That's very nice to hear KC. Thank you so much.

OMG! Really? I know just the feeling believe me Thanks for taking the time to read it.

I feel nothing but this darkness inside of my soul
I want nothing, I want no one
I want to scream into the nothing that I miss you
That not knowing anything about you corrodes my insides

I would like to tell you that I miss your kisses, your details, you
I miss what we were for long or short our time together
I miss getting lost in your eyes in your being
I miss your kisses on my lips, your hands between mine

I would like to run to that empty place
So that I can forget you, forget how I feel
The uncertainty of not knowing what you feel for me
This uncertainty of not knowing if you need me

I would like to cry, dry my eyes with tears
So that I won't think of you anymore
I would like to get lost in my world
And once again, belong to it

I would like to know what you gave me
That I can't get out you out of my heart
Tell me how to forget you, how do I kill your memories
To not feel the emptiness every time I say your name

I would like to know why I love you so much
If I know that you are not for me
I would like to stop walking around where you are
Because to know that you are there and not with me, hurts me so deeply for not being the one that is with you

I would like to let you go and I swear I am trying
But the memories of your love, your caresses, your words
Take me back to those moments in where we seemed so in love

I would like to know why you spent so much love in me
If at the end you would leave me without you
I would like to know if what we felt was real
Or was it only the moment that made you tell me all those things that won my heart involuntarily

I would like you to tell me that everything was a lie
That you never cared about me, that you don't love me
But looking deeply inside your heart, you couldn't
Because even if the love you had for me was as small as a tiny pebble on the beach
To know that you did love me relives my tired soul just a little

I would like to see you, feel you, hold you
Let you know without words all you mean to me
I would like to convince myself that I would never see you again
So that it would be easier to find my way to forget you.

MsTeddy Thanks much to u

Daddysxgirl Thank you too, thank you, thank you

LaMom Thanks

soffit yes very but feeling better each day.

Noden, what can I say? Thank you for your kind words. It's one of those things that makes your heart cry and then rejoyce every time he calls or returns.

Still I can feel your breathing next to me
Still I can feel you sighing every time you kissed me
Still I can feel you heart beating every time we made love
With everything I have, I miss you

Every night, every morning I think of you
I can't escape from your memory
Even thou I try, I can't escape from you
Come and fill me once again with you, with your love

Come and make me feel what many times you could
Fly away from this world for a few hours
Come and wrap yourself in my body and my soul

Come and make me feel you once again
So that I can get lost in the depths of you
Come and dream with me, wake up in me
Just like many times before we planned, just like many times before we dreamed of

Come and make me forget you
Tell me that what happened between us is over
Please tell me you don't ever want to see me again
Finish once and for all with the uncertainty of not knowing of your love.

Thank you. I love how you write!

No more I love you's.

I want to run, reach the nothing losing myself in the empty space between your arms
Losing myself with the sweet cadence of your kisses
Lose myself in the madness of your caresses and your body
Forgetting that the world is not ours and escape from it, only for a second

I want to see you, make you feel what my heart longs to shout
That I need you, that I love you, that I miss every second of the time we spent together
You are the adiccion from which i cannot escape
You are like poison corroding my insides, making me yours only by thought

If dying with you you will take me to heaven
Come and kill me softly with your words
So that we move onto a different plane of existance different from the reality that we live in
Take me with you to the corners of your mind, in where i am only yours, where i am not shared.

Lock me between the chains of your love so that I can never escape from you
Making of me what your most intimate desires impose you
You are like a hurricane arriving to the soft waters of my body
Filling the depths of me only with your scent, only with your being

Making me cast away in the inmensity of yourself
Withouth shame, withouth fears
That I love you... That this you make me feel is so different from anything i've never felt
Confuses my being, revolting my life because you are not mine.

Right back at ya MsTeddy

You're very welcomed.

This is awesome and very deep.

Yes, sometimes love can be so cruel

Sure, no problem, let me know if it helps. sometimes it helps me to read and re-read.

Thanks trueokie2. I am glad i was of some assistance

I keep staring at his picture But you are right, I should.

Thanks KC just writing from the heart.

Thank you much!

Every time I look in your eyes I feel emptiness inside my soul

Every time I look in your eyes I feel how my life runs after you and I don't have the strenght or the will to go after it

Every time I look in your eyes I feel a pressure on my chest and a deep desire to run and look for you

Every time I look in your eyes, I feel the sorrow and the uncertainty of not knowing if you will ever be mine.