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Mon 11/15/10 08:03 PM
Be to Hot for you to keep tring to hold on to?

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Thu 11/11/10 05:02 PM
Put how many have learned to Like? Knowing and liking yourself should help you to love yourself, and know what type of Love you want from others.

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Tue 11/09/10 05:30 PM

It's not hearing him say 'your beautiful', it's feeeeling beautiful when he looks at me....
A look says a lot

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Tue 11/09/10 05:12 PM
When is hearing you are Beautiful, or Handsome enough?

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Sat 10/30/10 04:36 PM

:thumbsup: :thumbsup:
Niceflowers

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Fri 10/29/10 04:03 PM

Nicely said! except don`t call your life boring!
Thank You

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Fri 10/29/10 04:03 PM

flowerforyou peaceful.
Thank You

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Thu 10/28/10 08:12 PM
Sometime i hear that song, IM TIRED OF BEING ALONE. Most of the time when i am tired and alone, or when i want someone else to be there to share a moment, or a view. After i get passed that feeling. I enjoy within myself all of the interesting, and joyful things i have allowed in my life. It helps me to share them with people that have interest in them, and with people that i think could have some interest in them.

I call my life boring. But its Full. Its filled with, Air,Animals,Creatures,Colors,Buildings, Miles of Roads, Ups and Downs, Memories that are stored deep down inside, and the True Loves that mean the most to me.

As everyday passes, they get shorter. Who cares about Day Light Savings, Leap Year, or what you ate last week? I think the only thing that counts are the special moment you allow yourself to have in your life.



I Will Never Forget Me.


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Sun 10/24/10 12:45 AM

You shouldn't, but I always seem too.....

But I'm stupid like that.
slaphead

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Sun 10/24/10 12:39 AM
To a person, and they chop off your arm. Do you offer your other Hand?

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Sat 10/16/10 12:09 PM

boo!!!

dark, but i like that! does it continue? drinker
thank you:smile:

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Sat 10/16/10 06:25 AM
She was as black as the night. Not because she was from the Motherland. But because i burned her flesh until it bubbled and blackened like hot tar. I didnt burn her because i hate her. I burned her because she wouldnt have it any other way. If she was to be my soulmate, i had to make her suffer the same pain i did. She dint flinch or scream as i poured the gasoline over her body like scented massage oil. We looked into each others eyes as i bathed her body with what would unit us for eternity. She issed my hand before i lite the match, and then layed still. The flames rushed to the sky. Screams of joy could be heard for miles. The hellish smell of her flesh filled the air. The flames would burn until the Dark Angels blew then out. Then and only then would i have my eternal flame of happiness. We will walk the earth tearing away our prey skin. Wearing thier skins like a expensive Italian Suit, or a Vera Wang dress. Bathing in thier blood to soothe our charred bodies. Giving thanks to the Dark Angels for our everlasting after life.

Are you sure you are home alone?

Is there someone waiting for you to turn out the light?

Was that just a noise outside?

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Thu 10/14/10 05:48 PM
They keep telling me that i cant kill forever.

Who are they?

The voices of the dead, that are alive in my head.

I could have easily made them just victims.

But i wanted them to be my friends.

I wanted to give them love.

I wanted to make them feel safe and warm.

Like the blood that ran down my hand, from the wounds that i created all over thier bodies.

People might think i am a Monster.

They will think i have no feelings.

I am not a Monster.

I do have feelings.

I am not a Killer.

I am a Hunter.

What i do is for survival.

I dont eat my Prey.

But i do satisfy my hunger..

I openly stalk my prey.

I dont pounce, i purr into thier lives.

I lure them with charm.

I feed them what thier hearts and minds crave

There is no time limit for me to conquer them.

I make them as comfortable as a cancer victim in a hospice.

As long as they stay in the haze of my bliss, i will release thier souls from thier bodies.

I will rap my Black Halo around all that is good in there lives.

The Hunter can always spot the weak.

I will find you.

You will let me in.

You will crave me.

I will put you to sleep.




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Sat 10/09/10 04:11 PM


What is the worst feeling or physical reaction you have experienced from being Angry or Upset?



Upset....indignant?...sad?...mildly annoyed???...bereft?...please define....bigsmile

Angry...physical reaction- elevated heart rate, elevated breathing, surge of adrenalin, clearer vision, rapid thought processes, expansion of muscles (miniscule amount, not hulk-like!laugh )....

feeling- that I could have easily physically harmed another human being....that I was wanting to harm another.....that was the worst feeling.
Wowscared

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Sat 10/09/10 04:10 PM


What is the worst feeling or physical reaction you have experienced from being Angry or Upset?


THe last time I was really angry and upset I was in Dallas Texas. I gave away everything I owned, started drinking again(heaver that I ever had or have again) Blackedout, and woke up 3 months later in Detroit Mi.

Ten days later I went to Iraq as a contractor for a year, in hopes that I wouldn't come back.

As you can see, I'm still here.
No Homo, But i am glad you are still here. Thanks for sharing thatshades

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Sat 10/09/10 12:17 AM

how much do your past relationships influence your current or future relationships?
They have everything to do with me being alone for the past 4 years. I choose to do things different. That hasent attracted very many woman. But i dont have to deal with the things i put myself through in the past. I guess i will meet someone i click with when i least expect it.

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Fri 10/08/10 07:07 PM

feelings and behavior should be seperated as a subject... js.

when i get angry... i worry i might act on it.
A complete and clear meaning would help others understand what act on it means...js

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Fri 10/08/10 06:47 PM
What is the worst feeling or physical reaction you have experienced from being Angry or Upset?

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Sat 10/02/10 05:26 PM
YOU DONT CARE HOW ITS DONE BECAUSE ITS DONE FOR YOU.

MY SWEAT IS DOLLOR SIGNS FOR YOUR HAPPINESS.

MY YES EXPOSES MORE OF THE FOOL YOU SEE.

YOUR MIND IS AT REST AS I WRESTLE TO FILL YOUR NEEDS.

A BLACK HEART LIVES IN YOU.

YOU WILL SUFFER FROM THE SUFFERING YOU BRING TO OTHER.

YOU WILL.

PROMISE

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Tue 09/07/10 04:21 PM

I tend to like older guys, just because they seem to be more educated. I think you are handsome(minus the wig) no offense. Age wouldnt matter to me as long as you know what the hell you are talking about during a conversation.
The wig was to make my son laugh. He took a picture with a wig on also. Thank you, of course you know you are Beautiful.flowerforyou

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