unconditional love . . . you should not be committed with out it.

muchas gracias the point i needed to make is made!

so . . .

but they are perfect first and for a moment

lay down with me still and quiet, and know this . .

i choose to give to you a part of me . .

for an experience belonging only to us . .


do not see my eyes . . . but the way they look at you


do not feel my fingertips . . . but the way they touch you


do not feel my body pressed to yours . . . . but my soul inside . .

as it moves with dance and song . . . in joy of our closeness



and pull from me, the parts I know not yet . . . and take them to you . .

so I can learn them, by feeling them . . . from you as you give them back

maybe a foto where you don't look so married and possibly might be wearing a smile? information and a clearer description of what you are looking for might help as well . . . so you are getting divorced????

ya . . what i said, ya geez . . . so gahrosss

then you have been doing it with the wrong woman or women . . . or was this meant to be literal for laughs??

ciao bella and enjoy!

so it seems i was his last straw, he has changed his profile cursing all women here and being sooooo ugly! sad really. for the record, he emailed me about my looks this morning, i thought maybe based on his words in his profile i would want to learn more and decided to write when i had more time, i signed back on to do so and found a message from him apologizing for giving me a nice message since i thought i was too good for him. and so on and so forth, i never once said anything bad but only that he was incorrect about my intentions . . . . .

ya, it just feels like i should be allowed time to think and be sure about what i respond with . . . it is respectful really.

so i just got ripped a new one by someone i was taking time to get back to because i was possibly interested. i try to answer all my messages. i just reactivated and have a lot to answer right now, some might get overlooked but so far i think i have done a good job. i feel terrible, he accused me of thinking i was too good for him (something i would never do). does this happen a lot? is there something i could have done to prevent this . . . ?

this was such a good idea! i would love to help but just back after a long while and feeling just as green . . . happy day!

to send one message to all my friends or mutual matches? i am about to deactivate and want to let them know now would be the time to contact me . . . before i go.

i am thinking about de activating . . . tons of emails, tons of these kooky mutual matches . . . my emails are not from those on my matches . . . so are they interested in being on my mutual match list or being an actual mutual match.

you know who you guys are . . . let me know

should i stay or should i go?

the bestest . . .

stay true to yourself, keep the honesty . . . her problem not yours:)