Hi,
Just a thought. I met someone when I first joined this site a month ago. It went great and we text/call everyday. But, he doesn't seem to know what he wants because of the distance. I've got tickets to come there next week. (He said how much he wished he could see me). Well, I figured he drove all the way (6 hours) last time & I could come there this time. Anyway, i'm just nervous that i'm going to get even more attached and that all he is concerned about is being in bed with me. Basically, i'm afraid of getting hurt again!
If someone is interested in me and we keep meeting up for awhile wouldn't you think relocating would be an okay concept? Just uncertain. Any advice would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
Tyleah

Beauty can be something pleasing to the eye,
Or rather what someone thinks they want,
Beauty can be an inner goodness that shines through,
People know from your words & your actions,
Beauty can be your eyes that captivate anyone's attention,
What I want most is for people to know that they can count on me,
True beauty shines inside and out for all to see,
My aspirations for my life are not only to look beautiful,
I want everytime I get to know someone for them to know,
To know how great of a person I am,
And how great of a heart I have,
Beauty is not just how you look but how you care and treat others.

Disappointed with hurt,
The hurt that fills my heart & my life,
Disappointment everywhere I turn,
No matter what I do,
Forever this will remain,
The disappointment of being hurt repeatedly,
Nobody believes me,
I put on an act,
Inside is the disappointment & the hurt,
Being hurt by people,
Being used & pinned down with no control,
Those around me have held me down,
Disappointment lurking everywhere now,
Who is it I can trust,
Being hurt by a family member,
An adult man,
A person who should know what is right and wrong,
Do they care that you have hurt them,
That you have taken their innocence,
And stomped on their heart,
Disappointment has filled my heart,
Disappointment is in my "dreams,"
Cannot you see how selfish they are,
My hero who I had not even met,
The person I waited to set my eyes on,
To see the similarities in their face and their body,
If they were like me,
The disappointment to know they couldn't wait long enough,
Long enough to see you,
To see how you looked,
And how you loved,
The disappointment to know their life was taken my their own hands,
My father the man I had always wanted to see,
The man I had never seen and never will,
The disappointment to know of his impatience and selfishness,
I am hurt so deeply now,
More than ever before,
There have been times I felt like I was dying I was so hurt,
I would never be so selfish as to end things myself,
My life is not over until God himself ends it,
The disappointment of knowing I never had a caregiver as I child,
As a child I was the caregiver of my own mother,
The mother who could not take care of herself,
The mother who left my sister and I standing,
Standing in the doorway wondering where she had gone,
Not knowing she had left until the sun came up the next day,
The disappointment is all around me now,
It haunts me and hurts me,
So much disappointment in life but what comes to mind is the ability,
The ability to laugh & smile,
To see others happy expressions,
The disappointment in life can be overshadowed,
Overshadowed by the good in my heart & in others,
I want to be happy & know that I can.


(This is about my life: growing up with no dad & never meeting him, my mother has Schizophrenia, and when I was 13 my uncle sexually molested & raped me over a 30 day time period & 2 months later went to prison).

Yes... exactly! Haha.

Wow! Thanks. I just don't want to end up meeting someone and they are actually a video gamer everyday after work. I rather do something together or they do something worthwhile. It is just a weird/childish hobby for a grown man. Haha. That is my opinion yes...
;p

Hi,
Just taking comments on my profile... wanting to see what everyone thinks about it.
Love and laters,
Tyleah

Haha. Thanks.

You should like they said put more pictures! Also, put more information on what you do, what you like to do, what kind of movies maybe... just more. ;p

I have met someone from this site & they are wonderful, but i'm not sure... the distance thing seems to be the only issue. That is why I had questions... if distance should matter... not really as to whether i'm ready to settle--I know I am.
Thanks,
Tyleah

Am I dateable? I'm starting to wonder; many men and women seem to like me, but they don't seem to be like-minded. I want someone that likes me for me... someone that doesn't think of the distance if we are far from each other. (Obviously distance is not the main thing-if I really fall for someone I wouldn't mind relocating).
I'm just trying to put myself out there for people to know--on this site. Hopefully I will get some feedback & maybe meet someone.
Thanks,
Tyleah

I definitely was not meaning I was all that. ;p
And, I just meant that people shouldn't just wonder about that. There is so much more to me! I have a very cheerful/bubbly personality and like to have fun but not too much. I am young with many goals that i'm going for.
Maybe you should re-read what I said.
Thanks,
Tyleah

It seems that way.

Hey,
Just a thought: I'm only looking for a man or woman who can put a smile on my face, who likes to cuddle, and isn't just in it for looks. (Had to put that because some people say this in their first message: Damn you are hot). I really think that is shallow. I'm only looking for someone that I can click with and become friends with and who is looking for the same thing.
Why is this so difficult?

thanks ;p
and MichiganMan wasn't labeling you... just the one's that message me wanting to date me... that is creepy. I'm 19 and they are like 40 something haha.

sweet hehe

thanks ;p

Thank you kindly sir ;p
Wow... no bad replies yet (knock on wood).

Hi!
Yes, I've met up with one guy from this site (have been a member for 10 days). It was really awesome (suprisingly). I was so nervous meeting up with someone I really didn't know at all. Normally, I wait at least a few months, but we seemed to be really alike in many aspects. We met up and played pool for a bit, went out to eat (talked quite a bit), and then after that is for me to know. Haha.
Anyway, I hope that those who haven't had any luck yet don't give up because someone's out there for ya! ;p
Love and Laters,
Tyleah

Lol. ;~)

Wow!
Thanks ;p