Absolutely beautiful write terry

Hugs and kisses and smiles!

I think its completely wrong!
I had met a couple people in the past on different site and i deleted my profile ...but then came to find out that they did not and were still lookin for women to date and appearing single.
Needless to say it ended.

Single...and just giving up on anyone wanting to change that!

My heart has become quite harddened over the last few years.
It will take quite alot to get thru all protective layers that have been built up

single

Day in and day out
As i wonder through this world
I wonder.......
Whats it all about
This thing called love
That we seek to find
Love....they say it's blind
I've looked high and low
And all around
But for me.....
Love is nowhere to be found
Yes love is blind
When it comes to me
For i am here
Yet remain unseen
This thing called love
When i least expect it
So shall love find me
I have been told
And yet the years roll by
And i am growing old
So now comes the day....
I hang my head and walk away
Accept the heartache
That came my way
And give up .....
On this thing called love

tank top and short shorts

when i wanna be comfy i wear boxers and t shirt

Alone tonite
This lonely night
Alone tonite
But it's all right
Wishing you were here
Now
Knowing you will be here
Tomorrow
Alone tonite
But not really
Alone tonite
Your face i see so clear
Your voice i clearly hear
Alone tonite
With my fantasies of you and i
Oh how i love you arms around me
Your lips so soft i love to kiss
The taste of you..mmm..the taste of you
Drips from my lips with every kiss

No he's not in the army/navy.
He and his son willbe moving in here soon and i cant wait!

My heart once so empty
Not beating....just bleeding
Now beats anew...with love
A love so strong...so true
Just me...just you
I prayed for the day
You would find me
I prayed for the day
I would fall into you
When i was just about to give up on love..
There you were
As if sent to me from above
I thank god for you everyday
Soon my house will be a home again
Full of life ...we will be a family
You and me and our kids so happily
I love you greg...with all my heart

Single

Thanks for your replies and opinions/insites.

I did talk to him sunday...just wanted closure i guess and for him to just admit to it all.
its over of course there is no goin back EVER
I just wish i could understand the male mind!!! If thats at all possible

Just 6 days before i found him on that site, he invited the kids and i up to camp for the weekend with him,but i had to work sun. and we were makin plans to go out for my bday this weekend.
I asked him what changed in so little time...he said he changed
I asked him how he changed...and he said he realized he wasent ready for a relationship. WOW only took him 6 months to figure it out.....lol

What ever happened to being in a commited relationship?

I've been thru the whole array of emotions.
Hurt,betrayal,disgust...I cried,yelled,screamed.
Now i'm good...i've told him off and that the end of it!

There is no way i would ever take him back.
But at least an acknologement of it all would be nice.
Ya know what a jerk.
This is why i hate being single.

I called him friday night when i found the profile.It went straight to voice mail.
I basically told him that i found him out and really let him have it. told him to never ever contact me again

ofdrywit.....no i did no gain weight i actually have lost weight and am in better shape now than when we first met.

Well, lets see, he has been un reachable since wed and yes he has met other women since we started dating.
It said so on his profile i saw.
he has testimonials from other women he hooked up with and ****.

Just the other day, the 13th, my world came crashin down!
My boyfriend and i had been togethere for 6 months!
He was good to my kids at christmas, even sent me a dozen roses for valentines day. everything was wonderful. Then things got strange,his texts werer short and he didnt call me honey or baby anymore.
I got to wondering what was up when just last weekend we were hangin out and things were great.....so i thought.
I started wonderin about what was up, and then i found his secret!
i was on the computer and an aduult sex dating site ad poped up. I thought about for a min and said what the hell. so i checked it out and looked him up on the site........Dammit he was on there his profile said single and he was lookin for sex and it said he had a web cam and he had naked pics of himself on there.
OMG six f..kin months i gave to him. i was completely honest with him from the start. I showed him my profile here on minmgle and my myspace page. I just dont understand why people do this. I was so hurt but then i was so angry that he took my love for granted

You never thought i would find
All the things you had to hide
But now i know
Your true self shown
It's time for you go
You thought i was blind
In love....so blind
I once was...
Then i opened my mind...my eyes
I found you there on display
I found you there yesterday
Right then and there i realized...
Dammit I've been played
6 long months i gave to you
Trusted you...believed in you
You gave me reason to wonder
Followed my instincts instead of my heart
There you were,and my world fell apart
At first i was angry,so very angry
And then cried a river
So badly you have hurt me
Never again will i shed a tear for you
Never again

Awsome Write steven!

Time and time again
Now this night again
Walking the miles
Throughout all the trials
Within my minds eye
Reflection clouded with rejection
My mind wonders left
Not thinking right
Time and time again
Now this night again
My mind tells me i....
Should prepare myself to say goodbye
But the heart wants
What the heart wants
And mine wont let me say goodbye
Time and again
Now this night again
I sit here alone and cry
I sit here and wonder how
My heart can love you so
Yet my mind says to let you go
Why is love so complicated
How can i possibly let you go
With my heart loving you intently so