Today, I give myself the permission
to stop liking you.

I choose not to be tempted by
others because I really like you.

I am always single minded in who I like.

I just thought we are not on the same page.
And I misunderstood you like I always do
and you misunderstood me.
I even make excuses for your posts
in my head, everytime I logged out.

I just realize that you never like me
and will never like me.
You just want to confuse people.
For what motive I do not know.

I think I need someone who see me
as I am.
And who can accepts me as I am.

This song has been in my
recent playlist for quiet some
time now because of u.

I know I am not in love with you,
I just like you,
but I feel like I am
broken hearted.

Have a good life.

Last Song for you:


Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest - Elton JOhn

What have I got to do to make you love me?
What have I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And to wake to find that you're not there

What do I do to make you want me?
What have I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when it's all over?
And sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd

It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh, it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad, so sad
It's a sad, sad situation
And it's getting more and more absurd

It's sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over?
Oh, it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

What do I do to make you love me?
What have I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word

1.a souvenir keychain from my boss
2.an advise that I have taken heed
3.an instant message that makes me smile

^^^^^^Nice one Ma'am:)
It makes me ponder.

But -
If I will ever get a chance to live with a man-
I really want to get married to him first hahaha
I just cannot do it halfway

I actually want to cook for my man,
but I am not that good.
I am willing to do all the household chores
except planning the meal every day

I am a heavy metal fan, and I may end up
with a man who does not appreciates it,
I would like to marry someone who at least
will allow me to listen to it
and not make me give it up.

I have childhood issues with alcohol, whiskey
in particular,
took me most of my adult life to
overcome that fear of alcohol.
It is very important for me
to marry someone, who knows
how to control himself in
alcohol intake.

I think this is self explanatory.



I checked your profile and when did you register in Mingle because of this line:)^^^^

Well, what I can say is, either you are a lucky man or a gullible man. either of the 2. Or a combination.

I have been here more than 60 days on this dating site, but only people who I never saw in the forum instant message me with their phone numbers which means they will be blocked the moment I logged in here.

I never receive an instant message with a phone number from anyone here in the forum, both man and woman, and for that I am grateful.

I never receive an instant message with an fb account from anyone here in the forum with any man, for that I am grateful too.

Why am I grateful?

Because I realize that while it is okay to wear your heart on your sleeve while replying to a post or giving your take, people on line always:

misinterprets
misunderstands

other posts.. I am guilty of these most of the time.
but even those people who have been here for
quiet some time, do it too, intentionally and unintentionally.

I am seldom in the same page with everyone.
Which makes you really scared and tend to be wary or distrustful.

Then there are those who loves to: (and I really think this is deliberate)

misleads -
sabotage -
instigates -
confuses -

So if you get a phone number Kudos for you.
You have just been here few days and u are provided those.
But see where does it lead u?
This is 1 of the examples why people like me hold back.

Me, I am glad I am never tempted to give my phone number
and fb account to any man here in Mingle.

I am very glad & grateful I take heed of those advises
given to me by well-intentioned people.

At least, people may bully or reject me
unintentionally or intentionally
but I am still safe, thousands of miles away from people
who wish me harm.



Few days here and you are tempted to meet?
You must really be a risk taker and have so much time
in your hand.

If you really love yourself and this is not just some bs,
then take time to be cautious.

^^^^^ nyahahaha one can only hope
but very tempted to make it a requirement

gee..
this is fun

the man I will have to marry
wouldn't mind if I am not a chef.
I do not have the gift,
I'm willing to buy a take out for both of us
with my own money

the man I will have to marry
wouldn't mind loud music now & then.

the man I will have to marry
should know how to limit himself
on alcohol intake.

Salivating DroolingHahahahaha
Best for casual cream-skin tone sleeveless short sheath!

I really love these ^^^^ except -



I have always thought that the opposite of fear is courage or
bravery.
May I know the reason why it is faith?
Faith is synonymous to acceptance, confidence or conviction or a combination of the 3.

I am always attracted to a man
who appreciates music & good decision makers.

I caught myself getting attracted to a man
who have abundant doses of common sense.

I realize I am always attracted to a man
who actually gets my point of view,
it does not even matter if he agrees or disagrees.
It is the idea that he actually "gets what I mean"
that makes him attractive.

I am always attracted to a man,
who does not mind really much about
the lyrics of a song,
but appreciates more the music and
impact of the song.

I can really learn from this^^^^
Nice one Sir:)

Ms. Trish!
This rocks

My quote of the day is for an old friend:)

Still for you.
Was.Is. & Always Will

My Sacrifice - Creed

Hello my friend, we meet again
It's been awhile, where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart are memories
-------------------------------
Oh, I remember

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share of ups and downs
Oh how quickly life can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and within your mind
Let's find peace there

When you are with me, I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

When you are with me I'm free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
Cause when you are with me I am free
I'm careless, I believe
Above all the others we'll fly
This brings tears to my eyes
My sacrifice, My sacrifice

I just want to say hello again
I just want to say hello again

My sacrifice.

For You.
Few More Days
Is all I ask.
Was. Is. & Always Will

(I took the liberty of
removing words that are not appropriate)



Home - Daughtry

I'm staring out into the night,
Trying to hide the pain.
I'm going to the place where love
And feeling good don't ever cost a thing.
And the pain you feel's a different kind of pain.

Well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
-----------------------------------
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
-----------------------------------
So I'm going home.
Well I'm going home.

The miles are getting longer, it seems,
The closer I get to you.
I've not always been the best man or friend for you.
But your love remains true.
And I don't know why.
You always seem to give me another try.

So I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
---------------------------------
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
---------------------------------

Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all,
And then some you don't want.
Be careful what you wish for,
'Cause you just might get it all.
You just might get it all, yeah.

Oh, well I'm going home,
Back to the place where I belong,
---------------------------------
I'm not running from.
No, I think you got me all wrong.
I don't regret this life I chose for me.
-----------------------------------------
-----------------------------------------
So I'm going home.
I'm going home.

For you.
Was.Is & Always will.

One Friend - Dan Seals

http://youtu.be/zgWIyTuu9hY

Today, I remember you,
because of a username
I came across in the Forum.

Will you allow me
to miss you?

Today, I stopped myself,
from making your name &
Birthday as my password.

Will I ever be as strong
& steadfast as you?

Today, I was able to
check your sisters pics
without checking you,
Just to see if I can.

Will I ever be as
brave as you?

Today, you reminded me
of my being an only daughter,
with a loving rebuke.

Will you ever stop
understanding me?

Today, I like someone
more than I have like
any other man.

Will you be happy for me?

Give me, few more days,
and I will be there,
the way you have always
been there for me.

Was. Is. & Will always be.

1. a call from my eldest brother
2. Skinned Knees not infected
3. a post in Mingle forum

quote]

"In an intercultural dating situation (2 people with different cultural or national backgrounds), at what point can you state you are a couple (boyfriend/girlfriend)? What are the markers? "


You will be a couple after:

1. You both have acknowledge to a body/ group that you
like and want to date each other. Example Mingle Forum

Why?
No room for deceit.
What is said in the instant message should
match what is said in the forum.

To make sure you are exclusive and
serious in dating each other.

2. You video talk and check each other if what is
one is declaring is true or not.

why?
Before you fall in love with the person
at least check him/ her if what he/she declared
online is true.Healthier & Safer for both parties.

3. You have decided both to never involve money in
your online dating relationship.

Why?
No room for scamming.
No room for Host & parasite issue
No room for being taken for granted.
So the respect and sincerity is always intact while getting
to know each other and see if the relationship is
worth it.
To make sure if u really can love him/ her no matter
what he/she have or does not have.




If you love him/her I think sensitivity & adjustment is always important, even if you are
in the same country, culture or not.

But what I cant understand is why the need to let the person
u love go through all the
adjustments? It contradicts with acceptance.

Why would I follow your customs & traditions?
When I do not believe in them?
I love you.I only believe in you not your country, not your culture.
Do I have to please everyone to gain your approval?
You know I have always been like this from the very start?
why start demanding about your customs, religion, country or culture
now that we are a couple? What happen to acceptance?

While we all want to please the one we love.
We could never please everyone, who have
different customs, traditions, culture & lifestyle.

Respect to what he believes & his culture.
Yes.Very important in fact. But-
My responsibility for adjustments & sensitivity is
to the one I choose to love & immediate love ones.
Not to his/her culture. Not to his/her country.

Just my take. It might be different with other Minglers.

Mountain Breeze.
Restless Heart.
I close my eyes
and Breathe.

Rivers Winding
Restless Soul.
I close my eyes
and Smiles.

Cold Beer.
Restless Spirit.
I close my eyes
and Drinks.

For the Weekend,
it quenches the
heart, the soul,
the spirit,
and the thirst.

Wow!

I am not very particular with
lyrics right now but I really
love the intro of this song
and I like the kick -a$$ way
the guitars sounds in this song:


Sweet Child of Mine - Gun's n Roses

American Pie 1