Dear diary. I have now come to a conclusion about my life. I am a part of something, that would have always been fine without me. I am nothing more then a number or a figure. I hold no importance at all.

Why I have been in all the situations that I have been in, I will never know. Why I am so old fasioned and well educated, I will never know. Why I don't understand others or this new world, I will never know.

All I can be sure about, is that I have seen a great many things. I have seen things that many before me have not. I have felt things that many before me have not. I have lived things that many before me have not.

I was never ment to live. My brother was never meant to live. but we've pulled through. I could never have done without him, EVER!!!

The only reason I'm here today, is because of him, I feel so damn lucky! :D

I've always told myself that I never wanted anything. I've always believed that.

The things that I wouldn't have done, have changed my life.

I'm a very simple guy. My intelligence has enabled me to make the most simple and efficient life for myself. I need not of others, I can take care of myself.

I'm the most efficient person ever. That's my life :)

I don't trust people easily, until i know them.

Dear Diary,

It is strange how things can change so much in such a short amount of time, it has been an interesting week, and I am glad the week is over, and the weekend is here, tonight, I wish to crawl under my blankets lay my head down on the pillow and sleep and dream of the people that I miss so much in my life, it is in my dreams that I see them the most, okay nite nite, tommorow will be a great day.

Dear diary! :) Thanks for listening to all my crap. I have come up with a fitting future, to match my past. I am going to play Nintendo, non stop for the next 8 years, starting from mid 2012! :D I know you are jealous diary, but god made you a boring old book, you stick to what you are best at. Amen.

Dear diary. I have made a dicision today. I know this is a dating site and all, but I've given up on the idea. I am going to be the God Father. So expect some fortune soon! :D

Dear Diary,

I see now that I won't be able to come online so much anymore.this illness really suck.I need to rest and lay down alot more now.I will miss all my friends on here and face book.:grumble

^^^^^ Sorry to hear that silly, hope you get well soon!

Dear diary! :D I have just had a garlic and cheese pizza, so I'm feelin' gooooood! ^o^ I have been thinking about the next 9 or so months. I don't like them, and I'm not happy. Also diary, I would like to take you to the beach for an ice cream, but you'd have to pay, and I'd get the ice cream. Chocolatey!

Dear Diary,

I am glad that this day is over, it was a good day, but could of been better, now that night time is here, I am getting a bit tired, and I think I will be able to sleep, I have the windows opened a bit so the cool air can gently kiss my skin and lull me to sleep, whispering sweet nothings in my ear, oh and looking forward to the cat sleeping right next to my face.

Dear diary, I've had a good day. I've helped my mum with her gardening. Took my brother out for a meal. Made my father his dinner. I'm feelin' quiet awesome today actually.

Seeing a lovely lady today, has also made my day.

C'mon diary, you've got to admit. This is "my" day!!!

Dear diary, I think my brother is angry with me. He takes things far too personally. Also I've been thinking about the future again. I am only a whipper-snapper. I have no reason to sob about lost time. Time hasn't started for me yet. I feel like a fool. Why have I been digging so deep, just to find fresh air?

If I could clap the hands of time. I would clap a forward rhyme. I know that I'll always be fine. It's just a matter of time.

Well diary, looks like I'm stuck with ya. Can you contain much more of my scribble? only time will tell ;)

Dear diary, I was feeling a tad bit depressed earlier. I remember what the world was like 6 years ago. It's just so super old now. I want to forget about it and move on.

I am going to buy Zelda 3DS tommorow. A medal for my sanity

Dear Diary,

Today I was going though some old stuff that I had in drawers and boxes, that I had in the last three years, I am amazed how I have changed so much going through this stuff and how my life has changed, I am not the same person that I was back three years ago, I have learned so much and some of the stuff I have learned where to get over the bad mistakes that I have made, and I have learned some awesome things as well that helped me to be a smarter and great person, out with the old and in with the new, fresh beginnings.

^^^^^ Reading that made me feel awesome, as I feel the same way. I'm happy for you sis! :D

Dear diary, I just had my friday pies, so I am feeling in a good mood. I've had a pretty good day, I've helped my brother with a parcel, I drove my mum to the super market. I've even been to McDonalds. So, yeah it's all cool.

I did not buy Zelda 3DS because the shops were closed, and it's been quiet rainy anyway, so I wasn't in the mood for shopping :)

Going to watch Harry Potter soon, so can't wait for that! :D

See you soon Dear Diary!

Dear Diary,

First of all I want to say hello MrBiscuit, I love the username, I am glad that I made you feel awesome, umm I am going to enjoy the sunset this evening, go to bed a bit early, I have a wonderful day ahead of me.

^^^^^^ cheers m' dear! :D I hope you've had that wonderful day!

Dear Diary, The Water Bearer is a lovely Lady, that I feel a lot in common with. She's very lovely and very sweet too! ^_^

I have had a good day, but did not smell good, but I'm all clean now!

Also I've been to McDonalds, and it was a little dull, but still nice! :D

I await sunday for a Pokemon adventure, like no other before! Black and White, here we come! Ha Ha! :D

Dear Diary,

Hello MrBiscuit, it is nice to see you again, Thank you for the compliments, today I was thinking about the connections that I have with people, and not just with family, I also mean connections with near friends and distance friends, I thought about how we are connected to each other in alot of ways, through the thoughts and feelings that we share with one and another, MrBiscuit, I think of you not only as a friend but also as a brother, those are my thoughts.

Captains log star date 19.06.2011

having orbited Uranus for nearly an hour we've run out of toilet paper and are proceeding to the Walmart Nebula for re-supply
the crew is talking mutany , and the Cling Ons are building rapidly

... may the force be with us as we boldly go ..

But captain,,if we try to leave now,,SHE MIGHT BLOW!!
I can't be responsible for her engines if we push her much more?

The crew will just have to floss,,,,,,,,,


Star date 09-15-06,,,,,,,I think I have found a new planet here in the meriecury sigmant,,,,,we shall call it, Just Say Hi....lol


Takes me back a bit Purple.....miss those days here MUCH...

Didn't feel like coming online much this week, cos i miss an old school friend. Just one of those things i guess. :shrug:

I felt like that a few year ago. Sorry that you feel that way *hugs*. It really does suck when you feel that unwell.