silence i can no longer deny I miss everything we were back when we first were married but those memories have faded by the person who you have become now Thinking to myself did i make the rigth choice this time? Wondering if I should have stayed, give it one last try Years of misunderstanding, years of feeling alone, years of feeling no love I felt freedom calling not too long ago still you resisted after the warning signs came and went Still you dare say i never cared How hard can it be for a now single mother? Being asked by her little child, where is my daddy? unable to give an answer as to the reasons why a marriage gets broken cheating, lies, abuse.... what do you say? We will be fine, just don't leave your son behind It's not his fault, he still loves you, even thou I don't See past your sorrow, past your anger towards me Realize that no matter what, your son, he will always be. Marina. |
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Topic:
I surrender
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very beautiful
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Topic:
Winding
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MsTeddy
Irace, thanks for reading |
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Topic:
Steel
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Awesome write
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Topic:
Winding
Edited by
lizethmarina
on
Mon 03/17/08 11:50 AM
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How can you love me? How can I love you?
Words thrown into the wind, caution flown by with no care We fell in, love won, ruled and succeeded Now that we are deep into each other I wonder, what is next? Don't push me away, don't ask me to stay Don't pressure me into something we will not understand Give me some time, I will not stop loving you this way Let me live life and we'll be a family someday. I miss you so when you are not near me The hours seem like days, the days seem like weeks But I am taking the time to find out who you really are Will you love me for life? Will you leave me soon enough? Time is not a good ally when distance is the enemy The fear in your voice, the doubts in your eyes are plain to see You are just as afraid to love just like me But we are here, I am with you and you are with me The comfort I feel within your arms is like coming home We fit right together as if we belonged with each other Everything falling into place as if fate meant it this way Wordless glances, loving memories but you are not near Pain in this silence that I can no longer deny Marina. S.A.B. |
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Topic:
As I walk this path
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Daniel, I loved this poem it is so true. You are a very truly talented soul
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Settle for a slow down.
Dierks Bentley |
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Topic:
Doubts
Edited by
lizethmarina
on
Wed 03/05/08 12:08 PM
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As I called your name, the words escaped from my lips
I love you, I said holding my heart in one hand I trust you with it, deep inside i know you won't hurt me So why am I crying? Why today do I feel like i can't breathe? Hold me near, hold me love Missing you here on my side of town While you stand 120 miles from me Wishing, hoping for an answer, anything I have learned nothing from life Still sitting here in this place lost in the thought of your eyes Many confessions for one night, left me speechles wondering if there is a future for us both I am not her, I will never want to be I am just me, can't be anyone else If you are to me hold today, I would tell you all which is am afraid Scared you'll leave me, fear of letting you down, fear of not measuring up You said, you were trapped by lies before Being left alone and cold in the dark You said you loved me too and my heart just felt happy inside Don't hurt me, was your last reply, I won't hurt you Marina. Just feeling a little down. |
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Topic:
Oblivion
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yessss MsTeddy, free is the word of the day!
pkh, thank you much frozn thank you. |
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Topic:
Oblivion
Edited by
lizethmarina
on
Tue 03/04/08 02:43 PM
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Thanks froznchild. is not so much about forgeting old loves 'cause no matter what they did to us we won't forget them. This one is more about feeling free, and that the memories of that person(s) no longer haunt one self and no longer hurt one self when thought upon them.
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Topic:
Oblivion
Edited by
lizethmarina
on
Tue 03/04/08 10:17 AM
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Finally, the early morning breeze dried up my tears
But as I was about to close the window to oblivion Your face came back to me Letting go slowly of this jaded chains I finally freed myself of your memories Facing the bright light of a new horizon, I smiled Our story unraveld from between my fingers Our inconclused story as many before us The last thread escaped from my hands and the last one of your memories said goodbye to me forever Forgetting everything, your kisses, your caresses, your words Nothing left of your love, that hurt me deeply so Finally left behind, hoping to not ever remember the pain Smiling, thinking to myself, it's all over now. Marina Finally free. |
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Topic:
Comfort
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Thanks MsTeddy
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Topic:
Comfort
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Thanks Dottie!
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Topic:
Peice of.....
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Why do you not talk with me? Instead you talk at me. Is it too much to ask for respect? You make me feel as though I am nothing more but a reject! You taunt me with your mindless games. Never wanting to hear what I have to say. You say "Your Ugly!, Your Fat!" Well, I'll just say , To hell with all that! Someday you will come to grips I am worth something!! I am not a peice of SH*T! SO get out of the way of my dreams, You scandelous Wench! No need to knock when you find you were wrong! I'll be with my True love once and for all! So take it as you wish . You are nothing more THAN A PEICE OF MY SH*T!! That goes out to all the ppl that TRIED to put me down! Its ok, I still love you . Just can't stand your HATE! HEY EVERYONE, THIS IS NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE ON JSH!!!! THESE ARE MY WRITINGS FROM MY HOME JOURNAL ABOUT MY FAMILY AND PAST. I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE I HAVE ALOT OF ISSUES!! . LOL ITS OK. To me it was a good kinda speechless, freedom of expression at it's best 2 you! |
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Topic:
Comfort
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Awww, Thanks Stevil
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Topic:
Comfort
Edited by
lizethmarina
on
Thu 02/28/08 10:07 AM
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Solace within the words you recited to me
Taking me back to the dreams that will be Every night holding you closer and closer to my heart Vivid memories of a love that may never stop Embeded in my soul the song you made for me Nothing needed any more, only the reflection of this dream that I am in. Marina. S.A.B |
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Topic:
Fall into me
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Thanks honey, you are soooo sweet!
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Topic:
Peice of.....
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Wow, speechless.
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Topic:
A Strange Little Man
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This poem is fun and very good.
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Topic:
If I were
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Very beautiful Daniel
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