Sexism social roles.

Well they were fairly cheap. However I do not pla to part with them so soon :P

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Yes we do!

Spiritual Guidance Counselor? hehehe

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Thankyou both :)
I am glad to be of some service in some way.
If people can relate to my feelings
then what else can I ask for?

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au contraire

A/N: No, I do not condone suicide, however this piece takes a look into mental illness from that person's perspective.

� Jamie M. All rights reserved.

Tired of this roller coaster ride from hell
my mind is ill, I'm not at my own will
I am tired of trying, tired of lying, tired of holding these sins inside me
I am my own worst enemy, i'm tired of dying
**** you life, just bite me, tired of fighting
Can't seem to find clarity, behind the scenes
Trying to live off of my own means, the in-betweens
That's what's killing me
My emotions are atrocious, but my thoughts are even more potent
Tell me please, what is my missing quotient?
I'm just so isolated, I'm not open
Trying to find my own way of coping
Dealing with this mental affliction
It's like fighting a wretched addiction
keep waiting for that eviction, A notice I won't get
Two halves that won't set
A puzzle that won't fit
Looking through cracked tint
It's just two wrists that need split

� Jamie M. All rights reserved.

ecstasy

Male In Lolita Form

xD

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Hello! I am in Eastern Ky as well.

So... Hi everyone.
I have been gone for a while, some of you may or may not remember me,
But i have missed this forum and just wanted to say hello!

A/N: I have been gone for a while, I miss everyone, especially this forum. Here is a new piece.

� Jamie M. All rights reserved.

Let me remind you
Every person has a mind of their own too
A beginning to the end
A past and a present.
Don't forget about the future
We all have to sew our own sutures.
Pains and regrets, our assets and debts
and fret over things we can't change
always think that this is just a "phase."
We all hide behind our masks every day
There's words we always seem to fail to say
What about "I love you" at the end of the day?
but all we ever hear is how much we hate!
yet, all we know is our own pain!
and say, that we can "relate."
I'll keep it straight, you need to give up your sympathy
switch it around and show empathy
then maybe, no one would feel so empty!
There's plenty of things that are never seen or heard
every one of us has to carry a burden of our words
Yet all we can seem to think about is what hurts us, first.
Behind all your pretty smiles
are things that don't just last for a "little while."
If you're unhappy then frown
show the world it's okay to be U P S I D E D O W N!

� Jamie M. All rights reserved.

Thankyou

Used to think nothing could phase me
But this emotional pain is driving me crazy
I walk through hell on the daily
Is this really the way that God portrayed me
Inside my mind is a cell
My own personal hell
It's locked and I've got now way out
Just screaming for help
And there's no one to save me
Everyday is a fight to just stay alive
And every night I cry and wonder why
It's so damn hard to just live a life
Am I, really just that weak?
Yet, everyone says I'm so damn sweet
If only they could see inside of me
They'd see how much I bleed
They'd see the dark, twisted, & real me
The me that feeds on the need
To fly, get high just to stay alive
Yet, so numb and empty inside
I'm to weak and too weary to try
To angry inside, it's too hard to fight
Just waiting for the day I finally break
Go insane, cut too deep and end the pain