I have personaly never had any problems with UPS FED EX or any other shipping company only ones I've ever had problems with is the damn USPS (United States Postal Service) thast right the good old post office. Anyways I've just never had problems but then again I'm smart enough to do my Christmas shopping be it online or not at least a month before Christmas but thats just me. BTW I order all my Video Games from Amazon.com and I'm a hardcore gamer, so yeah, I've had a lot of packages sent to me via UPS.

the lonelyness and depression btw great bond pic

Ive always said the meanign of life is death we start dieing from the very moment we are born. Every secound lived is a step closer to the inevitable. So why worry about it just do as much with your life as you can while you still can. After all its not quantity that matters its quality that makes the difference. Life is too short have fun.

Well since my last post got some good reviews I decided to bring out some of my other works for your enjoyment so here goes I'll all include how old I was when I wrote the poems originaly. I also made some corrections to them using spell check ect lol so here goes.

Nevermore Age: 13
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You say you love me,
I say yeah sure.
You say you need me,
I point towards the door.
You say your sorry you hurt me,
You hurt many me times before.
As I lean and slowly close that door,
I quote the raven’s song,
Nevermore.

Bleed Age: 16
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I feel the blade,
Now cutting in.
Warm,
Wet,
Sticky,
Sweet.
The pain searing,
Burning,
Building now,
It doesn’t match the pain you caused me.
The lights fade,
My body goes cold and weak,
Nightmare born from a dream.
I will always love you,
Loved you I always have.
Once a hundred dreams come true,
You asked me what I’d do for you.
This is my answer,
Through and through,
I will bleed and die for you.


The Stranger Age: 25
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I never thought I could love someone,
I really never knew.
And then the night came,
When I met you.
It was strange and frightening,
All at once.
What to make of it,
I had no clue.
You told me that you wouldn’t hurt me,
You’d always lend a hand.
When I was in trouble,
You’d help me make my stand.
You brought a smile to me face,
And joy to my heart.
To tell u how I felt,
I couldn’t even start.
So instead I lean close,
And whisper as you sleep.
I love you now,
And in my heart,
You forever I will keep.

Well hope you enjoyed please leave me comments or feel free to send me mail to let me know even if its just to tell me you think they sucked lol.

J. McFann 5/9/2008

Yeah Burnning Desire belive it or not I wrote when i was 13 years old and The Dream I wrote just a few hours ago.

I know i typo a lot give it up for the dyslexic poet lol

Burrning Desire
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Hatred burnning,
Love returning,
The dieing lost without a trace.
When we the loveless,
Learn to love,
We will be loved,
With burnning desire.

The Dream
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I see you there.
Looking at me from across the flame.
Your eyes reflecting the low fire light.
Am I dreaming or is this real?
Reallity is so hard to tell sometimes.
Then I feel it,
As if slipping away,
It all fades to black,
As if to some far forgotten land of old.
I wake with tears on my pillow,
And then weep.
For u were only a dream,
And are now gone.

J. McFann 2008