if you want to insure keeping as close to your birth plan as possible then see if you can hire a doula . . . otherwise remember as you are laboring that you are enduring for the best start of your baby . . . you can do it. it is not a crazy idea, women did it for thousands of years this way. i am a working doula and practice vedic medicine so this source is valid. good luck, enjoy!!!

the man i belong to . . .

beautiful young woman . . . rate? i dunno, you dont say much . . .

first of all we dont hurt the ones we love . . . the ones we love hurt because they love . . . love hurts ... a lot.

second of all i dont necessarily agree with the time needed, i believe that everything happens for a reason and one never knows. she might have left you now because the woman that is just right for you is just around the corner and had you been with the one that just left you might not have connected.

my philosophy goes something like this. break ups hurt, but our perception can alter the type of pain. you see, there is no way this woman was meant to be with you forever or she would naturally not have been able to let you go. . . and if she is not meant for you then someone else is and the same goes for her. it is not personal, it is not about how you look or what you do.

there are amazing men in this world ... lots and lots, but i only belong to one of them. i dont want a great guy, i want MY GUY. so .. . . that being said, love changes roles, it does not have to go away.

she is not the one for you and if you think she was great than imagine how great the one that is meant for you is.

smiles.

sounds like you needed new friends anyway . . .

yes i would . . . i would sneak one while he was hugging me . . .

whatever the details he is not finding value in a meeting . . . he is probably not what he seems either, chalk it up as lesson learned and move on. good luck!

<--- loves sleeping with a window open

yo.

hmmmm i guess like on the cheek . . . cuz she seems nice enough.

the gang thing could influence my rate in way that might make me rate higher than i actually want to so . . . i am gonna pass on the rate and say i am sure there is some lil shorty that would love to be yours....

ima old anyway . .. my opinion means nothing.

huh? que?

the happier you are the more attractive you will be to others . . . you look great!

<--chews up the meat . . . spits out the bones . . .

<--- thinks when you search for something it is easy to overlook something better right in front of you.

i think it is just right . . . it really is.

absolutely not.

perception is everything . .

i am just back after being gone a long time . . . wow look at all the change . . . smiles to everyone!

ciao babes . . im off!