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Witch Doctor
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Apple Jolly Ranchers
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Pickled oranges
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I've never dated inter-racially but would consider it for someone like you kissablekiss. You are very beautiful. Just thought you should know
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--- Death Wish ---
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Wow, 12 beers a day, those symptoms sound blood-pressure related. The only time we make big changes like that (quitting the addiction) is when the fear of continuing outweighs the fear of quitting. Sounds like you are near. Hope you make the call before you have no choices left. We kinda like you here :-) Aloha 
Last time I went to the ER my blood pressure was really high so you may be on to something. I am afraid to quit and I'm also afraid to continue like I've been cause I'm not ready to kick the bucket. From what I've read, tapering may be best for my situation and not to quit cold turkey. Thanks for kinda liking me |
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Isn't there an addiction/recovery thread on one of these forums? Yes, I've seen one. It's mostly posts about how long they've been sober. I'm definitely not sober and not sure I fit in with that crowd at the moment. I'm mostly interested in posts about how they have dealt with withdrawal symptoms as that's what I have facing me. |
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try AA, it can't hurt.. I have looked into AA a bit but have never been to a meeting. I'm not fond of spilling my guts to strangers yet I find myself here doing just that. I guess you're probably right, it can't hurt. I might try it out, but no promises |
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There is a good book by Kamal something or other- I forget things, called Live like your Life depended on it or something like that. Google it, $5 on Amazon I'll check it out. Thanks man |
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I don't want to die. I'm not suicidal. Subconsciously though it seems I'm flirting with death.
After my divorce and my realization true love may not be in the cards, I began delving into smoking again and in the past three years I've become a raging alcoholic. It's been to the point that some days I've really felt that I may die. Heart doesn't seem to want to work properly, ringing in my ears with severe headaches, back pain, and a few emergency room visits, yea, it's scary the symptoms acute alcoholism can bring. Twelve pack a day plus habit is asking for trouble, yes, I know. I've thought about a rehab facility but I can't afford to take the time off work. You see, so far I am still able to maintain a job somehow, and would like it to stay that way. Most in house rehab facilities would like you to stay there a month or two and I don't see how that could happen for me. After that, they want you to stay in a halfway house to rehabilitate you for like at least a month. I don't see how that's possible for me. I'm not Mel Gibson For those of you here that have fought this battle, how the **** do you get off this ****? I'm afraid that if I quit cold turkey my anxiety will return with a vengeance and may experience seizures or worse, death. You see, I'm chemically dependent and have been for a long time. I know I have a problem, but I'm scared shitless to do anything about it because it's gotten to the stage that it's in Any advise would be helpful |
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Teach me something, anything
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I'm actually in school for networking computers, I have prior experience doing mainly A+ stuff for about a year or two. I'd definitely like to learn a thing or two in this area, it will help job options in a year. I found a guy on YouTube who teaches about all kinds of computer subjects. Here's one of his videos which is basically an overview of TCP/IP which I though was a good start for someone starting with networking. You've probably already learned what's in the video since you're in school for it, but he has a lot of other videos that may be of interest http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EkNq4TrHP_U |
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Sorry Soufie. I'll behave.
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I know that these kind of things do happen all too often, but in this case, being the man he is in a high position, I don't think it off the wall to question if there is more going on behind the scenes. No one stopping you! 
Especially have a look at the ludicrous Lawsuit! It's a no-Brainer,publicity-Stunt!
But if Conspiracies make you happy,be my Guest! I just don't see a motive for the nanny. When there's power, money, and influence involved, I think killing a couple of kids wouldn't make those kind of people loose any sleep if it got their point across and their desired outcome. I imagine the father got himself deep into something and what prompted this. It makes more sense to me anyway |
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I know that these kind of things do happen all too often, but in this case, being the man he is in a high position, I don't think it off the wall to question if there is more going on behind the scenes.
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I didn't know about the lawsuit until you brought it up but when reading about how a CNBC executive's two children were murdered by their nanny who then tried to commit suicide, something seemed fishy to me. I think there's definitely more to the story
So,I doubt that any Illuminaty or non-Illuminaty,or 666th Degree Mason would go and murder Children for it! 
Okay, so why would a nanny murder this CNBC executive's kids? What was her motive?
Okay, so she's just bat **** crazy. That explains it all away. Nothing more to see here 
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I didn't know about the lawsuit until you brought it up but when reading about how a CNBC executive's two children were murdered by their nanny who then tried to commit suicide, something seemed fishy to me. I think there's definitely more to the story
So,I doubt that any Illuminaty or non-Illuminaty,or 666th Degree Mason would go and murder Children for it!
Okay, so why would a nanny murder this CNBC executive's kids? What was her motive? |
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Apparently, you take what the MSM feeds you at face value. I think it healthy to question things when something doesn't quite add up. Not to jump to conclusions or yell conspiracy, but a questioning mind I think comes closer to the truth then a blind follower |
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Are there any shows these days that don't have canned laughter? Even the ones with live audiences do, is what I heard. I think you're right about that which is why when I want to watch a comedy, it's usually a movie and not a tv show. |
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I watched the show a few times a while back. I have a hard time watching shows with canned laughter so I never really got into it. I can't say I gave it much of a chance though
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I didn't know about the lawsuit until you brought it up but when reading about how a CNBC executive's two children were murdered by their nanny who then tried to commit suicide, something seemed fishy to me. I think there's definitely more to the story
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