i guess i look at things differently because i have been in the gay/lesbian "world" (for lack of better terms) all my life. i see how they live, they live no differently than anyone else. my sister is an alcoholic/drug addict. her partner brought her thru all that and they have built a wonderful life, a beautiful home and awesome business together...

my sister prays, she loves God, she was brought up in the same faith as i....

i believe that they deserve no different treatment than anyone else. who is man or government to judge?

I was by her side when she was dying for almost two weeks. She knew she was dying and she was unsure of what to expect. A bit afriad. As much as she 'believed' she was still unsure.

I assured her that Jesus was waiting for her with open arms.

Let's face it. If my mother did not go to a nice place the rest of us don't have a prayer in hell.

I may not believe in the biblical story. But I do believe that whatever god is truly like she must necessarily be nicer than any of us.

I wasn't going to try to convert my mother to pantheism on her death bed. What would be the point to it? If my picture of pantheism is true then she actually did go to be with Jesus.

The bible doesn't need to be true for Jesus to have been a real person with a real spirit that is truly 'out there' in the spirit world.

I believe we are all spiritual beings. Jesus wouldn't be any exception to that.

So Jesus could very well be the one to welcome my mother into the Spirit world.

I believe that my mother did go to be with Jesus. So I wasn't lying to her at all. I truly believed that Jesus was there for her. Along with other spirits.

My mother came from a big family. She had seven brother and three sisters. My mother was the last on to die. So they would ALL be there for her.

She also had lots of friends who loved her very much. Most of them had also died before she did.

I'm sure she was received by a huge party of people.

Jesus defintely being among them. Because she did love him so very much.

I am only back because you just emailed me. Your words were filthy and disgusting. You are weird too. I have sex with dogs? No wander you chose to email me instead of post it on this forum. Please don't be a Christian. Then, we will really get bashed.

I agree totally abra.....and thank you for sharing....I know she was your heart abra....and we are lucky we get a glimpse through your stories of a remarkable woman...Thank you.

Are you joking.....I emailed you out of respect....Respect for others here.....What I wrote you was the truth...and for you to take it to open forum.....just confirms what I thought about you......Oh and you think you can lie.......pfttttt people know that I would never say those words......

Feralcatlady would never do such a thing.

You truly should seek professional help tiffany. Try to go to a civilian doctor, those military doctors won't help you.

i could never see that coming out of deb's mouth...no way!!!!

this is not where you discuss such things, if deb had a problem with what you said, she did the proper thing and took it to email privately...you are sinking your own battleship here my dear....

JB your only defending that lady because I get you both into a corner. Get serious. And yes she did say those things.

You're absolutely right Feralcat. I know a pathological liar with I see one. Like I have said, she is a damaged and wounded soul, and a danger to herself and others. You might want to pray for her, but I don't think it will help. She is on a destructive path. It will not end well if she does not get help.

JB

I have seen feral get into heated arguments with people but always has she been respectful and presented herself in a dignified way. You picked the wrong person to try to say something like that about. I don't believe for an instant that Feral said anything like that.

Feral!

{{{{{ <<<<< !!! OH ! James !!! Oh Abracadabra...!!! >>>>>> }}}}}



Thank you so much for sharing your Mom with us



What a beautiful story i was tearing up as i read it

deb is one of my best friends..i have her on the phone now!! she just gave me the password to her account, i read EVERY email sent back and forth and the ONLY emails that were full of garbage were the ones from tiffany!!!! so take your lies elsewhere...dont throw your garbage here...its considered littering!!!!!!!!!!

She did, believe it or not. That must be why she emailed it to me instead of posting her forum. What could be so private. She has you all fooled. Wow!

he wont listen to your garbage either...careful sweet pea...many of us on here are very close friends!!!! he is one of mine!!!!!

HELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO I WAS IN HER ACCOUNT HELLLLLLLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW?????????????





someday you will learn who ya can and who ya cant mess with

i was on the phone with her when the email just transpired hahaha...omg give it up!!!!!!!!

I would never say what you wrote I said. And I just so you know...say what I mean....and mean what I say....and you missy as JB stated need meds.....NOW.....and be careful what you spew to OC because I also happen to be close to him...

ive already emailed jason deb...

It's okay. Anybody that has spent any time in these forums knows that you wouldn't do something like that Feral. I haven't even really talked to you directly all that much and I know that!

Thank you to all of you that really know me.....she just forgot to get her meds this week....I am sure she will even out once she gets them. And Rathik I look forward to getting to know you more.