She lies awake as the hours crawl by
He has made her so proud
Silently she prays for the day
He tells her it's finally over
It is no longer the life he wants to lead
Countless times she thought of running to him
Begging him to give it up
But it was not her right to be so selfish
He is her heart, her soul
And though the fear of losing him
Sometimes grips her like a vice
She must stand tall
Forget her own selfish fear
Of what might be
And stand behind him
Silently praying for the day
He tells her its finally over

awwww well thanks but you are MUCH MUCH MUCH more awesome than i am

you are totally awesome gurl but ya don't need me to tell ya that!! LOL keep up the awesome work

Growing up never in my wildest dreams
Did i think a love like yours would be found
Deeper than anything
Blind to all that is different
Never did i think any heart
Would take me as i am
Love me enough to spend a lifetime
Needing me as I need you
As I hold you close the world no longer matters
The verbal blows no longer felt
For once again it is just you and I
We have finally made it through
The hellish separation
Two years is much too long
To conceal the truth any longer
It is you i want by my side
Until the gates of heaven are in view
You are the answer to my every prayer

very nicely said frank

Don't you care?
Can't you see?
I am hurting, breaking inside
Always the strong one
Right now it is just too much
Just this once can't you help me up?
Hold me when the darkness closes in?
Can't you see?
I am hurting, breaking inside
Fear is taking hold
Squeezing every ounce of other emotions
From this soul
Yet they can not see
I am hurting, breaking inside
Wanting more than ever to stop time.
To keep you out of harms way
It is time to be brave
But i feel so small
I am hurting, breaking inside
Dreading they day you must go
Praying for your safe return.
All the while
I am hurting, breaking inside.

hehe kater i love your name and your pic! too cute!!

thanks guys

ALWAYS REMEMBER

As you prepare for each day
Wondering what might happen
Bravely doing what most cannot
Remember there is someone back home
Praying for you each night
Thinking of you every minute of every day
Your efforts are highly praised by one
If no one else
Never again do you have to feel
No one cares anymore
My friend you make me so proud
If ever you are lonely just rememer
I will stand behind you
Now and forever


A dedication to my awesomly sweet totally cool buddy Evan

gee then maybe i should try again

thanks ugh god i hate my brothers girlfriend its not obvios is it LOL

A little princess you are not
Looking at you all i see is an over-grown five year old snot.
Heartless and prissy
You make me sick with no concern for others
You have turned my brother into a cold heartless ****
How sad it is you must bring down
Those who already feel like
They are less than nothing
What makes you so much better than us?
Perhaps it is the money you have
The house?
Or the fact that you do not have to scape to get by
It is time someone brings you down
You have been on that high horse much too long
Here is a cold hard peice of reality
Listen closely
A little princess you are not

Is she crazy?
Or maybe she has just been through too much
Is she heartless?
No she has only been beaten down too low
She chooses not to feel
If she did your hateful words would destroy her
Is she crazy?
Or are you just too blind to see
The gaping hole in her heart
Where all the love and compassion used to be.
Is she crazy?
No she is not
Only heartbroken
Why you ask?
It is because you all wonder
Is she crazy?

im off to bed g'night still catchin up on sleep

thanks and i'll keep your son in my thoughts and prayers every single day just as i did for chris and just as i will do when my friend leaves at the end of this month

hey denise i need ur opinion...was i in the wrong for what i wrote? i posted it on myspace and have gotten nothin but **** for it

aww well thanks i'll do that hes home now thank god but hes still goin through a lot because of it and the way a lot of americans act makes me sick

my fave by far is reeces peanut butter cups they are the bomb!!!! i sent my boyfriend soooooooooo many of those while he was overseas

thats good pk but my bf has told me many many times it just seems like nobody cares anymore

hmm dont think ya could swing that country theres quite a few of us hehe