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Mon 07/01/13 01:54 PM
Thanks guys.

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Sat 06/29/13 07:44 PM
You tried to keep yourself from dyin
You were so lonely, you were so sad
If only you wouldn't have stopped tryin
You always wondered why you hurt so bad

You tried so hard, but you fell apart
I couldn't save your empty heart
If only you weren't so lonely
If only you weren't so sad
I could've made you not hurt so bad

Yet, you couldn't keep yourself from dyin
Now I'm too lonely, and I'm too sad
I don't know if I can keep tryin
Now I wonder why it hurts so bad

I hope your happy up there flyin
You could have made me not hurt so bad
I don't think i can keep myself from dyin
Im just too lonely, and im just too sad

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Mon 10/29/12 12:40 PM
Thankyou All.

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Sun 10/28/12 10:56 PM
Each day is the same,
but i can see a change
for the worse it seems,
yet I keep continuing
living these scenes,
replaying history
lost at sea,
with captain morgan and your memory
it's never ending
I'll keep on spending
this money i don't have
paying the price of the past
never know how long the high will last
keep pushing the limits, hoping that God ommits
make sure to stop before i vommit
you know what just **** it
because of him, i'll give in to the sin
we used to be high rollers
now we'll just die lonely
holding this bottle of highs only
i rememeber when it used to be
"this one time only."

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Fri 10/19/12 05:26 PM
Cause' the men in KY are all douche bags

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Sun 08/26/12 11:31 PM
Alanis morrisette- hand in my pocket.

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Sun 08/26/12 11:30 PM

I think bones showing, toothpick legs, and no distinct difference in circumference from shoulder to thigh is SKINNY






I think 15 percent or less body fat without exposing bones is SLIM






I think maintaining a firm body, and an appropriate body weight for height is HEIGHT WEIGHT PROPORTIONATE





I think carrying the weight slightly heavier in the hips and breast, while maintaining firm midsection, but still proportionate to each other is VOLUPTUOUS






carrying pockets of fat in the hips , arms , or thighs is fat





I think the average in america is between voluptuous and fat...


I must be pretty bad off then hahahaha

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Sun 08/26/12 11:27 PM
Thankyou guys so much flowerforyou
@ castro- you are very right.
@rival- i really like that a lot thankyou.

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Thu 08/23/12 06:15 PM
I don't know where im at these days
seems like every second i just fade away
lost touch with my day to day
sometimes i don't even know my name
but these pills; they take away all the pain
I can't let my past define me
Held back by my personality
thats exactly what this is just personal reality
from what it seems to be
this isn't where i need to be
I wont let these battles confine me
i'll only rely on soley me
thats the way it needs to be
ill let myself be free
ill reach for my dreams and grab them
show everybody that has pushed me down
that it doesnt matter how many times i have hit the ground
because i get back on my own two feet
ill stand and be proud
cause im stronger now
every damn time i climb back out
no one said it would be easy
and sometimes you get a little queasy
at least its where we need to be
and for me, im finding the real me
so peace, it's time for reality.

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Mon 07/23/12 06:18 PM
Edited by JamieRawxx on Mon 07/23/12 06:19 PM
Tired of this roller coaster ride from hell
my mind is ill, im not at my own will
I am tired of trying, tired of lying, tired of holding these sins inside me
I am my own worse enemy, im tired of dying
Fu*k you life just, bite me, tired of fighting
can't seem to find clarity, behind the scenes
My emotions are atrocious, but my thoughts are even more potent
Tell me please, what is my missing quotient
Need someone to save me from myself, before i rot in hell

[unfinished]

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Mon 07/23/12 04:58 PM
flowerforyou hehehe love this thread.

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Mon 07/23/12 04:55 PM
Still single, just recently had my 1 year singledom anniversary.

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Mon 07/23/12 04:51 PM

I sure hope so...lol


Yeah me to, otherwise i am screwed

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Mon 07/23/12 04:47 PM
I have dated outside my ethnic background before. I have yet to have sexual relations with anyone outside my background because i live in "white kingdom" now, i wouldn't be opposed to dating outside the "white man" just there aren't any other options here.

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Mon 07/23/12 04:45 PM

I get part of dating is asking questions but when your date is just asking too many questions and it starts feeling like and interview would you;
A) Pretend you are struck deaf
B) Give a clearly outrageous answer
C) Ask them a really embarrassing question
D) Excuse yourself to the bathroom and go home.or
E) Fill in your own solution.


Ask them why they are putting me on trial..

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Mon 07/23/12 04:44 PM
Yes.

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Mon 07/23/12 04:40 PM
I am about an hour from there

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Sat 06/16/12 08:41 PM
It's time to come to terms with the hurt i feel
thats all i really want, is to just really heal
I am tired of the lonely nights
but ill take them over all the fights
there's some people who mean a lot to me
but none of them know what i really mean
none of them can see deep inside of me
none of them see each time i bleed
There's only one who makes me feel whole
i just keep wasting my time chasing a ghost
just wanna go back to that moment
back to the first kiss
back to the time when you said it was all perfect
back to before when me and you were not worthless
back when you were still fake as ****
now we are all just faceless, and baseless
with no where to go, i have no place i can call my own
just ride the wind and see where it takes me
a million miles away from you, bay, just maybe
I want to know that life is real
and that pain isnt the only thing that we can feel
it is time to let go of the bottle
cause bay, i know you wont be at the bottom

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Sun 06/10/12 01:31 PM
Thankyou guys so much! you give me the courage to share my emotions. flowerforyou flowerforyou

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Sat 06/09/12 06:45 PM

Pretty much the same. lol

I like the new pic, BTW.

Thank You flowerforyou

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