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Topic: How Do You feel right now? - part 19
delightfulillusion's photo
Mon 04/26/21 02:31 AM

Thank you, Slim Gym!!
These are the times I hate not being able to physically help anymore.
But I can be there for him for support, guidance etc. which is
something he needs in dire situations as well.
His dad only yells and whines and judges. I always keep a level head.
Kids need that in times of trouble.

Today time to focus on my own life. My cleaning lady is coming over.
And I don't feel like that much, but life goes on. For now.


Hope things improve for your son Crystal and I’m glad he has you to go to when things get tough flowerforyou

OT - Glad that I got that bit of DIY done.....phew!

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Mon 04/26/21 03:06 AM


Thank you, Slim Gym!!
These are the times I hate not being able to physically help anymore.
But I can be there for him for support, guidance etc. which is
something he needs in dire situations as well.
His dad only yells and whines and judges. I always keep a level head.
Kids need that in times of trouble.

Today time to focus on my own life. My cleaning lady is coming over.
And I don't feel like that much, but life goes on. For now.


Hope things improve for your son Crystal and I’m glad he has you to go to when things get tough flowerforyou

OT - Glad that I got that bit of DIY done.....phew!

Thanks, Delightful! Seems 2021 is quite hectic, hihi.
I actually think what happened is a major wake-up call from spirit for him.
He had one before, when he had his accident last year and permanently damaged
his wrist.
I just hope it's sinking in by now. He's supposed to step up and do something
different than he's been doing so far. He told me last night what he now feels
he should be doing. I hope he remembers and takes actions towards that once the
dust settles.

Mrmxb's photo
Mon 04/26/21 01:30 PM
there are various feelings that can be told/said differently recently.

Slim gym 's photo
Mon 04/26/21 01:46 PM

Thank you, Slim Gym!!
These are the times I hate not being able to physically help anymore.
But I can be there for him for support, guidance etc. which is
something he needs in dire situations as well.
His dad only yells and whines and judges. I always keep a level head.
Kids need that in times of trouble.

Today time to focus on my own life. My cleaning lady is coming over.
And I don't feel like that much, but life goes on. For now.




its true . Kids need all the help they can get . And yeah it does help if at least one parent is level headed and offers strong support . Also i like the kids to come to me when they need help and some guidance , rather than me asking if they need the same ....

OT : Glad I had no physio today so I could take a walk in the park, on this beautiful day!

no photo
Mon 04/26/21 04:39 PM
Totally excited! I saw a grizzly bear today for the first time. It was as I was leaving work. The bear was crossing the road and heading towards the store. Fortunately I was in my car, lol.

Also feeling pretty special... I called housing today to find out when I'll be moving to the other place. Not for another week and a half. But they aren't sure where they will put me yet because they are trying to work it out so I can be somewhere nice. It feels good that they aren't going to just put me anywhere. Hopefully it means I'll get to be in the managers housing again, my boss seems to think so. Sure would be nice, I'd have my own bathroom, with a tub! biggrin

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Mon 04/26/21 04:46 PM


Thank you, Slim Gym!!
These are the times I hate not being able to physically help anymore.
But I can be there for him for support, guidance etc. which is
something he needs in dire situations as well.
His dad only yells and whines and judges. I always keep a level head.
Kids need that in times of trouble.

Today time to focus on my own life. My cleaning lady is coming over.
And I don't feel like that much, but life goes on. For now.




its true . Kids need all the help they can get . And yeah it does help if at least one parent is level headed and offers strong support . Also i like the kids to come to me when they need help and some guidance , rather than me asking if they need the same ....

OT : Glad I had no physio today so I could take a walk in the park, on this beautiful day!

Exactly! They should feel safe and free to come to you :)
And it sounds you had a good day! I missed my own walk as my cleaning lady came over. But... that was also good! Clean floors and windows, love it!

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Mon 04/26/21 04:49 PM
It turned out to be a good day after all! Had plenty of distraction, but also the Lord Voosloo meditation (I LOVE Lord Voosloo!!) and refocusing on other things that helped a lot!

And my crystals are still bathing in the full moon light.
3 nights on end of clear sky, yay!!

Now time for bed *YAWN*

Slim gym 's photo
Mon 04/26/21 04:49 PM

Totally excited! I saw a grizzly bear today for the first time. It was as I was leaving work. The bear was crossing the road and heading towards the store. Fortunately I was in my car, lol.

Also feeling pretty special... I called housing today to find out when I'll be moving to the other place. Not for another week and a half. But they aren't sure where they will put me yet because they are trying to work it out so I can be somewhere nice. It feels good that they aren't going to just put me anywhere. Hopefully it means I'll get to be in the managers housing again, my boss seems to think so. Sure would be nice, I'd have my own bathroom, with a tub! biggrin


Omg!!! A real life grizzly wow !!!
You livin it up River.... don't get closer than need be .... take care !!!

no photo
Mon 04/26/21 04:56 PM


Totally excited! I saw a grizzly bear today for the first time. It was as I was leaving work. The bear was crossing the road and heading towards the store. Fortunately I was in my car, lol.

Also feeling pretty special... I called housing today to find out when I'll be moving to the other place. Not for another week and a half. But they aren't sure where they will put me yet because they are trying to work it out so I can be somewhere nice. It feels good that they aren't going to just put me anywhere. Hopefully it means I'll get to be in the managers housing again, my boss seems to think so. Sure would be nice, I'd have my own bathroom, with a tub! biggrin


Omg!!! A real life grizzly wow !!!
You livin it up River.... don't get closer than need be .... take care !!!


I was safe in my car, I think, haha. She was about 40ft away when I rolled down my window. But I kept my finger in the up switch just in case she started charging, haha.

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Tue 04/27/21 02:21 AM
Edited by SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž on Tue 04/27/21 02:22 AM
Sounds exciting, River! You saw the bear!!
I hope you get a great room with a good view, and a tub :)


OT - Feel like celebrating King's Day!
There's nothing going on, like last year, due to the situation. But nevertheless, I always feel it's a really special day :)
And yesterday I remembered I still haven't attached the flag holder to the house, dammit!! I got a flag and an orange banner, the separate long, narrow orange flag. You're only allowed to hoist the banner with the flag on King's Day.
Looks like this:


Cutiepieforyou's photo
Tue 04/27/21 03:51 AM
Ready to drive to work, but it is too early.

no photo
Tue 04/27/21 04:01 AM


River: I hear skunks are great bear deterrents. Maybe it's time for a new pet!


Hahaha, I'll stick to carrying bear spray.

@ Crystal... Thank you! :)

OT... feel like I need an extra strong cup of coffee

Cutiepieforyou's photo
Tue 04/27/21 04:25 AM
Happy that I blocked a scammer. I am logging off now.

Cutiepieforyou's photo
Tue 04/27/21 04:32 AM
Happy to be going to work to get out of the house. It is boring here by myself. I get to see some people today!

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Tue 04/27/21 06:57 AM
Edited by SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž on Tue 04/27/21 06:59 AM

Interesting flag... can't believe we still have a few countries with real kings.

River: I hear skunks are great bear deterrents. Maybe it's time for a new pet!

A few? There are 44 countries with a king or queen, hihi.
That's almost a quarter of all countries in the world :)
Our king Willem is the first king for me as before we had 3 queens in a row. His wife is queen Maxima, but that's only a title, she cannot become head of state so to speak.
Our king has no power over government really. This was taken away I think somewhere early 20th century.
After Willem we will get a queen again as he has daughters.

Personally I'm very proud of our king and queen, I'm very pro-monarchy. I'd prolly cry if we'd ever go back to being the Republic of the Netherlands again. Somehow a republic leaves a bad taste in my mouth.

king Willem-Alexander & queen Maxima love


Slim gym 's photo
Tue 04/27/21 10:52 AM
Feeling totally grateful for enjoying the privilege of waking up this morning .....

delightfulillusion's photo
Tue 04/27/21 10:55 AM
Wilting.

It’s been a long day yawn

Slim gym 's photo
Tue 04/27/21 02:23 PM
feel good after connecting to an old ally....on M2

SparklingCrystal πŸ’–πŸ’Ž's photo
Tue 04/27/21 02:40 PM
Getting cold feet...

Literally I mean. Only happens when there's a bit of a draft over the floor. Maybe I should close the ventilation thingie. I don't like cold feet.

Slim gym 's photo
Tue 04/27/21 02:45 PM
ouch !!! crystal and cold feet.... hmmm!!!!
never thought I would live to see that day !!! put socks on !!!

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