I feel nothing but this darkness inside of my soul
I want nothing, I want no one
I want to scream into the nothing that I miss you
That not knowing anything about you corrodes my insides

I would like to tell you that I miss your kisses, your details, you
I miss what we were for long or short our time together
I miss getting lost in your eyes in your being
I miss your kisses on my lips, your hands between mine

I would like to run to that empty place
So that I can forget you, forget how I feel
The uncertainty of not knowing what you feel for me
This uncertainty of not knowing if you need me

I would like to cry, dry my eyes with tears
So that I won't think of you anymore
I would like to get lost in my world
And once again, belong to it

I would like to know what you gave me
That I can't get out you out of my heart
Tell me how to forget you, how do I kill your memories
To not feel the emptiness every time I say your name

I would like to know why I love you so much
If I know that you are not for me
I would like to stop walking around where you are
Because to know that you are there and not with me, hurts me so deeply for not being the one that is with you

I would like to let you go and I swear I am trying
But the memories of your love, your caresses, your words
Take me back to those moments in where we seemed so in love

I would like to know why you spent so much love in me
If at the end you would leave me without you
I would like to know if what we felt was real
Or was it only the moment that made you tell me all those things that won my heart involuntarily

I would like you to tell me that everything was a lie
That you never cared about me, that you don't love me
But looking deeply inside your heart, you couldn't
Because even if the love you had for me was as small as a tiny pebble on the beach
To know that you did love me relives my tired soul just a little

I would like to see you, feel you, hold you
Let you know without words all you mean to me
I would like to convince myself that I would never see you again
So that it would be easier to find my way to forget you.

wow this really hits home. it auctually made me cry

OMG! Really? I know just the feeling believe me Thanks for taking the time to read it.

very good

i was waiting for more of your work and this does not disappoint

That's very nice to hear KC. Thank you so much.

excellent

I like the fact that there's somthing better around the corner, I keep faith that it will happen in due time when my guard is down and I'm just being me.

Very truly spoken nuenjins i know that there is someone out there that will love me for who i am. Thanks.

thanks mirror

OMG...
This is so beautiful...
I'm almost 2 years out of my Divorce
and still feel every word...
Thank you..
Angel

thank you for writing it. its good to know im not the only one hurting

Unfortunately you are not the only one hurting

Thanks angel for taking the time to read this and I hope your pain goes away soon.

if u ever wanna talk im here for ya

awesome write

Wonderfully written and speaks to the heart...

i would like to say that was so beautiful and i can relate to that exactly and i really enjoyed it alot take care xoxoxo

lilbannie thanks 4 reading. Take care yourself

artgurl

pkh thanks much