mornin peeps'n lurkers

happy Sunday to ya..

well.. it's an overcast day today here.. no rain expected but.. one never can count on the weather network can one

anywho.. gotta prep breaky so stay tuned

watched Worldbreaker 2026 w/Luke Evans and Milla Jovovich
it's a science fiction action horror film

6/10

evenin folks

just poppin in ta say ma 'good nite's ta everyone.. been an emotional couple of days.. and I need to try'n get some rest.. didn't sleep all that well last nite so.. gonna try doin better tonite..

hope y'all have a good evenin..

thanks Slim.. appreciate it.. so do I.. *sighs* time will tell huh

I don't feel comfortable asking for any help from them.. I JUST met'em (on the phone) so no.. won't let'em help but will invite'em over for a "get ta know ya" visit..

yeah.. he's the director in charge of the large animals.. he takes care of the biggies.. from big cats up.. very cool.. I wanna visit behind the scenes LOL maybe pet a tiger.. wouldn't THAT be cool..

he was in the room when I was on the phone with her and mentioned the coons and lo'n behold, 3 deer trotted into my back yard while I was talking AND 2 coons came up on the deck.. she giggled and told her hubby and they both thought that was really cool..

yup.. wasn't quite expecting such an awesome welcome.. I'm hesitant still tho.. day at a time.. who knows maybe by july we'll have a bbq out back here all together.. we shall see..

dang mower is smarter than ya think.. wouldn't start cuz the lawn was too wet.. it dried out and the mower started YEEEha lol



wow.. so now ya see how pricey it can be just ta cut up a danged log..



pfffft.. don't tell'em that.. he'll want a refund'n that $3000 just paid for a new hot tub out back

double tap

a spell check fer Slim

so are romance novels

love it

"p" standing up while writing my name in the snow

watched Sierra Madre: Brothers under Fire 2026 w/Kiefer Sutherland

it was a typical 'cartel' action flick filled with gun violence and death..

I give it a 6.5/10

good mornin peeps'n lurkers

happy Saturday to ya..

it's a cool, damp, rainy day here.. perfect for curling up in front of a fire reading a book or watching movies.. first tho.. gotta do some housework.. can never get away from that huh

anywho.. hope everyone has a super day..

thanks TG.. it's been a ride as you know.. you've been an amazing positive influence thru it all and I can't thank you enough...

I honestly didn't know if I had it in me to even talk to my neice.. I had agreed to a text but she was a tad over anxious and called instead.. blew my mind.. a mind that was already reeling from the emotions of the previous call..

anywho.. we talked about all kinds of stuff and well.. she said she was coming over to fix my roof and help with the deck roof told her no but she said to reach out when I was ready'n they'd be here.. they're huge animal lovers too, her hubby actually is in charge of our zoo.. go figure.. they sound amazing.. too good to be true.. but I have to learn, I guess, to put my suspicions behind me and accept that real family is there for you.. no matter what.. WOW, as you know.. this is a first for me so.. fingers crossed.. but I WILL proceed with caution lol

no worries mate.. we all make mistakes..

yup, apparently they do end like that.. I wouldn't know personally but my mom used to read that drivel..

those too.. seems all that's lost on the new generations tho.. fairy tales that is.. no one believes in magic any more unless it's about Harry Potter.. lol

wow.. what a day..

so here's an update for y'all.. I was adopted at a few months old.. I lived my entire life (up to recently) wondering where I fit in cuz I sure didn't feel like I fit in anywhere.. turns out, after doing a DNA test, I have over 21,000 relatives.. that's about the range of emotions I went thru.. in that order.. and today I added cuz for the first time in my life, I spoke to my legit sister.. then not long after spending 4.5 hrs on the phone with her.. I got a call from the daughter of my brother, my neice.. ends up she lives just 20 mins away from me..


suffice to say it's been one heck of a day.. quite the emotional rollercoaster.. finding out where I come from, who my family is and that both my real/blood parents passed away some years ago so I never got the chance to meet'em..

as mentioned.. I've never felt that I belonged.. my adopted family (aside from my adopted dad) were cold, kept me at arms length (when they weren't abusing me) and never really wanted me around.. today I found something that moved me to tears.. a family I never knew I had but only dreamed about having.. being welcomed with open arms.. and finding they're just as warped and nuts as I am.. it's an amazing feeling to finally find a home.. MY home..

anywho.. I'm emotionally spent so I'd like to wish everyone a wonderful evening..

OMG that's priceless..

you read too many romance novels