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Sun 11/19/06 09:10 PM
well i am here looking for friends only right now

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Sun 11/19/06 09:08 PM
I think its because we care more about others then we do ourselves and
that maybe we should stand back and figure what we ourselves really want

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Sun 11/19/06 08:57 PM
well my day wasnt too good they placed my son in the hospital and i had
to leave and come home because i have anopther child at home and it
was hard to leave him but he is only 15 mins away

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Sun 11/19/06 08:41 PM
well in my eyes it could mean many different things but only the person
who knows is the person that does it

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Sun 11/19/06 08:36 PM
thanks txsgal

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Sun 11/19/06 08:32 PM
bbq chicken, mashed potatoes and gravy, a salad and home made apple pie
here sorry

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Sun 11/19/06 08:22 PM
your love is something
that can't be tamed
it runs wild and free
like a lion in the wilderness
it's beautiful
just like you
it's harsh in such a way
that words can not explain
you don't see the pain you cause me
and it's not like you'd care
but in your heart
I’ll always be there
its invisible to us all
and can't be heard
it lingers in the doorway to your heart
like something unheard
its cold and cruel
and hurts me deeply
you just don't care anymore
and neither should we
by we I say
me and my heart
we are to separate people
who stay apart
I don't show my feeling's for you
in the case of rejection
and somehow I feel that pain
it's in my reflection
I look in the mirror
and it's what I see
it's your face
standing before me
its saying I should go
leave and never come back
run into the wild
it's where we belong
together in each others arms

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Sun 11/19/06 08:19 PM
well i have bnbeen looking and all i seem to find is guys who abuse me
or my kids so i put a wall up for the longest and been alone and then i
met him i thought he was sweet and caring we talk on the phone everyday
and i ask him what is going on and he says nothing then out of the blue
today i get a message from a girl telling me he has been trying to talk
to her on the internet and i am shocked because he says he is done with
looking I really believed he was the one becuase i started writing more
poems Now i dont want to put that wall back up because i just now
started getting my self esteem back because i have had a major problem
with it but i think i will take everyones advise and do the right thing

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Sun 11/19/06 08:09 PM
The night he broke my heart

He told me he loved me
and he told me he cared,
but I knew something was wrong
by the way he stared.

He looked into my eyes
as he confessed from his heart.
He said, “I love you so much,
but we live too far apart.”

I could tell from his eyes,
this was hard for him to do.
He continued, “I think we should break up,
but believe me, I'm still in love with you.”

At that moment I felt my heart
drop down to my knees.
Tears began to swell in my eyes,
and he told me, “Don't cry, please.”

As I stood there in tears,
he held me tight.
I did not want to believe what was
happening on this night.

He told me again he still loves me,
and I replied with the same.
I felt my whole world crash,
and more tears came.

I was devastated and in shock,
and didn't know what to say.
Then he promised me we would get back together
another time; another day.

He said this break up was temporary,
just while we're between miles.
He told me to stop crying,
but I couldn't even smile.

Through my tears I stared into his eyes,
as he stared into mine.
He asked me if I'd be okay.
I lied and said, “I'll be fine.”

To make matters worse,
it was time for him to go.
I felt he was walking out of my life,
so more tears began to flow.

He gave me one last kiss,
and told me goodbye.
But when he walked out that door,
I felt part of me die.

He said he didn't mean to hurt me,
though now it's too late.
I hope we get back together,
but I can't control fate.

I hate not being with him,
I hate how I feel.
But I know I still love him,
Always have, Always will.


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Sun 11/19/06 08:05 PM
I met a great guy who made me smile again we have talked on the phone on
the computer and then out of the blue he asked me to be his girl now i
find out he is imming other girls and wanting to meet them what shall i
do

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Sun 11/19/06 07:13 AM
i will keep him in my prayers please keep me upto date on how he is
doing may god be with your family

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Sun 11/19/06 07:07 AM
i wrote this Poem for my new man Shro73 who is on here to i wanted him
to know how i feel about him he is a very special man too me and i love
him so much


I love you
with all my heart,
my soul,
my entire being,
I love you for what you are
and for who you are,
I love you with your ups,
your downs,
I love you just because you're amazing.....
the one I have been waiting for so long,
I can't see your face,
but I can feel your heart,
I can't hold you for real,
but I can tell you're mine,
my soul mate,
my sweetheart,
and even though so lost,
so far away,
I know we belong together,
same as me,
you too have been looking for peace,
you'll find your truth,
know my sweet
that miracles will be performed,
dreams will come true,
that's why I raise my eyes
and in a silent prayer
I thank the One
who thought about you and I together,
time will come,
we'll meet somehow,
and from that day on,
nothing,
nobody will break us apart.
I love you, dear one,
much more than words can tell...

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Sun 11/19/06 06:12 AM
cool poem

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Sun 11/19/06 06:10 AM
GREAT POEM

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Sat 11/18/06 07:05 PM
1. If you loved someone who cheated on you and they want you back, would
you take them back? well if i really loved them and they stopped
cheating yeah

2. If you love someone, who live in another country, would you move
there? nope i wouldnt

3. If you loved someone who comitted a petty crime, would you take the
fall for that someone? no i wouldnt

4. Would you die for the person you loved? depends

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Sat 11/18/06 07:02 PM
i am not i have a sick child and i am staying home taking care of him

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Sat 11/18/06 06:45 PM
Today I felt like
writing you a
letter. And I did!
I don't know if I was
right or wrong.
But somehow I had
to say hello.
I hesitated...
felt my heart
beating faster,
I was thrilled...
it's been so long
that I don't talk to you,
knowing you
I know you'll not reply,
you may not even open it up,
but that's ok,
I had to follow my heart,
anyway,
to let you know that
I still care,
even if you don't,
to let you know
that I still believe
in dreams,
even if you killed
all of my dreams,
that faith performs
miracles,
even when you
don't realize you're
a special miracle,

Today I felk like
sharing and see how
you were doing,
I stared at
the keyboard,
my hands trembled
with emotion,
my fingers were slow,
almost paralyzed,
but I had to talk to you,
not to tell you
about my life,
but to hear about
yours,
not to talk about
my ups,
my downs,
not to mention
the pieces that
I am stil trying
to put back together,
not to tell you
that without you
I don't live,
I just breath,
not even to ask you
to come back,
nor would I ask
if you are alone
or still with her
I just wanted to
pick you from my dreams,
to reach your soul,
to be with you
for a moment,
to tell you that
I feel no anger
at all,
that I love you
even more
than before,
that you still
haunt me day
and night,
that I'm who I am
because of you,

Today I wanted to
be in your arms,
the very thought of you
still brings tears
into my eyes,
I can not help it
and I still cry,
that's why I had
to write you
a love letter...
because I wanted you
to know that even so
far away, I'm glad
you exist,
I wish you find
your path,
I pray for you to
experience peace,
to come to your sense,
and finally,
baby,
I want to remind you
that you are and will
always be the one I'll
love till the end
of my days.

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Sat 11/18/06 06:42 PM
Hello my dear it's me, your one and only
How are you, I'm fine except that I am lonely

I miss you more than anything else on earth
This life of mine I wonder what it's worth

With you I know that it is priceless
Without you I know that I am lifeless

But I know that you will soon be here
And I will never let you go because I love you my dear

You are so close to my heart that it beats your name
This time apart I know that I am to blame

But it will all be over soon and then we can start
Building a family that never falls apart

It's so hard baby for me to sleep at night
Without you here to hold through out the night

Tossing and turning it's all I can do
I use three pillows to hug and pretend that it's you

But it's not the same as the real thing
Because with a pillow you can't have a fling

You know what I mean, the thing that we do under the sheets
Where we become one and together as one our hearts beat

I can't tell you enough how much you are missed
At myself now, I start to get pissed

For doing what I had to do to get our new life started
From you my love I never should have parted

I should have packed my bags and came to you because i know our love is
meant to be
That way everyday it was you that I could see

Soon baby soon I will be on my way
Flying in the sky to be with you everyday

Baby without you I would just give up and go insane
You are the first and last thing that is always on my brain

Well I will write again soon, until then I will always be thinking of
you
I love and miss you baby and I hope that you love and miss me too




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Sat 11/18/06 06:40 PM
well i really like what you wrote it was great

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Sat 11/18/06 06:38 PM
i really enjoyed reading what you wrote it is beautiful