A/N: No, I do not condone suicide, however this piece takes a look into mental illness from that person's perspective.

� Jamie M. All rights reserved.

Tired of this roller coaster ride from hell
my mind is ill, I'm not at my own will
I am tired of trying, tired of lying, tired of holding these sins inside me
I am my own worst enemy, i'm tired of dying
**** you life, just bite me, tired of fighting
Can't seem to find clarity, behind the scenes
Trying to live off of my own means, the in-betweens
That's what's killing me
My emotions are atrocious, but my thoughts are even more potent
Tell me please, what is my missing quotient?
I'm just so isolated, I'm not open
Trying to find my own way of coping
Dealing with this mental affliction
It's like fighting a wretched addiction
keep waiting for that eviction, A notice I won't get
Two halves that won't set
A puzzle that won't fit
Looking through cracked tint
It's just two wrists that need split

� Jamie M. All rights reserved.

Jamie

Thank you for putting into words what I've never been able to.

Nice...
.. love your glasses...
. if you jump.. can I have them.. ..jk

Thankyou both :)
I am glad to be of some service in some way.
If people can relate to my feelings
then what else can I ask for?

.. hello... excuse me..
.. how about the glasses. .. ..

Well they were fairly cheap. However I do not pla to part with them so soon :P

. well for the best .they look better on you than they would on me probably...