not quite the reaction i was going for... the story is a mephor. I am not starving for food and affection. Maybe i need to let someone read it that knows me to understand it fully.

Fictitious (sp?)

A lost boy walks down a putrid alley dragging a stuffed teddy bear along behind him with one hand, he barely has the strength to carry his friend any further but he refuses to leave him behind. What was his name? The young boy can't remember anymore... What was that rumbling? A monster must be nearby, the young boy starts to run when suddenly a sharp pain in his stomach causes him to stop. His memory is fuzzy for some reason. How long until he last ate something? Two days ago the pizza place threw out a 1/2 eaten piece of pizza. All he has left is a few crumbs but as he reaches into his pocket to eat it he hears something echo off the brick walls of his secluded alley. *Meow* The boy raises his stare from his growling stomach to this new monster. *MEEOOW* The boy cringes and holds the teddy bear closely to his chest and tears stream down his face unabashed. Out of the shadows the feline emerges and rubs against the boy's legs, now convinced that this creature isn't a monster he reaches down to pet her. *purr* The cat looks up at the boy with big eye and licks her lips. "She must be hungry!", the boy thinks. But the boy doesn't have anything to give her except a few crumbs still in his pocket. Selflessly he hands out everything he has. The cat takes the food and runs off back into the alley and into the darkness. Heartbroken, once again save his teddy companion the little lost boy is all alone again.

This story is a metaphor for how I feel occasionally. Understand I DON'T WANT A PITY PARTY. Just tell me what you think of the story and if it is well written.

im fine... about to watch bender's big score (shame on you if you didn't know:futurama) speaking of that i cant believe fox is ending their contract with adultswim for futurama.... more lame reality tv here we come. stupid writer's union

sounds more like fun than creepy to me

any cute girls out there wanna chat with a fellow vampire? my schedule is pretty ****ed up right now i cant seem to find anyone to talk to because im up so late

im gonna go throw up now... lol

I would use a Mac but I won this 2006 Dell in a writing contest so I'm content with it for now

you don't know the 1/2 of it lol

wanting to be closer... maybe i used the wrong word

Just call it virtual reality training for my next career... (marine)

I'm down whenever... whats your gamertag? mines:xander29

no one is gonna get me anything I'm pretty sure. but it was on the list i mass emailed to everyone im send xmas gifts too lol

If only I had another 80$ to shell out for it I would... but...
car payment:500$
insurance:150$
tags:160$
credit card bill:90$
xmas bill:30$

so... yea... halo3: not anytime soon

mountain dew... do the dew

reminds me of when all my friends ditched me when we were going to see Saw 3 on halloween... pfft just enjoy the movie

Hey I just bought an Xbox 360 and gears of war the other day and I wanted to do something to show everyone how uber I am. So I decided to use Windows Movie Maker 2.1 to make a video... wow big mistake... after having to tweak conflicting codecs and the program crashing 3x i was about to pull my hair out. When I finally finished it i had to export the video with an entirely different program bc it would not save.

Anyways here is the video, let me know what you think:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7vxLxtPPP8

for anyone who hasn't seen it you can watch it at
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=n7vxLxtPPP8 OR
www.myspace.com/deathbythc420

please leave comments

Also. katrina i can't talk to you 24/7 I'll drive myself nuts with envy and my head will explode!!

keep it real, tell them to shut the hell up or do something about it

you two are nuts BTW i just FINALLY managed to finish my video and successful compile it with WMM2... micro$oft really really gets on my nerves. let's see:15 crashes 3x lost work 5 hours of tweaking codecs and 2 hours of video editing later i have a 3 and a 1/2 min clip. i got too much time on my hands