Topic: Dear diary......omg another diary!!! - part 114 | |
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WHOAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA bad song on now..........by Xtreme........gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaw I used to sing this........gaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd bad tbaddddddddddddddddd
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well that depressing!!!
<--------------plays Metallica///////////Enter Sandman!!! |
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<----------stares at cat sleeping........not crapping.............
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dear diary.............I just had this vision...............say me and my son's dad stayed together...................omg.............................
son/dad the same now???? son similar...............geeeeezzzzzzzz with me mixed in................. |
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Gypsy....just wondering.....when do you ever sleep?
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Im just thinking out loud!!!
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm fufdhjksdhjdshfdjkshsdjk my dad lets him do whatever he wants..........no rules.......gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawd me no control............sitting here,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,nothing\\\\\\\\\\\\ sadness |
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you need some rest Gypsy
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oh Im suppposed to sleep???? ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh really??? why???? Is someone waiting for me??? do I have to get up to make lunches for anyone anymore?????
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I will rest when I need it.;
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I dunno...do you need to make lunches?
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Gotta get my azz in gear and go to work. Happy Hump Day Gypsy
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Dear Diary
It's wet and cold outside. That yukky time of year is coming .................. again!!! |
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I wish I did................I miss mini me and everyone says its best he is with my dad because of my hours blablablablaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa but.............this is not how its supposed to be~~~~
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and you know.......know one cares.......and I dont really expect anyone to because until it happens to you and your heart is ripped out of your chest,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, no one knows
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so ya..............Im supposed to sleep...........ya right on it
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I wish I did................I miss mini me and everyone says its best he is with my dad because of my hours blablablablaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa but.............this is not how its supposed to be~~~~ It is how desting arrives. Freeing oneself painfully from what was. Forcing what is coming into focus. Placing options at your fingertips. The shocking exposure, as if the shell of comfort was shucked away. And everyone is watching. Poise, regardless of perky nipples and goosebumps and blushing. Poise, overcomes awkwardness and establishes your equanimity. Poise. Poise, princess. |
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Edited by
karmafury
on
Wed 10/01/08 03:32 AM
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I wish I did................I miss mini me and everyone says its best he is with my dad because of my hours blablablablaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa but.............this is not how its supposed to be~~~~ |
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he said pretty hurtful things to me the other day............
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dear diary there are a million books out there but there isnt 1 how to book for teens........oh yes there are for some for "others" but not me.......there are many fukced up family dynamincs playing here..........
If he was with with me full time he woudnt be such a badddddddddd assssssssssss////////////11 |
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he said pretty hurtful things to me the other day............ Males generally lack poise, even with maturity. In saying hurtful things, sometimes the best and hardest reassurance that you can give is to let him see that it hurt you. Most things that mothers do are investments that mature, later in life. |
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