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| Topic: How Do You feel right now? - part 5 | |
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Now I wonder who is getting cursed out and why, after viewing that image from TMommy...
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Edited by
realcarebear
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Mon 03/07/16 07:24 PM
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I feel like quitting my job and mooning my boss as I go out the door.
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Wow I was on the Auckland motor way
Zoom zoom it felt like I was flying passing newer cars, leaving them to eat my dust. |
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I forgot the question.... *snorting*
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Feel like hugging and kissing Tmommy and dancing and jumping for joy for the insight she gave me in another topic.
I SO needed that insight at this very moment, esp after all the chit that went down when I was in the States. I'm in tears, so happy... maybe now I can finally let go of the guilt that I've been carrying around for over a decade. So thank you so so so so much!! 
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Hmmm. I feel good oh I feel really good..mmmhmm..ohhhhh..
Ohh.. wait a minute!!! it's not that type of topic is it..  
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relieved..
spoke to mum about everything i got rid of that load on my shoulders |
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Feel like hugging and kissing Tmommy and dancing and jumping for joy for the insight she gave me in another topic. I SO needed that insight at this very moment, esp after all the chit that went down when I was in the States. I'm in tears, so happy... maybe now I can finally let go of the guilt that I've been carrying around for over a decade. So thank you so so so so much!!
the reasons we come to for finally leaving a marriage or a relationship with our kid's father well those are ones we struggle with for a long time before realizing its time to go our kids...even our grown kids have a hard time understanding |
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Feel like hugging and kissing Tmommy and dancing and jumping for joy for the insight she gave me in another topic. I SO needed that insight at this very moment, esp after all the chit that went down when I was in the States. I'm in tears, so happy... maybe now I can finally let go of the guilt that I've been carrying around for over a decade. So thank you so so so so much!!
the reasons we come to for finally leaving a marriage or a relationship with our kid's father well those are ones we struggle with for a long time before realizing its time to go our kids...even our grown kids have a hard time understanding Yeah, you're quite right! And realized a bit later on that for us moms who have to go on with the kids, it's harder than for the one without... I mean.. they get to rage, scream and shout, stamp their feet and cry whenever they want to. I didn't mind the kids seeing that I was in pain, but I still had to do it in moderation lest I wouldn't totally upset them (even more). Seeing your mom cry is a deep-impact thing. Plus you have to juggle all that chit from jobs, being home on time to pick up kids from school etc etc, while the one without kids may be sad, but at least he doesn't have to constantly keep all them balls in the air. And we all know that, just that I don't think I gave myself enough credit for all of this. If any credit at all. Just buildup of guilt and feeling of having done something wrong. And stupid thing is, I wasn't even fully aware of that ... Time to set myself free! And f*** 'em, lol |
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Edited by
TMommy
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Wed 03/09/16 10:33 AM
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ya I tell myself someday I will slow down enough
to catch my breath, smell the roses been a whirlwind the last few years 2012 divided up house and assets moved to a new city got back into college got son in new school lived with brother for 6 months while going thru the divorce and fighting it out with attorneys discovered he as a raging alcoholic with violent tendencies got hell away from that crap son and I got our own apartment I finished my bachelor's degree 2015 he finished 8th grade and communion classes packed up our stuff and moved to another town applied and got accepted into graduate school found a part time job around my son's school schedule got my son into a very expensive parochial high school with a very good reputation here in town wheweee....got a 4.0 gpa my first semester of grad school and now...looking at moving once again this time across town to a better apartment in May still looking for a better job with a little better pay but...sometimes it's good to look back just to see how far you have come 
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Indeed! And I think this solar eclipse's energy & the new moon did what it said it would do: stir up things, old pains and so on.
Oh well, the only way is up :) Keep loving myself more and more and giving myself loads of pats on the back. 
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Wow I was on the Auckland motor way Zoom zoom it felt like I was flying passing newer cars, leaving them to eat my dust. Were you driving a Mazda....its the only car with "zoom zoom" so says the commercial....lol... |
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I feel the summer coming on...and not a day to early...
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I feel like OK well um yah I know right, you see the thing is I mean it's like that really lol Coffee get lots of coffee, why did I eat all those oreos today.
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Can I be on your to do list
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Stopped up with no relief in sight
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like there's spiders crawlin all over.. (just nailed ma first of the spring)
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I feel a little different with the subtle punk pixie hair cut... *pondering*
Receiving compliments from people... Even mom said it was 'attractive'... *gigglesnorting* |
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Yes, the hairstyle is not the only attractive feature... How about that smile..Oh! And Moms are always right... U can take that to the bank!!!
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