Oh the mind does wonder
Within the night
Within the light
Tripping falling into another
Another Wonder
Another slumber
Wrecked with doubt
With or without
A sweet little smile
Or a wicked grin
Which of you will i find within
Tonite this night
As my mind takes flight
Into another wondering slumber

Here i am
The day is ending
Evening is creeping in
Ever so slightly
Wearing a grin
Dark clouds once hung
Whether day or night
This night...no fright
Dark...yet lit by starlight
No longer afraid to go out in the night
My monster is gone
At least for now
For how long....i do not know
But for now i smile and glow
There will come a day
I must face him once again
Show i'm standing strong
And will not fall

Damn You...you cut me to the chase
Damn you...Thought my heart you'd break
Little did you know...
I had chosen to go...long ago
But didnt have the heart
To break yours
Damn you...Why'd i let you speak
Should have made you listen
No i didnt cry
Oh you wanna know why
Think hard...think back
Lets think about what you lack
Our lives are headed in different directions
I could see it
But couldnt speak it
For not wanting to hurt you
Damn you...You cut me to the chase
So now its finally over
And ya know what.....
I dont give a damn

Mornin eveyone!
On my 3rd cup of coffee still not quite awake...lol

Just in case you need a laugh:
Remember it takes a college degree to fly a plane(???), but only a high school diploma to fix one; a reassurance to those of us who fly routinely in our jobs. After every flight, UPS pilots fill out a form, called a 'gripe sheet,' which tells mechanics about problems with the aircraft. The mechanics correct the problems, document their repairs on the form, and then pilots review the gripe sheets before the next flight.

Never let it be said that ground crews lack a sense of humor. Here are some actual maintenance complaints submitted by UPS ' pilots (marked with a P) and the solutions recorded (marked with an S) by maintenance
engineers.

By the way, UPS is the only major airline that has never, ever, had an accident.

P: Left inside main tire almost needs replacement.
S: Almost replaced left inside main tire.
*
P: Test flight OK, except auto-land very rough.
S: Auto-land not installed on this aircraft.
*
P: Something loose in cockpit
S: Something tightened in cockpit
*
P: Dead bugs on windshield.
S: Live bugs on back-order.
*
P: Autopilot in altitude-hold mode produces a 200 feet per minute descent.
S: Cannot reproduce problem on ground.
*
P: Evidence of leak on right main landing gear.
S: Evidence removed.
*
P: DME volume unbelievably loud.
S: DME volume set to more believable
level.
*
P: Friction locks cause throttle levers to stick.
S: That's what friction locks are for.
*
P: IFF inoperative in OFF mode.
S: IFF always inoperative in OFF mode.
*
P: Suspected crack in windshield.
S: Suspect you're right.
*
P: Number 3 engine missing.
S: Engine found on right wing after brief search
*
P: Aircraft handles funny.
S: Aircraft warned to straighten up, fly right and be serious.
*
P: Target radar hums.
S: Reprogrammed target radar with lyrics.
*
P: Mouse in cockpit.
S: Cat installed.
*
And the best one for last...
*
P: Noise coming from under instrument panel. Sounds like a midget pounding on something with a hammer.
S: Took hammer away from midget.

Patty, i feel your pain in the words you have written.

Something I thought would be fun to get to know each other.


1. What time is it?
8:51pm

2. What's your name?
Jennifer

3. What are you most afraid of?
Spiders
4. What is the most recent movie that you have seen in a
theater?
H.A.N.C.O.O.K

5. Place of birth.
natrona heights,pa

6. Favorite food?
italian or chinese

7. What's your natural hair color?.
medium brown

8. Who is the last person you spoke to on the phone?
Dan ..my boyfriend

9. Ever been toilet papering?
nope

10.Love someone so much it made you cry?
yes

11. Been in a car accident?
Yea..a few times
12. Croutons or bacon bits?
croutons

13. Favorite day of the week ?
My day off work
14. Favorite Restaurant?
Dont have one
15. Favorite flower?
Hollyhock
16. Favorite sport to watch?
hockey

17. Favorite Drink ?
coffee18.
Favorite ice cream ?
strawberry cheesecake icecream

19. Disney or Warner bros?
warner bros

20. Favorite fast food restaurant?
burgerking

21. What color is your bedroom carpet?
Purple

22. How many times you failed your driver's test?
twice

23. Before this one, what thread did you last respond to?
Relationships & Advice

24. What do you do most often when you are bored?
Get Online

25. Bedtime?
When I'm tired.

26. Who is the person that you are most curious to see
their responses?
anyone

27. Favorite TV show?
CSI las vegas and law & order

28. What are you listening to right now ?
Nothing at the moment

29. What's your favorite color?
black, baby blue

30. How many tattoos do you have?
5

31. What would you like to accomplish/do before you die?
open my own salon and see my kids go to colledge and have great lives

Can you feel it
As i sit here let me tell you what i see
The warmth of the sun beating down upon me
As the wind picks up a slight breeze
That flows over me
Can you hear it
The whispers in the wind that speak to you
This is your day..don't fade away
Stand up and shout..I am alive
Take your fear and doubt, push them aside
Free your mind, free youself no longer hide
Just let go
Just let it flow
Let go of all the pain
Let go of all the pain
And live again
Can you hear it
The sound of laughter that fills the air
As children play running around without a care
The slightest sight, the smallest sound
Sends sounds of laughter all around
Oh how i'd love to feel so free
Just let go...just let it be
Just let it go
Just let it flow
Let go of all the pain
Let go of all the pain
And live again

Like a theif in the night
You came out of no where
And when you hold me tight
It's just so unfair
Right from the start
You have stolen my heart
You broke down the walls
I worked so hard to build
You just feel so right
But my mind says it wrong
To let you in......
Like a theif in the night
When you hold me so tight
And feel my heart beating for you
It's a brand new feeling
That's got me reeling
Don't know what to do
Spend all day and night
Deep in my mind
Thinking of you
Like a thief in the night
When you hold me so tight
And it just feels so right
But i put up a fight.....
Not to fall for you
Though my heart tells me to
Are you falling too

The phone rings....it's you
As i answer my voice cracks
Hello..oh how i've missed you
Yes i know, we talk every day
Oh how i long to see your face
Have you here in front of me
Just once more
Even if just today
Have you here..holding me
Once again
Feel your heartbeat next to mine
Holding habds..fingers intertwined
Feel your soft kiss upon my lips
Feel your touch upon my skin

Go ahead and lie to me
You have so many times before
Just lie to me
Tell me what i wanna hear
Tell me you'll always be here
Just lie to me
Make me feel like the only one
Lets pretend everythings allright
While you lie to me
Lets make believe
Everything you say to me
Is true
Lie to me
It's all you do

Close my eyes
What do i see
You are right here
In front of me
I reach out
To touch your face
All i feel
Is empty space
My heart begins to ache
Salty tears now replace
The smile that once
Was on my face
Standing here
Eyes still closed
As tear drops fall
Cause i now know
You are only a memory
Forever haunting me

This night so black
This night think back
To a time
To a place
Since i've last seen your face
Seems so long
Forever ago
So long ago
Since you held me close
Sit here alone...
Thinking of only you
Sit here alone...
Drinking alone
And feeling so blue
This night so black
This night think back
To a time
To a place
When we were.......
Wrapped in each others arms
Soft kisses upon your face
Holding each other close
Lost in all time and space
This night you are a memory..
I recall-and long to go there again

Woke up this morning
Not knowing why
My hearts in mourning
Feel the river growing wild inside
As the tears start to fall
Slowly from my blue eyes
Not knowing why
Was it a dream that woke me
Or something deep inside
Shaking me...waking me
Taking me..on this emotional ride

The leaves have started to change
The nights are growing colder
And like the colors of the leaves
I am growing colder...older
Dark clouds hovering all around
Pushing me...down...down
Back to the ground
Crawling, begging on my knees
Won't the light please shine for me
Why must my heart pay..again today
I've got nothing left
I've been completely bled...out
Hurt...dispair..does no one care
Crawling here on broken glass
Pay with pain so in vain
Till now have not complained
I've had enough...i'm drained
Wilted petals surrounding ..
A bruised and beaten heart
Nothing left to give
Nothing left to take away
So now just be on your way

Black of the night rools in
And we're falling into fall
Disturbing behavior
In the darkest of all
What is it that scares you
Around the corner...
Behind every wall....
Disturbing behavior
No...he's not your savior
Don't be a fool
You'll pay the toll
Don't give your heart
To tear apart
The voices whisper deeply
Within the night
Telling you it's just so right
Disturbing behavior

Awake in the night
Wide awake....
Spring awake with a fright
Heart beating so fast
Cant sleep again
Cant fall asleep again
No matter how hard i try
I'm shaking...
And i dont know why
Cant remember what i was dreaming
What i was feeling
When i woke with a start
Dont know why
I have this aching
Inside my heart

Thank you for reading:
mirror
iam
nekred

Once again i drift along
Aimlessly floating
Along the winds song
All the while
Minutes are miles
Deep in thought
Wondering mind
Consider the worst
Without thinking first
In such a short time
Could it all unwind
Without so much
As a sound been made
Could it have
Just faded away
Or am i being the fool
Letting my mind drool
And play with me
Making me see
What i fear to be
Making me think
The worst of thee
When all thats been done
Is nothing to be
Considered wrong
All thats occured
Is not hearing a word
Wether it be
A good one or not
My mind will play tricks
And fear i may be
Forgotten to thee

Well, we lost the game 9 - 6
But i had a great time tho.
Last night was fire work night in pittsburgh also, but we couldnt see em to well from where we were sitting.