When I say I love you I do
But this with you will not do
I need someone I can lean on
Someone I can count on too

Yes you are there sometimes
For that I am grateful to you
But I need someone there full time
And that you can not do

You told me once you loved me
That I could believe in you
I was there when you needed someone
Where were you when I needed someone, too?

The time has come for me to let go
Never to expect you to care again
People may come and people may go
But my love will never end

Slow Tears

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek

Forgive Me

To the ends of time I will love you my friend
Knowing that you're gone leaves me a bend

An angle to me you were so kind
Raising my sprits with ways I can not find

Over and over the days with you replayed
Loving you so much wished you would have stayed

I crossed a line which I know not fit
Now each day I die a little bit

An empty void replaces what I feel
Growing sadder and sadder, will I ever heal

From the feeling of love I felt for a friend

Because Of You
Before, my heart lay on the dust covered shelf,
Despondent and cold . . . growing harder each day.
Before, my eyes saw only the hurt in people's faces,
Wanting everyone to feel the pain that I did.
Before, my body was stiff, not responding to even a gentle touch,
Afraid to let anyone too close.
Before, my mind would not let thoughts of love enter,
Guarding my heart with grief and fear.
Before, my nights only brought darkness,
Like a black veil falling to cover my wounds.
Before, my life held only emptiness and contempt,
Anger guiding me through days of hell.

you have my prayers

when i had my kids that was my best time of my life and then the second
would have to been when i kicked my stupid ex to the curb then he went
to jail that night for being a stupid person LOL

i rate myself a 5 because i have alot to work on and i know it

yeah thank you all you are in my prayers everyday i am glad i have made
so many friends on this site

My son is home and doing better the dr released him and i am so happy i
wont have to be at the hospital for thanksgiving

thank you greeneyedlady i dont see him coming home so i want to thank
you for all your prayers people

welcome to the site cybear

well i will be at the hospital with my son i already know that but that
is ok because i was at the hospital last year at christmas time with my
son

i really enjoy this site lot i met some wonderful people on it some have
helped me get through a tough time right now and i appreciate everyone
for being a friend

ty Txs and i hope everyone has a wonderful week

very beautiful poem

thank you iceprincess i am with him right now and all i can do is watch
him sleep so i figured i would work on poems

no snacky you didnt offend me i waqs just concerned because i am a nurse
and i knew you wasnt feeling good last night and i wanted to check on
you

snacky are you feeling better today i was really concerned about you all
day and i am sorry i didnt get with you before now i had my son to be
with So How are you today Snacky?

I thought you were perfect for me,
but I guess a thousand lies can change what I see.
You said you truly cared,
and no matter what you would always be there.

With the touch of your fingertips,
you said we would never part
But what you said came from your lips,
and not from your heart!

You lied when you said forever till the end,
because look at us were not even friends.
You lied when you said I was your world,
So I guess it was a lie when you said those 3 little words.

You lied straight to my face,
When you said that in your heart I held a special place.
You lied when you said you wouldn't lie.
but you told the truth when you said GOOD-BYE!

Before you the sun lay hidden
And dark clouds blocked my view
But the sun came out to stay
On the day that I met you

Before you my heart was lonely
I was drowning in my sorrow
But you turned my life around
I now look forward to tomorrow

Before you my life seemed empty
And my goals were not set high
But you had so much faith in me
And now I reach towards the sky

Before you I hid my feelings
I kept them bottled up inside
But you taught me how to love
And my tears have now been dried

From my heart I send a message
To show how much you mean to me
Our love will last as long as
The sun sets over the sea