Sister

A rare balance of flowing energies

How do you feel right now?

I feel like smiling
I feel like winking

Let us be happy, there are still people,
who respects our wishes.

Let us be grateful, we can still hope,
others are just really jaded.

Let us wink at each other,
it might just be for fun,
who knows? it might turn
to "laughing our hearts out"

I thought that is what the forum is for.
Expressing who we are.

As long as who you are matches with what u have
declared in the public,
then acceptance is no longer a problem
even before you actually meet.
It will only be a problem if, what you are
saying in the forum is not actually true,

because the foundation,
of why your partner accepted you
& gives his/her valuable time for
you in the first place -
is because of what you have claimed, said
and implied in the forum.



Just my take, it can be different with others:

With all due respect,
I do not think it is anyone's responsibility
to convince yourself to trust someone-

Trust comes from within you.
If you cannot trust your gut & heart
and will always be dependent:

on how others see things,
on how others perceive things,
on how others interpret things,


because u are too lazy to do
your own rationalizing & hard thinking,

because u are gullible enough to
accept 2ndhand implied information
that can be right or wrong,

because u are jaded enough to
jump to immediate conclusions,
every time someone insinuated,
& u cannot even 2nd guess the motive.

...then by all means do not waste
both your time & your new partner's.

Love again only,
if u already have the guts & heart
to judge him/ her,
based on your own investigation,
based on you own confirmation,

love is too precious to base it only
on others people judgement, who 's
real motive we could only speculate.

I dont know with other women,
but lets just say,

there are just experiences
best savored with eyes close
mouth, tongue & body language
focused on that certain intensity
& if an actual sound is audible,
im sure it is gibberish

talk will only be possible
after the tired- naughty smile
or the still-teasing naughty smile

In honor of an inspiring thread, I have never seen before
but is very grateful that I have the privilege of reading right now


Being deeply loved by someone
gives you strength,

While loving someone deeply
gives you courage.

coachella dweller (orly nail polish )

I have not seen my ex boyfriend for more than a decade, but I do not think I can be friends with him, even now.

It might work with other people seeing their ex,
because they have someone in common like kids & close friends,
but I do not think I had it in me to be platonic with someone
I have been intimate with, and have given everything I have and
still it did not work out.
Seeing him again, will remind me of my biggest failure.
Seeing him again, will remind me of the years I struggled just to
get him out of mind and system, because I know he deserves someone better.
It is enough for me to know that he is happy now, and that I have move on.
Friendship? Not in this lifetime.

A look in the moon, and the smell of the
cold night breeze, and I'm back hoping,
no matter how things are,
I thought that is good enough.

Until I knew someone like u online,
U just re define hope & optimism in
my personal dictionary Ma'am,
I am humbled to met u online.

Sometimes I want to run away from u,
because someday I might disappoint u again,
but sometimes like today after reading a post
from someone who knew u well,
I just wish, I could give u a hug,
I just wish, I can take care of u for a day,
to thank u for reminding people like me
that to hope is one of the best things in the world.

Wow!

Let us be happy with what we have.
Others have less.

Let us be grateful with the people who likes us
despite who we are.

Let us smile at each other,
who knows it might turn into a grin,
then into a hearty laughter

Yin Yang Quotes

Wondering

I have zero tolerance for physical abuse.
I will not put up with people who hurts others physically to get
what they want.

Back to Back Re-Watched:

In the Blood of Gina Carano

Salt of Angeline Jolie


Both Movies kind of reminded me of this:

Disciple Caine: Master, do we seek victory in contention?

Master Kan: Seek rather not to contend.

Caine: But shall we not then be defeated?

Master Kan: We know that where there is no contention, there is neither defeat nor victory.
The supple willow does not contend against the storm, yet it survives.

Master Kan: Avoid, rather than check. Check, rather than hurt. Hurt, rather than maim. Maim, rather than kill. For all life is precious, nor can any be replaced.

Probably not the right time
for me to ask 'bout Finding Courage
& Finding Israel in the inbox.

Just my uprfont way in saying here in the board
I just dont miss your "finding israel" update,
but your presence & humor.

I dont particularly care how other people
will interpret it, just want u to know,
that 1 of the reasons, I always go back
here is because of your writing.
I learn a lot from them.
They make me reflect.
I do have books in Psychology & Religion
though I am not a huge fan,
but the way you present it here in
the forum is waaayy cooler & interesting.

Of Rough Days-
..that challenging?

of intentions-
Warm thoughts of
friendship &
Positive vibes for u

Whew!

the pics are almost poetic
in a contemporary way
Ms. Rains

This first one is at low tide and the the tide goes all the way to the cliffs..

low-tide ocean water,
reflecting gray skies
isolating one's mood,
evoking sentiments of
serenity as time flies
when inner feelings viewed.






Fishing fleet kind of awesome...

taken from a distance,
taken as a souvenir,

pictured from afar,
felt from within.




Russian church that is still in use has been for over 100 years. Which may not sound like a lot but since My state didn't become a state til the 50's

of lines & designs,
of faith & spirituality
of prayers & shrines,
of souls & individuality

I miss the way u rock ms. storm

yes

Pansytilly? Hahaha I still miss the girl until now.

This is just my take,
it can be different with others.

On healthy couple relationship:

-sex is an expression of love.
-sex can even be a gauging factor
of one's passion & chemistry to the
one u are in love with.


Percentage?
Lets just say for me,if u decided to
live the rest of your life with someone
u are in love with & compatible with,
u would know that even if the passion wanes,
& sex is not as great as the first decade u are
with that person,
tenderness, intimacy & devotion
would always still flow,
as long as u strive both to make happy memories
while battling the odds that will always test your love,
with each other.

Paul Walker & Steve Kerr (Warriors Head Coach)

I will listen to him talks,
whatever he wants to talk about &
then I will get to ask him questions,
then watch the way he smiles regardless
of what we are eating & what music we are listening