Ahhhh ... but maybe it is how we perceive the situation.... we could look at the dampness and gloom... yet maybe if we see the rain is Gods way of feeling your pain... his tears are the rain.... washing away the sadness of our yesterday... yes .. jump in the puddles ...its time to play

Silent, falls the whispering wind. My heart, its song, no longer hears.
I am the shore of this salty sea, come sail upon my tears.

I reach into the darkness and feel the pain inside.
I pull my hand from my soul, where lonely will now reside.

Tomorrow may be better if this day would ever end,
and love could last forever if hearts were built to bend.

Ok ... heres the deal. I am trying to bridge the gap with poetry and song lyrics. My first serious attempt came out as follows... the verses are spoken and chorus is sang... has a slow country beat( at least in my head)


Verse 1
One day I was riding along an old back road. I saw a field full of the most beautiful wildflowers I have ever seen. There was nothing around for miles. I began to think of just how much you loved springtime as the flowers in our garden began to bloom. I turned around and went back to that field. I stopped to walk around and all I could think of was that look of love in your eyes when I would bring you Roses for no reason other than to say thank you for loving me. Then I think how great it would be if you were here with me.

chorus 1

But no, you can't be here with me
for you , the world had bigger plans.
Was it a special day
as to why you went away?
Babe I still dont understand.
And I just keep on trying
Till I feel all hope is gone.
Here I am today
I can't go on this way.
Now I'll be moving on.

Verse 2

With tears flowing like the river of time, I walk back to my truck and get my old 45. I know I have been through some hard times,but this time it's just too much. And as I lie there with that gun to my head I saw the most beautiful light I had ever seen. A man appeared as if from nowhere and asked what I was planning to do. As I looked into eyes as pure as heaven itself, I told him about you.

chorus 2

I said, no she can't be here with me.
For her, the world had bigger plans.
Was it a special day
as to why she went away?
Sir, I still don't understand.
And I just keep on trying,
Till I feel all hope is gone.
Here I am today
I just can't go on this way
Now I'll be moving on.

verse 3

He looked at me without saying a word. I felt at peace with the world in an instant. He gazed across the field as I stood, thinking of the fate that almost was. I looked around and there you were. More beautiful than the greatest of sunsets.The man began to speak in a voice that echoed like a symphony of a thousand Angels.I fell to my knees as I heard him say...

chorus 3

No, she can't be here with you
For her, I had bigger plans.
It was a special day
When she came home to stay
And I know you will understand
For now , you must keep living
As hope is never gone
And here I am today
To help you along the way
Untill I bring you home.

Face to face with evil
Rage, we battle on
Darkness falls on desperate soul
Everything is gone.

No breath of life nor heartbeat
No sunlight or moonlit sky
There is no life for living
There is no death to die.

Gaze across the battle field
See the heaven and the hell
These are not a book of fiction
Just the truths that mirrors tell

LOL Souls

uggggghhh soals even

Tiss a tale of all hallows eve
When beneath the moonlit sky
Children rush with hopes of sweets
with that sparkle in their eye

Yet in the shadows lurking
the beasts of worlds unknown
Await the fatal moment
for one to slip off alone.

And there upon that dim lit street
A story will start to be told
Of being careful on trick or treat
The night when soals are sold

Summer sun, casting shadows beneath the trees.
She stands beside the river, hair blowing in the breeze.

Her mind is filled with passion, as she remembers the night before.
Two souls embraced as lovers. as they lay upon the floor.

Her body begins to tremble, as these thoughts go through her mind.
A night of love and extasy, she thought she'd never find.

She feels his breath upon her neck, as the wind again does blow.
The chills upon her silky flesh, reignite her fire below.

Her heart gives in to memories, as her robe, it hits the ground.
Allowing his fingers to carress her breasts, with nipples firm and round.

She stands as clothed at birth, true love deep in her eyes.
As nature makes her long for more, as it blows between her thighs.

Thoughts of him keep racing, as her spirit begins to soar.
Juices glisten in the sun, at last she cums once more.

Her eyes, they slowly open, and sees the river flow.
The day concedes to dark of night, and winds no longer blow.

cool

The letter is written, yet the words have no meaning.

I love you, etched in pencil, erased with tears.
Another start, yet alone, crippled by lovers fears.

The walls, built with pain, higher still they stand.
Upon the truth reality falls, the music, a forgotten band.

Then by chance, you pass by with a smile.
No... my tomb you won't defile.

The words flow, from where I am not sure.
Dinner for two, candle light, Oh God can I endure.

Cautious steps, the pace, ready to turn and run.
Wishing for the dawn of spring, while expecting winters sun.

You, so different, like you really care.
My God a block has fallen, caught me unaware.

My past has built this fortress, doors and windows none.
Your touch, soft and loving, erode what life has done.

Now

You take me in your arms, wrap me in your soul.
Your breath the winds of heaven, passion without control.

Kiss me, with tongue carress me low.
Heart pounding, all of me, juices begin to flow.

Returned to you is all you gave,with desires you've never felt.
Forgotten are the cards of past, the hands we both were dealt.

You and I, as one, extassy fills our day.
May it not be just in passing, forever may it stay.

Another letter, written this time with Love.
Writers knowing its meaning, together on wings of Dove.

Sing to me, and I will sing for you.
Our songs, Passions symphony, moist as mornings dew.
At last fear fading, at last.....I Love You.

I breathe.
A hint of Roses in the air as you, the garden, find my longing lips.
Undefined are these desires as you, the wanted, move closer still.
Unknown is the future as you, the mystery, enchant my mind.
I breathe.

So soft your lips of heaven
As your kiss an Angels fire
Bring forth a lust for passion
My heart and souls desire

Unleash your wildest fantasy
Our sexual extreme
As one we dance in ecstasy
Fulfilled becomes the dream

I breathe.

Wind... flowing across my soul as if a sail.
Adrift at sea... path unclear, yet filled with direction.
Gentle breeze... erases the dunes of time collected upon my shore.

I gaze across the ocean
Humbled by the scene
I see the perfect horizon
And the beauty inbetween.

Yet I feel, as sunsets glowing
that gentle ocean breeze.
And know it is the breath of life
As God is talking to me.

Sweet death, you call but I do not answer
My line must not be free.
So many times, my number, you dial
Yet, still, you can't reach me.

This last attempt consumed my thoughts
Why am I still alive?
I haven't lived the grandest life
And somehow I still survive.

I look to see the purpose.
What task not yet complete?
I see the world around me
And in fear I soon retreat.

I realize something is missing.
I live my life all wrong.
I try to sing the Angels hymn
Yet dance to Satans song.

Conviction falls upon my heart
I feel my empty soul.
The burdens build with memories
I lived out of control.

I fall upon my weary knees
I know all things must change.
I give my life to God above
My world to rearrange.

I find there is no waiting list.
No forms which must be filed.
I asked forgivness for my sins
And God, upon me, smiled.

I'm thankful I can live again
And see through christian eyes.
Gone are shadows of my night
Along with Satans lies.

So death I found my purpose.
God had it all along.
And when he tells you to call me home
We will all sing victories song.

Thanks again all

I sit in my chamber of darkness
Walls closing in
Pressure rising within my soul
From a love we couldnt win
Nothing left from yesterday
The past we left behind
Yet memories of what we were
Still haunt my fragile mind
At times I question sanity
To see if I'm insane
Another brick upon the wall
It will never happen again
Within i feel as though im dead
I'll never let it show
In life what goes will come around
And then my pain you'll know
Yet I wish the best for you
May you never feel this pain
Go dance upon your golden shore
As my tears fall down like rain
Today there will be changes
No more will I shed tears
I've locked them all inside my tomb
Along with all my fears
Love will never enter
These walls are built to stay
I'll go through life with a smile
Yet push the world away.

Sense the evil lurking
Within a fragile mind.
Weakened as her husband passed,
And she was left behind.

Her dreams, they all were shattered.
She knew not what to do.
The days slipped by without a trace
As the pain just grew and grew.

Someone she thought that she could trust
Tried to help her ease the pain.
As the flame began to melt the rock,
So began the devils reign.

A year goes by or maybe two,
Still lost within her Hell.
Again the pipe shall meet the flame
And consume her empty shell.

At last she tries to live her life
And tame the beast within.
The demons beckon her return
and she falls back to sin.

I met her in a sober state.
Her beauty can't be described.
Angelic wings could not be seen,
Yet the Angel shines through her eyes.

I fell in love so quickly.
I never stood a chance.
Every Kiss was passion,
As my heart and soul would dance.

Her past came back to haunt me
When she sliped away once more.
Though I had never seen such things,
I could never slam loves door.

In my world a war is raging.
The battle has just begun.
I'll fight with the strength of a thousand men
And with God the battle is won.

I'll face the demons with a smile,
For I know they will be slain.
Courage fuels the passion
as I break the devils reign.

My prayers keep being answered.
As God takes full control.
At last the beast is defeated,
as she gives God heart and soul.

She told me she was nothing special.
I saw through the lies.
I knew God had us meet that day,
As I gaze into angelic eyes.

Wow... Im glad people like things I write.... maybe I should get a lil more serious with it

Evening fades to darkest night,
In shadows demons dwell.
Watching as you pass them by,
With eyes of purest hell.

They lie in wait of weakness,
Then try to ease your pain.
Some are friends and family,
Others never seen again.

At last they have you shackled,
Your trapped within your tomb.
Who you are isn't who you were.
Your soul the beasts consume.

Death becomes your battle,
Living corpse... or truly die.
The family you had driven away
Feel not, the tears you cry.

Choices made were yours alone,
Though misled you might have been.
You chose your own addiction,
You chose this life of sin.

Gaze into a mirror,
Look deep into your eyes.
Truth becomes the portal
No more your hidden lies.

You decide to live again,
A war you'll have to rage.
Or slip away in silent death
A puppet on Satans stage.

well thank you... maybe some dark poetry?

Your nights are cold and lonely.
The shadows hide your lust.
Thoughts of me, your rising sun,
begin to build your trust.

As time draws nigh for the dawn
you're moist with mornings dew.
Knowing, as the seconds fade,
i'm closer yet to you.

I slowly rise and cast my rays,
upon your glistening skin.
My warm and golden beams of light
are felt from deep within.

I fight my way through your night,
and darkness I have slain.
With the dawn, all shadows gone
as are your fears and pain.

Your lust becomes a raging fire,
it burns out of control.
I am the flames that fuel desire,
and consume you, heart and soul.