There is some software on the net that allows the main user (or administrator) of a network to view all activity going on over the network via the monitor. The name? I am not honestly sure. I would have to look it up again.
Your best bet is to run a search on said program.

This was actually something I wrote in the spring of this year.
At the time, I was studying Hinduism, even though it was a very brief study. I was also being introduced to Quantum Physics pretty heavily for a while. While being introduced, I had heard that Hinduism and Quantum physics shared the same ideas.
I guess I chose Hinduism at the time because of its relation to Quantum Physics, and probably because I was thinking about both subjects quite a bit.

Those mean corporate people.

That's the most basic way of finding out. They have programs that actually monitor what is going on on your screen.
Hell, that program is free to install from the net.

This depends.
If there computer is capable of it, they can watch everything you are doing on your desktop.
They may even have some programs that allows them to see what program you are using on your computer.

I am not sure if they do that everywhere... but the technology is out there, and I am sure businesses use it.

And when we allow ourselves to do this, we encounter possitivity.

For the past month or so, I've been doing a lot of soul searching. I've also been reading a very good book called "The Power of Intention" by Wayne W. Dyer.

As I've done my research, questioned myself and what I am doing, and also applied the simple formulas in my life, I've noticed a huge change in how I am becoming, how others view me, and how others feel when they are around me.

Here are a few of my steps that I have taken to change myself, for the better.

1. Keep my thoughts possitive - No matter what time of the day it is, and no matter what I am doing, I always think possitively. Yes, everyone can not just be a possitive person in one day and think that way forever. It takes time. If you can believe it, every thought you have changes how you feel, act, and how you are seen by others. When we begin to think on the possitive, we become healthier, people view us in a new light, and we are able to acheive what it is that we want.

2. Realize my goals, and follow through - It may be the smallest goal in the world, or it may be the biggest. You may want to get a new job or you may just want to move out of the country. By taking the smaller steps, and after we acknowledge that we know what we want, we can acheive it. There is nothing too big or too small.

3. Appreciate the beauty of everything around me - This can be anything. A tree, a building, a man walking his dog, or even the cool breeze as it passes through my fingers. At this point, I can become one with everything. At this point, I find a unity that can not be found anywhere else. I can no longer hold any grudges, I can no longer be angry at anyone, and I can no longer worry. I am in bliss.

4. Meditation every day - Even if it is for just a few small moments, let your mind go for a second, and feel the energy as it moves through your body. You can do this while waiting at a stop light, before you go in for an interview, or even when you are alone at home. Taking these few seconds from your day to completely let go is a very healthy thing for your mind and body.


5. Listen to music that has a more possitive light - Heavy metal, goth rock, or anything that tends to be very heavy and loud with violent/depressing lyrics only weakens you on a lower level. You allow yourself, for a certain amount of time, to become a negative energy. Try listening to music with lyrics about love, solving problems, unity, or something that is just uplifting. It not only makes you feel better, but it makes you more possitive.

These are just a few steps you can take that I am including into my every day life. It's helping me see things in a different light.

Because I have decided to become one with everything, I am begining to make healthier choices, I am beginning to become more decisive, more honest, caring, understanding, and happy.

There are several ways to make yourself happy without bringing your energy down.

I do not wish to vibrate on a lower frequency anymore.
In order to live a happy, healthy life, I must be conected to everything at all times.
I believe we are all one, we are all conected, and we can all change the world little by little.
The only thing I ask you is, are you ready?

If we are all thousands of cells, nuclei, and other organisms, all connected to everything on this earth to complete one big picture, what makes us think we have to be anymore than we are?

What we have been given from birth was the gift of conformity.
Every single day, we do what has been taught to us from birth:
To eat, to drink, to relieve ourselves, to sleep, to think, to work, and etc.

But what if none of that mattered in this life?
What if we could live without all of that?

If a child was born out in the wilderness and he was left there, away from any human being, away from any city or town, away from anything that could make him think differently, what would happen to that child?
It's like the theory of the tree falling and no one is around to see or hear it.
What if, since the boy was never introduced to the "normal" way of living that he trandscended into something even greater.

We do not know if he will live or die because nobody is there to witness it.
All we do know is that he will die because we believe we need these little things in life to keep us alive.

For two months in Japan, a monk had meditated. For two months straight, he did not move, speak, or really anything else. He simply meditated. This became a big tourist spot.
After the two months, the monk was gone.
Perhaps he just went away to be in silence, or perhaps he trandscended into something even more: The big picture.

In order for us to live our lives, we have to work, we have to eat, we have to have some sort of belief, and we have to think that we need things.
We can not think any other way because we were not raised that way.

Religion is simply for someone who can not understand the unlimited possibilities that life has to offer.

A career is only something to make you feel that you are worth more than you are. Why worry about staying with one career the rest of your life, doing the same thing every day only to die... comepletely alone and with nothing to show for it.

If we were placed on this earth to simply live, then why do anything that really doesn't make you truly happy?
In order to live a real life, you have to take a lot of chances.
You have to **** up, you have to have your depressed times, you have to deal with the punches, and then you have to get up, shake it off, and learn.

Everything we do, at this very moment, defines our life.
If you can not enjoy the moment, you can not enjoy your life, period.

Read a good book, see a new city, get a new job, meet new people, go driving around, play some of your favorite music, and maybe even enjoy a nice glass of wine.
Whatever it is, enjoy it.

As soon as we can realize what this life is really about, there won't be anymore "****-ups", mistakes, worries, or stress.
As soon as we can understand reality as it truly is, we can begin to enjoy life.

And coming from someone who has truly lived, these words should not be taken lightly.

Enjoy your life. This could be your final moment

21 is the prime age for anyone to start something great with their lives.

Not only are we being pushed to pursue a career, go to school, and work as much as we possibly can, we are also being challenged with understanding ourselves.

But how can one understand who they are if they are constantly being pushed?

It has come to the point where if someone my age wants to be accepted into society, you have to be going to school and working, or else people just frown upon you. It almost seems like they can not take you seriously, they think you are a dead beat, and they believe that you will be worthless to society.

But who are they to judge?

If you have a problem with someone, and you constantly remind them of this problem, aren't you really the one who has problems?
If you can not accept another human being for what they do and how they want to live, is it because you are not happy with how you are living? And just because someone isn't be a success story by the age of 23 doesn't mean they can't be a success story later on in their life.

I have grown tired of seeing good friends of mine do this to themselves; push themselves so hard, yet the end result only leads to depression, confusion, and emotional breakdowns.

Is this what we really need in our country?

I believe that if anyone wishes to acheive greater things, the person must know one's self. This is the only way we can work, study, and prosper without going past our limits, our boundaries, and our own life.

If it takes you until you're 30 to work yourself hard, then good.

I say, "To hell with the norm. Long live the mind."

If you feel like you're being swamped, if you feel like you are being pushed, and if you feel like you're being used, then just stop.
Take a break from the regular things in life. Go somewhere new, get laid, have a few drinks... just anything to clear your mind.
If that doesn't work, stop doing what you are doing all together.

What would make you happier? Success or Health?

We are at the age where we can make a difference, we can make a change, and we can learn more than we ever thought was possible.
All we have to do is learn to be who we want to be.
We have to understand who we are, what we want, and what we're going to do to acheive it.

This, my friends, is bliss.

Happiness, creativity, and total unity are within us right now.
The real challenge is trying to find it.

Hinduism. Who would have thought that a science such as this could be so right.

As time progresses, we start to realize just how right Hinduism is. From the science to the philosophy, there has never been such a good way of looking at things, and such a good way at living.

Hinduism says this: We are all connected. Every single one of us.
Hinduism also teaches us that the reality that we are seeing, right now, is not really what reality is supposed to be.

When we look at Quantum Physics, we are also shown the same thing.

Could a 3,000 old "religion" and an old way of science now becoming very new merge together? I think so.

And why? Because we are finally realizing just how to live our lives. We are finally realizing just how we can form out world in the way that we see fit.

The only problem is this: We live in America.
If it isn't for the fact that this is a Christian country and that the majority of us think that in order to live a good life, we have to work every waking hour, we can also blame how closed minded we have all become.

If we want a change, we need the facts, not some pipe dream that will never happen; not some life where we can not be happy; and not some fantasy that everything will turn out for the better in the end.

This is bull****.

We need a universal change, free of limits, free of boundaries, and free of religion.

People can not do without religion, it seems.
Everybody has to have some sort of religion to live their lives.
Some think that their own religion is the way. Some believe that there are multiple paths to follow. And some believe not to believe in anything at all.

Look in front of you. Can't you believe that? Well, you must be because in order for anything to exist in your reality, you have to first believe that it is there. The only reason why we can not see, feel, taste, or even hear the unimaginable is because we believe it can never be.

We are not slaves to a world that has rules and regulations.
We are all free spirits, all making our realities the way we see fit one day at a time.
And until we can all recognize this, there can never be a change.

This is what I ask of you:
Forget about limits; forget about your religion; forget about the normal way of thinking. Even if it is just for a single day, allow your mind to go. Allow your mind to see the unlimitied possibilities that are right in front of you, right now!

If we can all allow ourselves to do this, think of the change we could have on the world.

Get this: If we are all connected, and enough of us can free ourselves, think of the change we could cause just by our thoughts!

You may laugh at that, and you may think that it won't happen, but it is obvious that you have not opened your mind yet.


-Russ

So, who has a friend who is terribly commited to saving another country?

I am not sure I have many friends who do. In fact, I am pretty sure I don't.

My problem with people worrying and wanting to fix another country is this: They don't worry about the current country they are in.
Did you read that? I just typed it.

If you are so concerned about saving a country, please start with the one that you currently live in. You are not living in Africa, you are living in America. More than likely, you are not going over to Africa anytime soon, and you more than likely never will because you are afraid of catching something that you are fighting against.
If not that, you just can't afford to leave your life of luxury over here in America.

Seriously, people.

I know that there are other countries that are suffering.
I know that American Rock Groups are trying to have a possitive attitude towards these other countries.
And I know that a lot of American people are deeply concerned.

I am not. Why am I not?
I decide not to choose that as a reality.
Why? Because it puts more into my life that I do not need.
Also, I would like to start with my own country first.

There is a lot going on in this country that needs to be changed.
If you can't go to another country and ACTUALLY help out with the problem, stop sitting around acting like you care about the other countries.
If you cared so ****ing much, you would go over there ASAP and start helping.
There are programs you can enroll in that will get you over there quickly. So why aren't you signing up?

I will stress this point once more: If you can't go, stop caring.
This makes life easier.

Start helping your own country, for ****'s sake.

You may consider me an asshole for posting this, but I do not care.

If we are all truly connected, just your happiness and possitivity can help others on a universal level.
I believe that's what I am doing to help everyone.

Oh, and also, if you're going to help one country, why not help them all, you selfish twat.

I hate people who embrace this bull****.
I could care less.

No. Kills the original idea, I am afraid.
Let's just see who else doesn't catch on.

If nothing else works, sell your X-Box. Then, you will no longer have your problem.

Christmas Fools?

I am only kidding about this.
Decided to write something kind of funny but a bit disturbing at the same time.

My mom is fine! There was no incident with a shovel.
We can all let out that deep breath now.

-Russ

Mine was hitting my mom in the face with a shovel.
you can read more about it in General Discussion.

I hit my mom with a shovel.
You can read this, and more, on my new post entitled, 'It's only funny until someone gets hurt and then it's just hillarious."

This is CNN.

I accidently hit my mother in the face with a shovel yesterday when we were digging some holes to transplant some trees.
Well, turns out, I broke her nose, she lost two teeth, and the left side of her nose is now split.

I figured I didn't hit her too hard at first.
Man, was I wrong.

Well, as I was driving her to hospital, about half way there I began to laugh, uncontrolably.
My mom asked me why I was laughing, but since I could barely breathe from all of the laughter, I just began to laugh even harder.

I tell you, the Holidays aren't for everyone.
I sure learned my lesson.

Well, better go check up on my mom.

It's one of my favorite songs from Boogie Down Productions, A.K.A. KRS One and Scott LaRock.

Boogie Down Productions - Elementary

La la-la la-la la-la la...la...la...la
La la-la la-la la-la la..la..la...la...la

Buck! Buck!

Chorus:

Wa da da dang
Wa da da da dang (Ay!)
Listen to my 9 millimeter go bang
Wa da da dang
Wa da da da dang (Ay!)
This is KRS-One...

Verse 1:

Me knew a crack dealer by the name of Peter
Had to buck him down with my 9 millimeter
He said I had his girl, I said ""Now what are you? Stupid?""
But he tried to play me out and KRS-One knew it
He reached for his pistol but it was just a waste
Cos my 9 millimeter was up against his face
He pulled his pistol anyway and I filled him full of lead
But just before he fell to the ground this is what I said...

Repeat chorus

La la-la la-la la-la la...la...la...la
La la-la la-la la-la la..la..la...la...la x2

Verse 2:

Seven days later I was chillin in the herb gate
But seven days too much when the gossip has to circulate
Puffin sensemilla I heard ""knock knock knock""
But the way that they knocked it did not sound like any cop
And if it were a customer they'd ask me for a nick
So suddenly I realized it had to be a trick
I dropped down to the floor and they did not waste no time
They shot right through the door so I had to go for mine
They pumped and shot again but the suckas kept on missin
Cos I was on the floor by now, I crawled into the kitchen
Thirty seconds later, boy, they bust the door down
The money and the sensemi' was lyin all around
But just as they put their pistols down to take a cut
Me jumped out the kitchen, went ""buck! buck! buck!""
They fall down to the floor but one was still alive
So I put my 9 millimeter right between his eyes
Looked at his potnah and both of them were dead
So just before he joined his potnah this is what I said...

Repeat chorus

La la-la la-la la-la la...la...la...la
La la-la la-la la-la la..la..la...la...la x2

Verse 3:

I gathered all the money and I ran up the block
I said ""This is a perfect time to meet with Scott LaRock""
But Scott is either psychic or he has a knack for trouble
Cos Scott LaRock showed up in a all-black BMW
I jumped inside the car and we screeched off in a hurry
And Scott said ""What is wrong? Relax, tell me the story""
I said ""You remember Peter? Well his posse tried to kill me
I'm all right now because the sensemi' fill me""
Scott just laughed, he said ""I know they're all dead
And just before you pulled the trigger this is what you said...""

Repeat chorus

La la-la la-la la-la la...la...la...la
La la-la la-la la-la la..la..la...la...la x2

come on....

I know there are people out there who like this guy.