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Wed 03/31/10 07:08 PM
He Said / She Said
M. E. Martin



He said “Let me love you right now in this moment”
You are everything I prayed for not someone down the road
No-one but you, you are all I see all I need
I don’t need to look any further you are she

She said “You make me nervous and just a little bit scared”
I can’t tell you how many times I been down that road
I am trying to protect my heart; I’m not trying to get hurt
I don’t know if I can see the place where you and I exist

He said “Take my hand and hold on to me tight”
Let love rule you heart just this once take that chance
I know you’ve been hurt I can feel it when I hold you
But can’t you see I just want to love you

She said “What if I’m wrong like I have been in the past”
How do I let go of all the hurt pain and distrust
What if I make that mistake again giving my heart and then it ends
How can I be sure you won’t let me go; and I am alone once more

He said “I can’t take away all those things inside you”
You have to give them up and let yourself be free
I know it’s hard but I can see you as
My lover my friend my comfort my wife

She said “It’s time to let it all go and trust in myself”
Let the hurt bleed out but keep the lessons it has taught
I might still be a little bit scared but that won’t stop me
From letting you be my lover my friend my comfort your wife

He said “I am eternally grateful for the love you have given me”
She said “I am honored that you loved me when I was scared”
He said “Hold on tight get ready for the time of your/our life”
She said “Love me now right here in this moment and don’t let me go”








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Wed 03/31/10 01:19 PM
Oh so lovely! Great write for sure.

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Wed 03/31/10 07:56 AM
Nicely done....

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Mon 03/29/10 07:33 PM
Nice...very nice.

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Tue 03/23/10 08:45 AM
Very nicely done....

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Tue 03/16/10 09:20 AM
Good job! I like this one a lot.

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Tue 03/16/10 07:08 AM

We started off kind of busy setting our pride aside.
She said my name so gently getting my spirit to rise.
Cool how we’ve matching humor and taste in merlot wine.
Her birthday’s in late September, coincidently so is mine.

If I could have it my way all I’d need is her.
Any other necessities seem to be a vague blur.
Catch me in the desert heat drinking tequila & hot cocoa.
I’m searching the sands for signs of solace trying to not go loco.

In Loves chokehold I resist frenetically for air to breathe.
My heart beats slower & slower pathetically I tried to make it stop.
I fell limp on cloud 8 after Love released me.
Wanting flavor everlasting drenched in whip cream with a cherry on top.

She used to call me Pop but I’m not her daddy.
Whatever I need to do to get her back I’d do it gladly.
You can spit in my face then turn me around and stab me.
Tell me its organic apple juice when it smells like rotten crab pee.

How faultily I feel as Lonely once again takes my hand.
He guides me on the way throughout this very familiar land.
Offering condolences but pushing as to the edge I get closer.
One kick in the butt, things went from real cool to not kosher.

I swirled my spoon in the batter risking thickening her oven.
She said a buns cooking because we practiced gloveless loving.
Had me chained in a dungeon 3 weeks peeling spuds & chopping onions.
When her aunt Flow showed I realized she was running me for my grunions.

I fell so hard open mouthed flat on my face.
Now I know exactly how dirt and asphalt in hell taste.
Such a blatant act of deception but it’s my line to tow.
Thought I could make a bad thing good but I just didn’t know.

Such a melancholy ending to what began very promising.
In retrospect it really shouldn’t be so astonishing.
There are those who want only, never knowing how to give.
I’d rather die in heated passion then be loathed, alone and not truly live.



Go head Mr Brown! Much respect...

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Sun 03/14/10 08:59 PM

This was really nice


I am glad you liked it...MIG

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Sun 03/14/10 08:58 PM

Very nice-this deeply touched me. I have lived this over and over with the same man. Sending hugs your way-great to read your work again.flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah I have lived this one once too many times. By getting it out this way, it sets me free and him...Thanks PKD for the kind words

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Fri 03/12/10 12:09 PM

:smile: flowerforyou


Thanks Cy....

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Wed 03/10/10 03:08 PM
Awww how sweet...

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Wed 03/10/10 03:07 PM
Lovely, just lovely.

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Wed 03/10/10 03:05 PM

drinker flowerforyou drinker
:heart: Good to see you again Em


Good to be back MsTeddy....

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Wed 03/10/10 03:05 PM


The Trick Bag
M.E. Martin



I fell for it, again, I put my heart in your hands once more
And for the second time you took it and you played with it
How can I trust anyone else when I trusted you, you who said he would take
Care of my heart like you promised but like every word you speak this was a lie

So here I am stupified as I see you go along your merry way
With someone else someone whom I thought would be me
And I curse myself for taking that chance one more time
For allowing you even a single chance to hurt me again

What is wrong with me that I can still love someone
Who loves me only sometimes only wants me sometimes
When he can’t find anyone who wants him then
He comes running to back to me because he knows I love him

So what is wrong with me that I can still loves someone
Who can’t or won’t love me they way I need to be loved
This is the first time I have asked this question
Now I guess the answer is up to me

I will love me the way I want to be loved
I will stop asking for what is impossible for you to give
I will realize that loving me starts with me and ends with me
I will stop taking that phone call I will stop waiting for that phone call

I can’t live in the trick bag forever, I have step out and look
Around but mostly look at mtself and ask why I keep letting you in
I will find the answers inside me, inside my soul I will find me
So please know, there will be no more tears raining from my heart

I will let you go and I wish you the very best
I will pray that you find someone you can love to your fullest
I will send you back to her and pray you find peace
I will love you always but I will love me more

Peace…..



I absolutely love this!!!! "tears raining from my heart"---perfect!!!

drinker drinker drinker

Thank you KiKi...

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Tue 03/09/10 09:18 AM





For many years this man came to me in my sleeping place
and haunted me in waking hours, this nameless man without
a face. Night after night of slumber...he stimulates
my body, heart and mind. I awake.. once again he's gone, so
elusive, so hard to find.

Then in the solace of the mountains with beauty all around,
my light expands, my spirit soars, my essence is unbound.
There's a lightness in my step and a softening in my chest..
the karmic wheel has made a turn and I've been truly
blessed.

In the peace of the woods underneath an ancient tree...
a satori, a knowing of the beautiful gift that is "we".
The nameless, faceless man isn't any more. Feelings of
gratitude swell in my heart as I knock down the wall
and open the door.

With the glory of the Universe and the power of the fire
I use my will and might and send an arrow full of love and
desire. The joy, the thrills, the laughter and the smiles..
you and only you can give this to me from across the
miles.

I'm longing to tell and show you I appreciate your
thoughtful loving ways. It's my hope of the Gemini dream
come true..knowing you love me gets me through my days.


LJS March 08, 2010


Wow...thanks for gifting us with this one...

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Tue 03/09/10 06:56 AM





we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah living and learning is what makes it all worth it....






...or makes one think about moving to a remote island in the south pacific


LOL well that has been a thought when plans don't work out like you hoped. Or maybe send them to the remote island...






what? and miss out on a perfectly good excuse for a vacation? no way!


Hmmmm you have a point there K...*MzEm rearranging thought process*

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Tue 03/09/10 06:55 AM

MzEm...You rock always...flowerforyou


Thanks Ainjel, I alwayls like to hear from you...

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Tue 03/09/10 06:54 AM

Love----------THAT WORD!!!

We all see it with such amazing wonder and meanings.

Yet what is LOVE,,really?

Nothing but a bond between two friends who feel the same towards each other, and wish to always be with the other!
THATS LOVE,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,

One can break-it down to MANY other things,,,BUT

IF a couple HAS THAT,,,,,,THEY WILL BE IN LOVE....
And way to many people sweat the little things,,,
ME,,,,,,just looking for my best female friend.


But THIS IS A VERY COOL WRITE!!!!!And so true to how many have been
touched by some bad friends,,,winkflowerforyou :heart: :wink:


Thanks Iam4u--yeah that one best friend that loves you even when you have cold and haven't brushed your hair in a couple of days LOL

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Mon 03/08/10 09:53 PM



we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah living and learning is what makes it all worth it....






...or makes one think about moving to a remote island in the south pacific


LOL well that has been a thought when plans don't work out like you hoped. Or maybe send them to the remote island...

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Mon 03/08/10 09:35 PM

we live and we learn...

nice open look into this subject

flowerforyou flowerforyou


Yeah living and learning is what makes it all worth it....

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