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Mon 07/21/08 06:21 AM
Thanks guys. It helps me so much just to know that someone cares.flowerforyou

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Mon 07/21/08 06:07 AM
Today I can feel myself crashing into another episode. One where I could skip work, lay in bed all day, and cry about things long past.

I've been leaning on too many shoulders that I sould be stearing clear from. I love my friends, sooo much. Their always there for me when I need them and we always have a blast when we're together.

I'm sure it's me. I ruin relationships. A lot. I'm not sure if it's bad judgment or what, but I really just feel like I need to get my life going, and f*** the bull s*** in between.

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Sun 07/20/08 11:06 AM
aww..i did need a hug...thx

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Sun 07/20/08 10:51 AM
sleeping

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Sun 07/20/08 10:23 AM
not yet. I'm still young and working on getting my career going. I'm sure there will come a day where I'll platue then I'll have to figure out how to fix it now

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Sun 07/20/08 09:49 AM
I say if he's not willing to give you his number and he's asking for yours there's something wrong with that.

i don't give out mine without talking online for a long time and getting his as well.

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Sun 07/20/08 08:59 AM
on myspace their's a guy that i've been talking to off and on.

this morning he invited me to go to his place and drink this "great bottle of whiskey" with him.

I told him that once he decides on a date that a decent woman would go on to hit me up.

funny enough he responded "you're intriging"

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Sun 07/20/08 08:08 AM
I'm just doing laundry for me and the machines at my apartments don't have small medium and large settings, so I usually mix everything to conserve water and money.

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Sun 07/20/08 07:49 AM

Alas, it is true that people base their love interest decisions too many times on the contents of one's wallet or bank account when it should be based on the contents of their heart. I would much rather be poor and in love than rich and lonely!


I tend to live in a dream land such as that one

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Sun 07/20/08 07:47 AM

Financial status... not too much as long as my partner is contributing to the household..

ability to handle money, yes that is important. However, when you enter into a relationship it is important to discuss those matters. The number one reason for divorce is financial matters and another important matter that influences divorce is division of labor... who will do what chores within the home/yard etc.

Relationships need good communication. And if both of you communication about financial matters and spending and bills etc... things should go smoothly.


Yeah well, as much as I would like to agree that good communication is the best thing for a relationship, I tried that with my last boyfriend and everytime I tried to talk to him he would just act like he didn't care and that he had no thought on the matter.

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Sun 07/20/08 07:44 AM

Yeah....love of my life stopped speaking when I told him I got laid off....killed me


Oh honey I'm so sorry to hear that.

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Sun 07/20/08 07:39 AM
Do you think financial statues and the ability to handle money well play a big roll in who you or others choose as a partner?

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Sun 07/20/08 07:38 AM

I had this happen once too. I lost over 100lbs while he was in prison. When he got out and saw how hot I now was, he became really insecure and controlling. Thats when the abuse started, and I LEFT.


Good for you sweety:smile: Men like that disgust me

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Sun 07/20/08 07:37 AM
That would depend on how the relationship was going when he went in.

I'd say though if everything is well and we're madly in love and there's enough trust there then sure. I would say I'd wait around.

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Sun 07/20/08 07:23 AM

I still think younger guys look for older women cause they still need their Mommybigsmile


I agree, and if a man needs mentoring instead of having the willingness to learn things on his own and dicover woman the way we should be discoverd than I don't want anything to do with him anyways.

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Sat 07/19/08 02:39 PM
Well...I'm off to do something with my day. If you know my number feel free to give me a call would love to talk to ya.:heart:

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Sat 07/19/08 01:48 PM
Let me just say that it probably seems a lot easier to stay with him, but you will feel much better about yourself and the way your living your life if you kick him to the curb and find a man who is worth your time.

Good luck sweety

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Sat 07/19/08 01:45 PM
I'm so Sick

I will break
Into your thoughts
With whats written on my heart
I will break!

I'm so sick
infected with
where I live
Let me live without
this untamed bliss
selfishness
I'm so Sick
I'm so sick

If you want more of this
we can push out, sell out, die out
So you'll shut up!
and stay sleeping
with my screeming in your itching ears

I'm so sick
infected with
where I live
Let me live without
this untamed bliss
selfishness
I'm so Sick
I'm so sick

Hear it I'm screeming it
you're heading it now

Hear it I'm screaming it
you tremble at this sound

You sink into my cloths
and this invation
makes me feel
worthless hopeless sick

I'm so sick
infected with
where I live
Let me live without
this untamed bliss
selfishness
I'm so Sick
I'm so sick

I'm so sick
infected with
where I live
Let me live without
this untamed bliss
selfishness
I'm so Sick
I'm so sick

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Sat 07/19/08 01:10 PM
Texas...I've got my eye on an army man that will be moving there very soon:heart:

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Sat 07/19/08 11:43 AM
all depends on how he handles it. If he's good humard and lets it go quickly then I would say no.

If he's childish about it and carries on then yes.

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