Is it just me or is it dead in here now? Maybe everyone is hiding from me.

sssshhhhh..... dont tell him that im behind the curtain!!!!

its deader then a door nail in here......
oh i shoulda went with the pain an not takin the meds....dont feel so good.....

hmm why is that curtain giggling?

booo

hey wabbit!

teeheeheehee...

yup

isn't really here, just a figment of everyones imagination

That's kinda how I feel right now, kind of here and not here.

I remember purple when I had surgery, they gave me Oxycotoin, and I started taking 5 at a time 3 or 4 times a day. Not so much for the pain, oh I hurt, but I did it just because I could and because I just didnt really care.

One night I took 5 when I was feeling those, I then took another one, waited for the effects, judged it, then took another, waited, judged the buzz, took another, woke up sometime later laying in the floor in one direction and the recliner laying in another direction. My wound had come open and had been bleeding.

I got up took 5 more. I had an endless supply, all I asked for. Before I knew it I was talking to my dad and he said it was Aug, (surgery was Dec) and I thought really? Aug? No way!!!!
I dont even know what happenned to those 8 months....

So I quit, just like that, quit!!! I still have pills here at the house. 20 different kinds, but I dont take them!!! Just quit, * months that I cant remember scared the hell out of me!!!

RANDOM TOPIC TIME!!!!!

This commercial for herpes makes me laugh.

The lady says "I have genital herpes" and her boyfriend makes sure he says "And I don't".

All I can say to myself when he says that is "NOT YET YOU DON'T YOU MORON"

ok I'm done.

Ahh ok....and yeah I am here but not here