I'm sorry you're going through such a bad time right now...especially over some guy. You definitely will get stronger because of it but also a little harder to get to know now as well.

I think the song "leather & lace" keeps playing in my head on a loop. LOL I'll try to perk up.

Dear Journal..... yeah I call it that , SO WHAT !! :) lol...

Merry Christmas peeps , I'm outta here ....

TTO

Dear diary

I'm really happy! :D In 6 weeks time, I'm going to give my family a long over due shake up. My brother tried long ago to do this, but ended up going back to square one. I want to move out, find a job I'm happy with, and spend my money as I please.

I'm tired of living in a dump, with my insane mother, father, and brother.

Oh yeah, Christmas was ok, not wonderful. My mother almost died in hospital, she's still recovering. My dad brought me a super old TV, and my brother lost £100.00 of my money.

At least I didn't get too depressed this year.

Anyways, It's 2012 and I'm almost 30, so I'm thinking about having some kids. We will see :)

Dear Diary,

Oh well, I'm going to see the guy who left me and then found another girl in a week tonight for a talk. I'm not going to think about getting back together with him. Our lives are still way too chaotic to give that any thought. He's not even thinking of me that way. I am beyond nervous. I can be supportive, be the friend he needs but I'm not sure how much longer that is going to last. Once I fall, I don't forget. I cling to that person for a long, long time. Sometimes the past nests in my brain and I have to filter whatever I do through it. *sigh* Least this will motivate me to be aware. I sort of forgot how to be around people. I'm comfortable making my private art then going out and socializing. But tonight is not about that. Someone needs...so, yeah, this is how its going to be.

Oh boy, I hope no one sees this. Better lock up this baby before peeps come a-worrying...I be OK, I think...*deep breaths*

Help! I don't wanna have a crush on a female friend who is straight. There is no logic to it. Not at all. Arrrrrgh. Ffs.

Dear Biotchy Diary,


I wonder what it'll sound like if i put the letter 'K' at the beginning of every word :/


Kello Kingle2, Kow Kare kou kall koday? Kope kou kare kell. Kee kou koon. xD. Oh man. It just looks stoooooopiiiiiiiiiid. Meh.

Dear Diary

Si del cielo te caen limones , Aprende a hacer limonada :)

{plops down in the biggest chair with her bowl of jello}

Dear Diary


It has always been in my nature to help others to feel better, to give others comfort and I am a good listener, I have been called on occasion the healer, and yes it does make me feel good, but however I get so wrapped up making others feel better that I forget to think of myself, so sometimes I bury my feelings and just write them out on paper, or just listen to some music, hey I am human I feel anger sometimes and I get sad, or frustrated, or anxious, and on occasion it would be nice to have someone listen to me for a change okay enough of that for now, so Diary you Rock!!!!!!

:)

Dear Diary now I think this is really funny

Told you soooooo

Dear Diary,