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Sun 04/20/08 04:33 PM
Sitting alone, surrounded by the unseen crowd
Feeling the soft ocean breeze of memories
Deep down in my soul, asking where did everything go
Pain in this silence i can no longer deny

I miss everything we were back when we first were married
but those memories have faded by the person who you have become now
Thinking to myself did i make the rigth choice this time?
Wondering if I should have stayed, give it one last try

Years of misunderstanding, years of feeling alone, years of feeling no love
I felt freedom calling not too long ago
still you resisted after the warning signs came and went
Still you dare say i never cared

How hard can it be for a now single mother?
Being asked by her little child, where is my daddy?
unable to give an answer as to the reasons why a marriage gets broken
cheating, lies, abuse.... what do you say?

We will be fine, just don't leave your son behind
It's not his fault, he still loves you, even thou I don't
See past your sorrow, past your anger towards me
Realize that no matter what, your son, he will always be.

Marina.




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Mon 04/14/08 09:07 PM
:heart: very beautiful :heart:

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Mon 03/17/08 12:47 PM
MsTeddy flowerforyou

Irace, thanks for reading flowerforyou

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Mon 03/17/08 12:46 PM
Awesome write flowerforyou

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Mon 03/17/08 11:49 AM
Edited by lizethmarina on Mon 03/17/08 11:50 AM
How can you love me? How can I love you?
Words thrown into the wind, caution flown by with no care
We fell in, love won, ruled and succeeded
Now that we are deep into each other I wonder, what is next?

Don't push me away, don't ask me to stay
Don't pressure me into something we will not understand
Give me some time, I will not stop loving you this way
Let me live life and we'll be a family someday.

I miss you so when you are not near me
The hours seem like days, the days seem like weeks
But I am taking the time to find out who you really are
Will you love me for life? Will you leave me soon enough?

Time is not a good ally when distance is the enemy
The fear in your voice, the doubts in your eyes are plain to see
You are just as afraid to love just like me
But we are here, I am with you and you are with me

The comfort I feel within your arms is like coming home
We fit right together as if we belonged with each other
Everything falling into place as if fate meant it this way
Wordless glances, loving memories but you are not near
Pain in this silence that I can no longer deny


Marina.
S.A.B.
:heart: smooched :heart:

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Fri 03/07/08 10:06 AM
Daniel, I loved this poem it is so true. You are a very truly talented soul flowerforyou

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Wed 03/05/08 11:32 AM
Settle for a slow down.

Dierks Bentley

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Wed 03/05/08 11:27 AM
Edited by lizethmarina on Wed 03/05/08 12:08 PM
As I called your name, the words escaped from my lips
I love you, I said holding my heart in one hand
I trust you with it, deep inside i know you won't hurt me
So why am I crying? Why today do I feel like i can't breathe?

Hold me near, hold me love
Missing you here on my side of town
While you stand 120 miles from me
Wishing, hoping for an answer, anything

I have learned nothing from life
Still sitting here in this place lost in the thought of your eyes
Many confessions for one night, left me speechles wondering if there is a future for us both

I am not her, I will never want to be
I am just me, can't be anyone else
If you are to me hold today, I would tell you all which is am afraid
Scared you'll leave me, fear of letting you down, fear of not measuring up

You said, you were trapped by lies before
Being left alone and cold in the dark
You said you loved me too and my heart just felt happy inside
Don't hurt me, was your last reply, I won't hurt you


Marina.
:cry:


Just feeling a little down.

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Tue 03/04/08 06:19 PM
yessss MsTeddy, free is the word of the day! drinker

pkh, thank you much flowerforyou

frozn thank you. flowerforyou

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Tue 03/04/08 02:43 PM
Edited by lizethmarina on Tue 03/04/08 02:43 PM
Thanks froznchild. is not so much about forgeting old loves 'cause no matter what they did to us we won't forget them. This one is more about feeling free, and that the memories of that person(s) no longer haunt one self and no longer hurt one self when thought upon them. flowerforyou

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Tue 03/04/08 10:16 AM
Edited by lizethmarina on Tue 03/04/08 10:17 AM
Finally, the early morning breeze dried up my tears
But as I was about to close the window to oblivion
Your face came back to me

Letting go slowly of this jaded chains
I finally freed myself of your memories
Facing the bright light of a new horizon, I smiled

Our story unraveld from between my fingers
Our inconclused story as many before us
The last thread escaped from my hands
and the last one of your memories said goodbye to me forever

Forgetting everything, your kisses, your caresses, your words
Nothing left of your love, that hurt me deeply so
Finally left behind, hoping to not ever remember the pain
Smiling, thinking to myself, it's all over now.


Marina
:heart:


Finally free. :heart:

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Thu 02/28/08 02:17 PM
Thanks MsTeddy flowerforyou

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Thu 02/28/08 11:43 AM
blushing Thanks Dottie! flowerforyou

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Thu 02/28/08 11:04 AM


Why do you not talk with me?
Instead you talk at me.
Is it too much to ask for respect?
You make me feel as though I am nothing more but a reject!

You taunt me with your mindless games.
Never wanting to hear what I have to say.
You say "Your Ugly!, Your Fat!"
Well, I'll just say , To hell with all that!


Someday you will come to grips
I am worth something!!
I am not a peice of SH*T!
SO get out of the way of my dreams,
You scandelous Wench!

No need to knock when you find you were wrong!
I'll be with my True love once and for all!
So take it as you wish .
You are nothing more THAN A PEICE OF MY SH*T!!

That goes out to all the ppl that TRIED to put me down!
Its ok, I still love you .
Just can't stand your HATE!


HEY EVERYONE,
THIS IS NOT DIRECTED AT ANYONE ON JSH!!!!
THESE ARE MY WRITINGS FROM MY HOME JOURNAL ABOUT MY FAMILY AND PAST. I KNOW IT SOUNDS LIKE I HAVE ALOT OF ISSUES!!bigsmile .
LOLlaugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh laugh
ITS OK. drinker



To me it was a good kinda speechless, freedom of expression at it's best drinker drinker 2 you!

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Thu 02/28/08 10:13 AM
Awww, Thanks Stevil flowerforyou

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Thu 02/28/08 10:06 AM
Edited by lizethmarina on Thu 02/28/08 10:07 AM
Solace within the words you recited to me
Taking me back to the dreams that will be
Every night holding you closer and closer to my heart
Vivid memories of a love that may never stop
Embeded in my soul the song you made for me
Nothing needed any more, only the reflection of this dream that I am in.


Marina.
S.A.B
smooched :heart: smooched

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Thu 02/28/08 09:46 AM
Thanks honey, you are soooo sweet! flowerforyou

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Thu 02/28/08 09:46 AM
Wow, speechless. flowerforyou

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Thu 02/28/08 07:30 AM
This poem is fun and very good. drinker flowerforyou

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Thu 02/28/08 07:28 AM
Very beautiful Daniel flowerforyou